Not much going on here

Once upon a time I made a best friend via tumblr dot com and the experience was so peak that I tried to start a tumblr convention so everyone else could experience the power of friendship and did the convention go well? No. BUT 14 years later I’m still having sleepovers at @sharkgalaxy’s house so I’m the real winner

i made cookies

Yes!! From scratch! And they are so good!!

The axe forgets. The tree forgets. The squirrels in the forest forget. Nobody remembers

a mere dutch angle is nowhere near enough to capture the depths of my insanity

Maybe I’m just making stuff up, but I love how the bow is positioned over “Pikachu’s eye” rather than genrly nestled at the ear, obscuring the false face and thereby letting the real face shine TwT

her eyes were the sickly green of the sky before a tornado, and to his horror he discovered she could throw cows around just as easily

to his horror? weak shit. outta my way gayboy im boutta get it

I find it hilarious they gave me hay despite having it just yesterday

Why are you eating hay?

They keep giving it to me?

The shit Kristen Applebees was doing in sophomore year

i love you green. i love you forests. i love you smell of damp earth. i love you feeling before the storm breaks. i love you moss. i love you rivers. i love you streams. i love you thunderstorms. i love you sunlight shining through leaves.

the wisdom ive learnt is that becoming part of a friend group 1) takes a long time and 2) involves a lot of feeling awkward and left out at first. there’s nothing terrible about this but if you grew up chronically lonely or have any kind of trauma relating to social isolation this likely feels Really Wrong and activates danger signals. but both fortunately and unfortunately it’s just how becoming close to new people works most of the time

another thing that was not intuitive to me as someone who grew up an autistic loner: basically everyone on the planet is starved for connection all the time and almost everything people do is an attempt to reach out to another. most seemingly illogical interactions and behaviours can be explained by this. you have to take as many of these invitations as you can. even if you're wrong you still attempted to bring more warmth into the world