just passing through

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

Trauma hasn’t made me strong I am just broken and scared

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

i need (abruptly stops talking & stares at some random fixed point with a vacant expression)

what’s crazy about being in your late 20s is that you’ve only been an adult for a decade and people are really out here believing your life is over

i need to stand ankle deep in a creek about this

the day is gonna end anyway and your warm bed will be waiting so you might as well do the hard things and not let them ruin your day

this is unironically how I push myself to do everything I dread