hanna 🐈‍⬛

I cannot justify still being alive

I’m so lonely

it really hurts how im so behind in life

my cuts never get infected because I’m pure of heart and full of whimsy

the emptiness eats at me and i want to disappear

trying to fix myself often feels like trying to stitch a wound with barbed wire

i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic

this is NOT my lowest point ❌🛑🛑❌🛑🚫 i will go lower

i can only express it on skin

At this point punishing myself feels like a warm hug.

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

ok so I think I need to die right now

how to do things that everyone else seems to do no problem

"but theres so much to live for" no YOU have so much to live for

Being alive is very bad for my nervous system.