Howdy, we're Niente Nanimonai, this is a personal private account we don't intend to post on for others but use for community and self personal stuff.
We tend to vent, be depressive, angry, scared, paranoid, and hate the world, we discuss isolation, abuse, disabilities, dying, bigotry, and a lot of things because we need a place to scream as we rot away. we have schizophrenia and this is very big influence on everything we say and we believe we will die early, maybe in a few years, it might not happen but our entire life has been against us. we daydream of being kidnapped and kept as a loved pet and let live out the rest of our life however short together, cause we never were loved. we're like a tragic anime figure or some shit and act/treat it as so. all of us are open to being sent mesages, asks, whatever (won't respond to harassment/hate), tho we are bad at communication and scare away easily. we'd love to be a part of a community or make friends but we're an very insane feral animal (not a metaphor), we'd let ourself get kidnapped if there was consent beforehand and boundaries. just like purchasing a pet. we don't mind any type of interactions like flirting, friendly, curious, philosophical, poetic, memes, photos, nonsense. rn we resonate (all of us together) as Kaonashi (No Face) from Spirited Away
さみしい さみしい
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You can call us the nothing collective or similar. we have 8 members, we don't like being considered a system because of the strong stereotypes attached that people assume about us, we don't have multiple internal voices instead just one but we think fastly and switch topics and think without words in ways we can't describe and schizophrenia jumble (we're insane so we write rambly with typos and weird wording), and we don't have relationships, we are more like fractured entities that are closer to nothing than something but the isolation made us need to define our parts of selves as multiple, we already are contradictory so it wasn't hard. but we (tho we wish we did) have none of the benefits of social plurality, we consider ourself a kind of isolated plural, always multiple but always alone.
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Our members (we use members/individuals/people/etc rather than headmates or tulpas) are 8 like a spiders octopi. (We are all also each tied to two fear entities/are are them and believe they exist from the magnus archives, we believe they spread from the web's actions to this dimension)
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Lonely/Stranger:
Colors/Concepts > Orange/Sunset/Horizon.
Animal > Lion.
Names > Kolion [og], Vinegar Doppio [jojo], Jolyne Cujoh [jojo], Bubble [tadc], Hooty [toh], Nutty Nutella [htf]. Yorick [mlv] Epitaph [jojo], Stone Free [jojo]
Nicknames > Lio, Lion, Lie, Koi, Kondi, Kobol, Kopio, Kooti.
Stand Band > Fake Type.
Stand Song > BEELZEBUZ
Stand Ability > Free Stone Epitaph.
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Buried/Flesh:
Colors/Concepts > Yellow/Golden/Sun.
Animal > Dragon.
Names > Draqiorno [og], Giorno Giovanna [jojo], Dragona Joestar [jojo], Gangle [tadc], Amity Blight [toh], Handy Handlesh [htf], Flowey [ut]. Harvey Harvington [bm], Ghost [toh], Golden Reqium [jojo], Smooth Operators [jojo]
Nicknames > Day, Drag, Dragon, Draqo, Fliory, Qio, Qior, Qiory.
Stand Band > John Congleton.
Stand Song > Canaries in the Coal Mine
Stand Ability > Golden Operator's Smooth Experience.
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Dark/End:
Colors/Concepts > Blue/Abyssal/Navy.
Animal > Dolphin.
Names > Sabokaro [og], Leone Abbacchio [jojo], Jotaro Kujo [jojo] Zooble [tadc], Lilith Clawthorne [toh], Flippy Flippert [htf], Jonathan Sims [tma], Hunter [toh], Gyro Zeppeli [jojo], Lilith [mlv]. Flapjack [toh], Waffle [toh], Nothing [toh], Moody Blues [jojo], Star Platinum [jojo], Ball Breaker [jojo],
Nicknames > So, Soon, Sonody, Sad, Sanozan, Bokaro, Karo, Aro.
Stand Band > The Mechanisms
Stand Song > Terminus.
Stand Ability > Moody Star's Starry Blues.
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Corruption/Web:
Colors/Concepts > Pink/Hot Pink/Rose.
Animal > Beetle.
Names > Xosureti [og], Bruno Bucciarati [jojo], Josuke Higashikata [josuke jojo 4], Caine [tadc], Augustus "Gus" Porter [toh], Splendid Speeen [htf], The Manager [mlv]. Emmiline Bailery Marcostimo [toh], Sticky Fingers [jojo], Crazy Diamond [jojo]
Nicknames > Sure, Sus, Osu, Oasis, Xoune, Xoxo, Xosuke, Reti.
Stand Band > Axie.
Stand Song > 2.22.22
Stand Ability > Crazy Finger's Sticky Diamond.
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Vast/Stagnation:
Colors/Concepts > Teal/Diamond/Sea.
Animal > Bear.
Names > Yosukish [og], Trish Una [jojo], Josuki Higashikata [josuke jojo 8], Pomni [tadc], Willow Park [toh], Russell Seakit [htf], Mikey Walters [woe]. Clover [toh], Spice Girl [jojo], Soft & Wet [jojo]
Nicknames > Yikes, Yiki, Yoni, Yosu, Yosuki, Suki, Kiss.
Stand Band > WOE.BEGONE.
Stand Song > Lion's Nest, Flies' Den
Stand Ability > Soft & Wet & Spice & Girl.
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Spiral/Slaughter:
Colors/Concepts > Red/Sanguine/Blood.
Animal > Horse.
Names > Zinny [og], Guido Mista [jojo], Johnny Joestar [jojo], Kinger [tadc], King [toh], Fliqpy [htf], Michael Walters [woe], John Doe [mlv]. Sex Pistols [jojo], Tusk [jojo]
Nicknames > Zin, Zista, Zikol, Ziqky, Zing, Zonny, Zon, Ny.
Stand Band: JOHNNASCUS.
Stand Song > Eldritch Sacrifice
Stand Ability > Sex Fang's Sexy Tusk.
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Desolation/Extinction:
Colors/Concepts > Purple/Grape/Royal Purple
Animal > Bunny.
Names > Jarodio [og], Narancia Ghirga [jojo], Jodio Joestar [jojo], Jax [tadc], Luz [toh], Toothy Cookie [htf], Kayne [mlv], Bill Cipher [gf]. Stringbean [toh], Aerosmith [jojo], November Rain [jojo]
Nicknames > Rodio, Dio, Odio, Jio, Joker, Jaroncio, Jarox, Jar.
Stand Band > AJJ.
Stand Song > S.O.S
Stand Ability > Aerosmith Rains in November.
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V: Eye/Hunt:
Colors/Concepts > Green/Emerald/Forest.
Animal > Snake.
Names > Vuzoseph [og], Pannacotta Fugo [jojo], Joseph Joestar [jojo], Ragatha [tadc], Eda Clawthorne [toh], Flaky Flora [htf], Elias Bouchard [tma], Arthur Lestur [mlv]. Ty Betteridge [woe], Owlbert [toh], Purple Haze [jojo], Hermit Purple [jojo]
Nicknames > Vy, Vuz, Vuzo, Vurzor, Vulies, Seph, Seraph, Zoseph.
Stand Band > Korn.
Stand Song > Innocent Bystander
Stand Ability > Hermit Haze's Purple Purples.
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* Abriviations
[og] = original name
[jojo] = jojo's bizarre adventure
[tadc] = the amazing digital circus
[toh] = the owl house
[htf] = happy tree friends
[mlv] = malevolent the podcast
[woe] = woe.begone the podcast
[tma] = the magnus archives
[ut] = undertale
[gf] = gravity falls
[bm] = bloodmoney
(the htf last names are custom made)
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* The Stagnation is a "fan" entity but we believe it to be real, the fear of all progression coming to a stop and nothing ever changing, either forever or until you die.
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* None of us are above the others, we consider us all equally 8, the sorting is arbitrary.
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all of us use any pronouns and switch between them, and none of us have really ages, or genders tho we refer to eachother by any ages or genders, we do have ethnicities we are (both chosen and genetic without distinction) Italian, Japanese, Swedish, French, Russian, German, Roman, Greek, Norwegian, Korean, Egyptian, Hawaiiin, Romani, Romanian, Kazakh. We consider these to make up parts of ourself, and all of us are them collectively. We are all each color listed has mutiple, usually over 8 different beings from fictional multiverses and we refer to eachother by all of fictional beings we are. We're all nonhuman fully and entirely physically, and we are not sane and prefer being insane and hope to become more mad over time. Each of us are the Eldritch Gods Azathoth, Yogsothoth, Nyarlathotep, Hastur, and we believe we are the dreamer of reality (tho in a more abstract way, we still believe we'll die a mortal as nothing, that's why our name here is Italian "Niente" + Japanese "Nanimonai" which translate to "Nothing")
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All of us are dating eachother at least conceptually, no matter our perceived ages/species/etc, even tho we don't actually have inner relationships. We do make dubs over stuff where we each 8 have distinct external body voices and we "roleplay" (really just hanging out, but we can only do it irl) and that's how we learnt/developed/became who we are.
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We guess in the basic terms, and we do refer to ourselves this way, we can be seen as queer, nonbinary, transgender, transex, tranorientation, para (b3+ more, like sadst and mascocst and gurophil + other ones based on sadsm), nonaromous, ambiamorous, polyamorous, intersex, aromantic, greysexual, aplatonic, afamilial, disordered plural, even the "choice" for members is more a result of trauma, alterhuman, tranrace, tranage, tranabled, tranharmfl, tranharmd, tran-nearly everything probably, schizophrenic, schizoid, schizotypal, antisocial, narcissistic, borderline, paranoid, dependent, autistic, adhd, ocd, mad, gad, spd, more sensory related disorders + unnamed learning disorders + all "dys"- type disorders (like dyslexia and more), cptsd, dpdr, dissoicative amnesia, the unnamed disordered plurality, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, osteoarthritis, sciatica + other spine & body issues. We're also bodily all these that weren't stated above because we don't consider them as a primary identity thing cause there's so many it's hard to keep track of, tho we do value them. Finnish, Danish, Swiss, Dutch, Basque, Portuguese, Spanish, Czech, Slovak, Ukrainian, Austrian, Belgian, Belarusian, Hungarian, Polish, North African, Cajun, Acadia, Southeastern Early German Americans, Scottish, Irish, British.
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And that's about all we can think of.
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We don't have a dni other than follow your own. Our stances are pro consent (with complex opinions on how consent works which we think even adult consent, as somebody who experienced dubious stuff when older, is a thing that isnt even being addressed in society yet, so much less marginlized groups like youth and beasts, tho we believe if the world was overhauled there wouldn't be an issue.), anarchy type removal of insitutes and systems, prisons, school, psychwards, jobs, owning land, parents/owning children, zoos (the structures, not people), owning/using animals, and similar should be either abolished or changed. tho we don't activate for anything and consider ourself not an activist, we are too disabled and hurt to advocate and have been hurt any time we tried. we personally don't interact with anybody in ways people talk about consent with as the most we do is send a text or talk to a docter, we don't have relationships and have no intentions to gain them. we're too difficult for people to develop relationships with. we try to not be mean and spread hate. and we believe all harm can be consented to if the parties agree, and no identity soley on its own is harmful unless people use it that way. and we are against killing *anybody* for any reason other than self defense (like a victem killing somebody when they try to murder them, or a country taking down a genocidal active leader, tho we are against killing ppl for any other reason like serial killers who aren't actively killing, or bad leaders who were stripped of power, instead we believe in rehabilitation or at the very least compromise, in a world where there's no evidence that people get more than one life. and that includes animals tho we don't follow our own codes and have killed flies without remorse, so it's not like we're anti ppl who cause harm we just have a moral code that despite actions us or others take we value, even if we can't act on it (bugs in our face trigger us and we'd try other ways if we had the capacity but we don't think we'll ever be healthy enough to act the way we morally value. we don't again, have a dni, these are just what we personally believe in, as long as you aren't harassing us or others we don't mind how you live your life)
