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Is that @erebus0dora art in the background of the last Autumn's interview or am I seeing things...

erebus0dora

yes

yes it is

newtrambling

Literally felt like hearing an old friend on the radio

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Is that @erebus0dora art in the background of the last Autumn's interview or am I seeing things...

andhumanslovedstories

I’m not saying it’s easy, but you will do yourself a lifelong favor if you get to the point where you truly believe incontinence is not shameful. Unpleasant, uncomfortable, inconvenient, sure, you don’t have to like it, but trust me, as a nurse who’s done incontinence care hundreds of time—it is, at its heart, whatever. It is what it is. As far as I can tell, there only two types of people: those who’ve shit themselves and those whose turn hasn’t come up yet. To exist is to excrete waste. There’s nothing to gain from feeling ashamed of how you do it. Pissing yourself is value neutral.

newtrambling

Fuck I soooo hope that someday everyone will internalize it. Our society will be so mich better for it.

Idk how it is in US but where I live (in Russia) the majority of the 30s-50s generation, for some reason, lives with a firm belief that not being fully bodily independent is the most shameful moral failing. And after my grandma (who is the living examples of this) had a stroke and I started to care for her... Let's just say that this attitude makes everyone's life miserable, not only her own. Like, everyone would be so much happier if people just accepted these inevitable parts of life!

#personal #disability

doomed-romances

#GET HIS ASS

#hearing you're a manager manage #said in tvl #to armand #let's just say i wasn't expecting to get conclave flashbacks in tvl of all things #tvl spoilers

gracerings

iwtv continues to be so smart in its portrayal of memories and trauma, the way lestat’s memories of his family are so obnoxiously loud, everyone’s screaming all the time for no reason and everyone’s acting like caricatures, like an actual assault on the senses, as if lestat’s mind is filled with unbearable noise every time he thinks about them. lestat’s memories coming at him all fragmented and loud and violent, attacking him and beating him into submission as he desperately tries to escape them is such an interesting contrast to how louis would carefully weave a thread of his past pretending the glaring holes in it weren’t there

#the vampire lestat #interview with the vampire #tvl #iwtv

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newtrambling

Rewatching Children of time and somehow I am only now thinking about in what circumstances Kira and Shakaar got to know each other in regards to their relationship. Like, Kira was 12 when she became a member of Shakaar's resistance cell... How old was he. Inquiring minds want to know!

newtrambling

Anyway

#star trek deep space nine #ds9 #shakaar #kira nerys

Rewatching Children of time and somehow I am only now thinking about in what circumstances Kira and Shakaar got to know each other in regards to their relationship. Like, Kira was 12 when she became a member of Shakaar's resistance cell... How old was he. Inquiring minds want to know!

#star trek deep space nine #ds9 #shakaar #kira nerys

estrogenesis-eeveeangelion

ladies and gentlemen of the jury, today i would like to present a bold, feminist reimagining of the evidence you've seen presented against my client

#this is how anatomy of the fall feels

zipstick

artemis iii crew getting announced tomorrow everyone say your goodbyes to ryan gosling

decimv3

best thing phm has given us is the ability to do this joke every time something space related happens

reputayswift

his peculiar line deliveries are like a song to me

#the vampire lestat #interview with the vampire #tvl #iwtv #tvl spoilers

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lesvegas

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

#cw suicide #resources

Across the city, as in a tournament field // [My blood] courses, making islands of the paving stones // Quenching the thirst of every creature

I have often asked insidious wines // To lull to sleep for a day my wasting terror; // Wine makes the eye sharper, the ear more sensitive!

I sought a forgetful slumber in love // But my love is only a bed full of needles // Made for those cruel women to drink of me

#the parallels are killing me #whoever chose thos specific poem is a genius #la fontaine de sang #lestat de lioncourt #gabrielle de lioncourt #the vampire lestat #tvl #interview with the vampire #iwtv

andhumanslovedstories

There's something about lazily studying Mandarin Chinese that's made language learning seem far more approachable. It would be cool to be fluent one day, but I've always been clear with myself that I don't have an actual goal with this besides maintaining a streak in my language app for a certain amount of days. I can quit whenever I want, which is remarkably good at making me not quit. Sometimes I study Chinese for hours because I'm having a good time, but mostly I'm lazily plucking at this language for sometimes literally a minute. After a year of doing this, even though Chinese is so difficult and different from English, it turns out I can still get from knowing absolutely nothing to knowing slightly more than nothing in a pretty short period. An incredible jump in knowledge with not that much work. In fact, the gap between English and Chinese is so vast that microscopic progress feels incredible. When I have to write out literally any pinyin by memory, and I get 75% of the letters and none of the tones correct, I feel like a genius. Today I almost spelled 音乐会/yīnyuèhuì correctly on my first try, and I wanted to call everyone over to see how I effortlessly nailed two-thirds of it.

It's much more encouraging than any of the "easier" languages I've studied. My primary emotion when studying Spanish was embarrassment that I was still so bad at Spanish. Meanwhile, now I'm like, "If I can suck at Chinese, I can suck at anything," which is very inspirational because doing something really, really badly means that you are in fact doing it. I saw an ad for Hebrew language learning course and had the realization that I could probably get really, really, really, really bad at Hebrew in what, a couple months? The thought made me very excited. I could get horrendous at any language in a couple months. I could get horrendous at anything. With a little time and not that much effort, I could nail two-thirds of shooting a basketball. The sky's the limit, but if you don't care about getting all the way up there, one inch off the ground can still be pretty impressive.

#the best way to live a life #thank you op

birdplushie

"it's not that deep" START DIGGING!!

magn-animously

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@entities-of-posts

People I met for a few moments that live in my head forever.

biocrafthero

Babe are you okay? You reblogged crystallizedtwilight’s Strangers that live with me forever. again

#art #reblog

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i don't even gaf about shipping discourse because i'm a big boy and a bad person for other worse reasons but if i can be real for a moment "proship DNI" in bio means nothing to me. if you want to keep me out you're going to need to line your blog with salt and iron or rat poison or something.

#yeah DNIs are kinda hilarious as a concept #like go and block me if you care so much #do your job yourself

estro-boi

we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason

estro-boi

torrents work like this

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

please learn to torrent

macleod

An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over

always use qbittorrent, do not use bitorrent or utorrent.

#tag to remember #internet

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