raye

how it feels sitting in your room wondering if any of your friends genuinely like you or if they just talk to you out of pity

i wish someone would strangle me

"jealousy's cute" bich im almost throwing up and im pissed off at anyone and anything that has your attention if i dont have your attention then whats the point of existing??!

because everyone leaves eventually

my toxic trait: i don't get OVER shit I just get PAST it…i haven't healed from a lot of things, i've just accepted them for what they are

just because you called me a failure doesn't mean that i'll prove you wrong by succeeding

when the obsession finally wears off and you realize he's just a guy that wants one thing and has the biggest ego and is so immature and the only good thing about him is his height

god please notice that i'm still suffering i can't take this for much longer

"you deserve better" is an interesting way of saying I'm not worth you getting better for

never was much of a romantic (there is no example of a healthy relationship within my entire family lineage)

no one forced you to love me so why did you need to pretend?

people go to their family???? when they're sad????? and rely on them for support?????? what the fuck?????

and suddenly I'm staying up till 2am again with tears running down my face.. which is weird.. because just a week ago I felt healed

can someone just ask if i'm okay. i know i'll just say im fine but the thought of someone caring is nice.

i have completely given up the hope that my life will be any better

for the first time in days i want to slit my wrists open until my skin is red