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He smirked at you, pulling down your sweats, the lace black panties following one second later. ,,You're already wet" He laughed laying down on his stomach to dive his tongue into your heat, not wasting any second to please you the way he always did.

Moans were filling the silence in the Dorm, your hands finding its way into his hair pulling at it. He groans, the vibration of it almost have you falling apart just because of his tongue.

,,Jeno.. ah, more" You panted out, pulling harder at his hair to get his face off of your cunt.

Your eyes met his. ,,What do you want, baby? Tell me what my princess wants" he leaned in, pressing his Lips onto yours to let you taste yourself.

,,Fuck me.. please Jeno!" You whined.

He was mad, his face wasn't this red in a long time and it scared you. Jeno keeps an distance between the both of you being scared to hurt you and scared of his own emotions.

,,Do you like him?" He asked, trying to stay calm while waiting for an answer he might not like. He was terrified to lose you and not being able to call you his anymore. ,,DO YOU LIKE HIM?"

The sudden raise of his voice made you flinch.

,,How could you ever think I would like someone else? I love you, only you" tears streaming down your cheeks, voice shaking just like your body.

The fist of him loosened, his expression went soft again. ,,The way you'd have looked at him, you used to look at me like that when we started dating.. I just - I'm sorry baby" Jeno whispered the last part while he made his way to you, trying to pull you into an hug.

,,Don't touch me" You said walking backwards to keep the distance between him and you. Angst was written all over your face.

Jeno wouldn't hurt you in any way, never would he do that. The way he had yelled at you, the way his eyes were dark and how angry he looked just because he thought that you'd like someone else instead of him. That's what is hurting you the most.

The expression of him was worried, some tears were rolling down his cheek because you're scared of him now. ,,Baby.. I didn't want to scare you.. please I'm sorry" he said.

,,Leave! Just leave me alone" you now said, almost yelling at him to leave you. ,,I don't want to see your face anymore!"

And then he left..

He left you alone, just like you wanted.

Your best friend sat across of you, slurping his coffee just looking at you. He wanted to distract you from the ache in your heart and the feeling of being alone, being not enough for anyone.

It's been four weeks now without Jeno, everyday is harder. You miss him with every piece of your body, every vein in your body.

,,Um, please don't hate me but I set you up on a date with a friend of mine" Hwanwoong suddenly said, dragging you out of your thoughts back to reality. His tiny hands were covering his face. ,,He is very nice and just give it a shot. You don't have to date him in the end but just do something rather than sleep, going to classes and sleep again".

,,Okay" It was easier than he thought. He thought that he may have to drag you to the date but this was better. ,,Who is he?" You asked and gave your friend a small smile.

It was the first time after weeks he had seen you smile again, he missed this smile.

,,Lee Juyeon! He is in the same year with me, a really great guy and pretty handsome" he told you with a fat smile on his lips.

Three days later Hwanwoong picked you up, walking you to the Café where you would meet up with his friend for the date, he had arranged for the both of you.

Hwanwoong really hopes that things between the both of you work out, he wants you to be happy and in his mind the one by your side is not Lee Jeno.

He squeezed your hand. ,,Text me if you feel uncomfortable, he'll understand anyways and as I said you don't have to date him in the end, alright?" He reminded you and a small smile were given to him from you.

Juyeon already was there, waiting for you outside at the Café. Hwanwoong wasn't lying when he said that Juyeon is pretty handsome. He really is handsome.

,,Hey" Juyeon said when you approached him along with Hwanwoong. ,,Nice to finally meet you. This short guy over there kept talking about you" He said now and you laughed.

,,Nice to meet you as well" a small bow came from you and his smile was gorgeous.

The both of you walked inside, ordering a coffee and a small piece of cake for each other. He is really cute, you thought. Juyeon has a beautiful smile and his laugh is just the same.

Surprisingly you felt more than comfortable around him, it was really easy to talk to him and for the first time in weeks you honestly were genuinely happy and not depressed anymore.

,,Do you want more cake?" Juyeon asked waiting for your answer which he thought was going to be yes, because he wanted more but wasn't going to eat when you wouldn't want more. ,,Or anything to drink?"

You smiled at the cuteness from him. ,,Um, how about both?" You asked and now he was the one smiling from ear to ear. It wasn't just a relief for you that the both of you get along really well, he was happy as well.

Hwanwoong had told him that you were really down and that he was worried. Juyeon of course wanted to help to cheer you up but he wouldn't have thought that Hwanwoong would suggest a date.

He got up and walked away from you, ordering a piece of cake the both of you would share this time and a second coffee for you.

You looked at the Window, the smile you had on your smile the whole time being with Juyeon, faded the second you had spotted Jeno. He was outside the Café and probably didn't saw you since he was talking to his friends.

Jeno seems happy as if nothing happend weeks ago between the both of you. As if it doesn't affect him that's really over between you and him, af if he didn't loved you the way you still love him.

A cup of coffee were set down in front of you, the cake as well and the coffee that belongs to Juyeon. ,,I hope you like Strawberries be- Huh, what's wrong?" He asked worried.

Your gaze was still at the window, still on Jeno who was laughing now and still hadn't looked inside the Café where he could see you, with another Men that isn't himself.

Juyeon followed your gaze, wondering what had happend in the few minutes he was ordering. He saw what your eyes were focused on and he asked himself if that's the guy who wasn't enough for you, since Hwanwoong always claimed that.

,,Can we leave?" Finally you looked away and tried to smile but forcing it wasn't something you want to do right now. Juyeon nodded, getting up to ask the Barista if it was possible to have the cake wrapped up.

You already made your way outside, standing just a few centimeters from Jeno. His laugh died when he saw you coming out, expression going blank and the guilt coming back.

But before he could approach you and start a conversation, Juyeon came out. ,,Come on" was what he had said and Jeno now has to watch you walking away with someone else.

Juyeons arms were wrapped around your figure, holding you tight while the tears were falling down into his shirt. ,,It'll be okay, don't worry" his voice was soothing.

,,Can you please don't tell Hwanwoong that I cried today?" You asked after you had calmed down and Juyeon nodded. ,,Thank you" It was a whisper but that was enough to have him smiling again.

When you arrived at your Apartment, you had hoped that Jeno would've been there waiting for you to get home.

You miss him so much, your heart hurts more knowing that he is happy without you being in his life. It hurts to know that he has moved on quickly, probably being sexually involved with a lot of girls by now living the best life he could by being single having no strings attached.

The moment you were completely alone after Juyeon had left since he walked you to campus again, you had texted Hwanwoong who now was calling you but when you were about to answer it there was a knock on the door.

,,Y/N.. please open the door" the voice, you would recognize even when five years had passed, said on the other side. ,,I can hear your phone ringing, please"

You threw the phone onto your Couch, making your way over to the door, opening it for Jeno. The second you swung it open his lips were on yours.

His hands were flat on your back, pressing you against him while he now slid his tongue into your mouth fighting with yours for dominance.

With your feet you closed the door, sliding your hands under his shirt to feel the muscles that were beneath the fabric. ,,God, I missed you so much" He said in-between the kiss.

,,Please, just shut up and keep kissing me"

Both of your were not good for each other but you can't live without each other either, that hurts more than being with one another.