they don't tell you this but if ur really lonely for a long time, a hole starts forming in ur heart and the longer u feel lonely the bigger the hole gets and it doesn't matter if u feel less lonely when ur older bc the hole stays forever and ur life just grows around it. But the hole is always there.
but if someone you love & trust & who loves you equally puts their hand on it between yr shoulder blades and hold it there it heals up and stops hurting, temporarily, then permanently. if they do it often enough that you can feel their love stronger than the one you felt withered away from too much loneliness. if can be restored. but you gotta find a person that doesn't make you feel lonely. people need people. sometimes there is one that gets you. if yr lonely, go find them! it's something to do.
