no thoughts head empty, just bpd

People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

they should invent a me that can do things

month. easily. actually literally just did for all of Feb.

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

How it feels having bpd

Short on cash and the will to live

angry. numb. angry. numb. angry. numb.

Stop telling me that you’re always there for me. We both know that you’re not. Stop lying.

My heart aches for the happiness I could've had.

i hope this is my last year

me when i lowk realize there isnt a healing stage, there isnt a recovery, and that this is it and that this feeling will be with me forever, just lingering in my head and there is nothing i can do about it