diary of an odd girl ✨

new year, freakier me

I be opening and closing tumblr like it’s the fridge

for the next trick we'll see how much caffeine my body can take before collapsing

i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal

if you don't terrify people a little bit then what's the point

Maybe being put first will fix me. Just maybe.

Needed a hug but I got high instead.

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.