my digital diary

Im at the cinema alone for the first time ever. Gonna see The boy and heron!

Just payed for a gym membership and the guy at the reception was so wholesome. He just stared at me and every sentence ended like he was eager for me to add something to it eifnelrkfi it was highkey awkward but oh well its time for my gymbro arc now

I was supposed to take a quick lil nap but ended up sleeping till morning and now the road in front of my house is covered in snow and im sad i missed the snowfall :(

No idea how my job interview went. Feels like only after I left the building I knew exactly what to answer to each question I got asked. If only i had been as clever on the spot but oh well. I really hope I do get the job, it could fund my growing home library.

Im contempating buying a gym membership. The monthly payment would at least motivate me to actually go there since training at home is so easy to procrastinate. The only issue is that ive never stepped foot into a gym and im pretty petrified at the thought. But also it wont hurt to try.

I often wonder how much time I actually waste on waiting for various things. Like sitting at a bus stop or waiting for a train to arrive and then proceeding sitting in said public transport waiting to get to my destination. Though i dont have any opinion kn this its just something i think about often, mostly when im waiting.

Finallyyyy i scored a job interview im so excited but also nervous flfkflf.

I so want to get a job soon so i can start saving up for a better computer and a game console so i can start gaming more.

Im rewatching House md and just got to the second season (mild spoilers upcoming) and im just wondering: who??? In their right mind?!?!? Thought it was a good idea to write in an adult doctor KISSING a 9-year-old cancer patient??? And on top of that making it look like the doctor was the one getting harrased. Literally that is so disgusting.

Ive applied for so many jobs now that if i get a rejection email i dont even regocnize what place its from

Ive been watching sherlock (the one with benedict) for the first time and tbh i want to have a friendship like watson and sherlock. I know people ship them idk if theres any intentional queerbaiting going on in the show but honestly i find their friendship very wholesome. Also my previous exposure to this show has been exclusively from Moriarty the partriot the anime and im just gonna headcanon that the anime is intentionally very homoerotic based on sherlocks deduction of moriartys gaynrss in the bbc live action. Thats all im gonna say.

I remember one time i was hanging with an ex-friend during a semi-hot day and i was wearing a hoodie and mentioned feeling sweaty and my friend replied with 'your own fault for having body image issues'. That was so uncalled for and i have no idea why i didnt call them out for that at the time.

Im unemployed so my biggest cause for stress is the possibility of losing my home because i have to pay rent. I try to pay it as much in advance as possible while looking for a job and currently ive at least got a place to live for the rest of the year cause thats how far ive payed my rent. It help me relax for a bit cause now i know i have more time to look for a job since its not that urgent even though it still is a top priority. But the downside to this is now i dont have much money to use on other things. I should ring up my parents to see if theyd be willing to go grocery shopping with me😋

So since DPR IAN has announced recently that he actually has DID and that Mito and Mr Insanity are alters in his system, isnt it kind of weird that people cosplay/dress up as his alters? Like ive seen tiktoks where people dress up as Mr Insanity and Mito and then do a bunch of quirky stuff as the different alters to show how different they are (as is only natural since theyre two very distinctive personalities). Idk i find it offputting.

Im graduating in december. Gotta start planning the absolute most banging outfit for the ceremony.

I had a dream where i had a ferret as a pet and now i want to make that a reality.