his guilt complex and crying fits compel me

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

I don't have the energy to be a giver anymore. I want to try the role of being appreciated and love and taken care of.

i miss the olympics

Nobody benefits from you being insecure. Nobody benefits from you feeling bad about yourself. You do not even 'please' the people you think or want to please by doubting or feeling insecure about yourself. Truly, there isn't anybody who benefits from those feelings and especially not yourself! There's no reason to feel like you deserve any of this, because even if you did there'd be no benefit for nobody, so might aswell feel good and kick ass.

Every version of you was necessary. Even the ones you’re ashamed of.

let people be wrong about you. let people have their bitter misconceptions. not everyone is considerate, and that can’t be changed.

let yourself grieve versions of yourself you thought you’d grow into that will never become a reality now

i don't care what those tiktok and instagram influencers tell you, have three meals a day!!! have a snack!! have that sweet treat!! have food that makes you feel good!!! especially if you're a woman!! starving yourself to look "desirable" will only make you desirable to people who want you to stay malnourished forever. it's a cycle of misery!!

“don’t take it personally” how would you like me to take it then? professionally? romantically? academically?

wish i could block people irl i dont wanna even see your face actually

half the thoughts i have aren't mine and i don't know where they're coming from

I love the people around me every day but sometimes I think about leaving and never seeing anyone again. don’t know what that says about me