I know no one in my personal circle will care but my diabetes is in remission I’ve successfully kept my A1C at a 5.6 average for the last year!! Yay!!!

Sometimes I’ll remember how you looked when you were sleeping and I wished we could stay like that forever.

I want to start dating again but I know I’m just wasting my time. They’re going to leave anyway, everyone does.

The worst part of feeling this way is that I’ll spend the rest of my life wanting to experience a life full of love and reciprocity to ultimately end up alone and dying of some unnatural cause whether that be by my own hand or not

The sexual tension between living and ending it is insane..

Love is definitely not for me because what do you mean you decided you were gonna stop lying to me on a random Thursday night and admit you’ve been sleeping around haha what?

I’ve been betrayed again. Am I even surprised at this point?

Why won’t you show up for me ? Why am I not worth that?

Oh what an unloveable thing I’ve become..Aren’t I enough?