his guilt complex and crying fits compel me

i love giving up and getting worse

And for the lady, perhaps reassurance without having to ask for it?

tshirt that says I HAD POTENTIAL

graffiti discourse is so stupid why the hell would I give a shit if people spraypaint their names or do some cool paintings under a bridge

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws

“you’re so quiet” yeah i don’t make sense when i talk.

bear could be put through every known torture method on earth for 1000 years and it still wouldn't be enough. he's such a selfish coward who never takes responsibility. i hate that guy.

i have a personality flaw that always positions me on the side of characters who are hiding everything and refuse to accept help. like do NOT confide in people. confiding in people is the enemy. REAL winners lie and lie and continue lying until they ruin every single thing theyve got going for them & didnt fix a single goddamn thing. keep digging grandpa youre almost there

some people really do need to start reminding themselves that the answer to "why didn't the character just do [something entirely different]" is often simply "because then there wouldn't be a story"

obsession spoilers again but something I will always defend ian on is that he was the only one who called bear out for taking advantage of nikki. he should have intervened more on that basis but at the very least, bear had to hear his best friend calling him out on his shit.

there is something within me that i would like removed

google is it normal to look back on memories and feel as if you're watching someone else entirely

in many ways i am still my pretentious 14 year old self which is fine