WARNING ⚠️ BIG FAT LONG I AINT READING ALL THAT ALERT ⚠️ WARNING
If you read past this point you're consenting to reading personal information regarding the symptoms, experiences and about the general life of an Autistic Level 2 (only current diagnosis since 2023 along with a sertraline + buspirone prescription to manage depressive and anxious symptoms) UNdiagnosed Young Adult DID system
Why are you posting so much of your personal information, possible triggers, interpersonal trauma and experiences and sharing your symptoms on the internet r3t4rd 😨⚠️⚠️ HUHHH HUHHH ⁉️ don't you know people will bully you? — first of all I'll never word it like that again, and second of all: I do it because I understand that our experience is unique, I understand that there are people on the internet that would value this information and this is kind of like my oath uhm I don't know what to swear on how does one prove they're telling you the truth?? Why would I lie I guess?? I want other people out there to know that yes I am crazy but it isn't what media has made you think that crazy is. We are not inherently dangerous, people like me are just mentally ill. Crazy in the way that I speak to myself and genuinely argue, stump myself and have varying opinions on so many different things and that we're an extremely contradictory individual a lot of the time to the point of tears, confusion and distress on certain days. This isn't what it'll be like for everyone but it is for us and it always has been due to being an immigrant to a foreign Britannic country from my gorgeous motherland AGAIN (my mother's grandparents were wealthy and well established Native Ukrainians that got chased off of their land with threats of death and then Holocaust happened and I actually had a great grandma that survived in the sewers by eating rats and smuggling/hiding fellow ashkenazi with her)
Anons are off so if you have something shit or offensive or mean or genuinely have something to ask, please put your name to it it's okay to step out of that comfort zone
I block people that don't speak constructively and just try to upset in order for me to cave into their point and generally just rhetoric that I don't want to see or like if i open the notifications and it makes me feel anxious tee-hee
I trail on a lot and don't make sense on occasion due to being schizo affective / paranoid or some shit I literally can't think half of the time
420 Friendly 🍃
" The Omni Droid goes poodum... Poodum.... Scans you nd it killsyoukillsyoukillsyou shut the fuck up what the fuck am I typing "
hello—I'm sawyer, finally
I actually started making this post in like 2024 or some shit I dont know how to check that or if I even can, not important
Take me in grains of salt
im a multi-fandom artist, fanfiction writer, general ranter? (guh) (?) yapper? cornball, polak, violent bum, Chud [ ™️ ], human animal like serj tankian on Instagram
Rabies Pride is cool, I always felt like Cujo
autistic (Level 2) in the dome like Cuckoo Cuckoo [ UH OH! ] CFO style and Been suffering with a DID for a while (Since at least 4 but I have at one point or another had memories of being maybe a few months old at the youngest but we're bcoming less connected to a lot of extremely early memories that used to be core ones, due to aging), so we can get kinda super extremely schizo and borderline psychotic when it comes to our special interests and trauma/coping hyperfixations. Super impulsive because this is a Tumblr account that doesn't mean anything in the greater span of the world and I want to expand my mind bro
21 years old, Born JUNE 27 [ 2005 ] 🎂 in ehh [ j e b a n y ],, ehhhhhhhh,,,,,, [ k u r w a ] ehhhhhhh,,,,,,,, [ B o l e s ł a w i e c ]
i like spacing out words and doing shit with my keyboard, i don't "have a typing quirk" that shit genuinely pisses me off don't say that if you are over the age of 14 you should KNOW BETTER BY NOW
You can be the yo mama balls madeyoulook obunga know de wei dabbed and T Posed in early highschool 67 skibidi dopdop bakudeku slime son or the always bruised 420 blaze it smoke weed everyday airhorn stinks like shit and suspiciously stinky like pewwee ganja....very loud oddly deep music playing from her room at 12 as she OH oh that's also a Son oh okay wow. Wow okay, I uh, be who you are for your pride I fucking guess and also they're two separate ego states in my mind (alternate ego states "alter ego" = a longform and broken-down and commonly used in media/marketing/edgy Deviant Art OC term for alters)
™️ Hi if you have read this far and actually care to listen please understand that a Dissociative Identity Disorder can only be formed through trauma that is either so interpersonal, scheduled, ritualistic, consistent or severe-spectrum (ig?I dont use terms) from between the ages of like 2—9 that it caused your little child brain to literally shatter into a bajillion pieces like glass because it felt like it had to or else you wouldn't have been able to cope with existing and were suicidal by 7 so imagine what you would have done if you were without all of your little funkos and blorbos and DingleDops and doodoo Farts and shitty sharts and those guys that we don't talk about because they appared in a nightmare once and never left or are just My Parents / Childhood Ego States / Family Friends / Other Relatives / Teachers / Gr00m3rs / Pr0gr4mm3rs . I generally don't approve of individuals that claim to not have trauma and share my experience so don't interact with me if that's you or why I oughtta
can you tell that I actually have this and I've been documenting it since 2018 or no or am I crazy I actually really don't care because My Source for all of my DID related information is My Symptoms and the symptoms of other people like me around me and my immediate area since I was around 12 ( in 2018 believe it or not ) . That would be like, poor abused council-housed children (me lol) that like, got fucked in the head bruv only my experiences are real on my Tumblr account!!!! I don't use tonetags so assume that everything I say is a joke or some form of satirical post-irony if it isn't I'll be the one to specify that
ANYWAYS, FUN 🎊 PART OF THE EXTENDED PIN-POST 📌 BIO
my main fandoms OAT are ;
MY LITTLE PONY — FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC ( Since 2009 )
METALOCALYPSE (Since 2022)
Eddsworld (Since 2014 and I know someone that actually used to be friends with one of Matt's Mancunian cousins since we live in Manchester ALSO COMPLETELY UNRELATED BUT CHAT MY FIANCÉ FUCKING KNOWS AND WENT TO COLLEGE WITH A GUY THAT KNOWS SOMEBODY (LIKE SOME FUCKING ITALIAN MAFIA GRAPE VINE) THAT WENT TO COLLEGE WITH TOMMY INNIT LIKE THAT FROGGY FELLA FROM THE DSMP I WAS SLACK JAWED FOR A WEEK WHEN HE TOLD US)
Steven Universe (Since it came out and I was watching it on the TV as a kid)
Undertale (Since Jackspediceye playthrough.... )
TMNT 2012 (SINCE 2012, PEAK TMNT ERA IT IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME)
The Amazing Digital Circus (Since Early This Year and I fucking hated the ending it's fine Goose is incompetent and fans are allowed to criticise creator works if you had AN AMAZING PLOTLINE AND THEN DECIDED TO FUCK IT SIDEWAYS)
THE ELDER SCROLLS V: SKYRIM (SPECIAL EDITION) — Since 2019
Bloodborne (Since 2021-22)
There's rick and Morty up there it's part of the list there you go my fandoms and general information is this good enough have I made this long enough or does it need to be longer and more unintelligible
I'll definitely edit this throughout the time that it's the pinned post 👍👍👍
I editted it ooooooo oooo oooooooo














