tumblr can suck my ass

i truly tried holding off making this for as long as possible bc i genuinely HATE making these & ik everyone is going thru it but unfortunately life is truly just passing the same $20 around to survive these days... anyway. if you don't know me i'm an audhd/ocd dyke w a bunch of health issues bc of chronic illnesses & syndromes and on top of not having fixed income bc of no accessible jobs where i live & paying for medications & helping my dad keep my physically disabled late stage alzheimer's grandma in a care home, i also have been going thru a whole saga on orthodontic issues since nov 2025. i need to get a procedure done that is very fucking expensive & i cannot afford it at ALL but it's really important that i get it done as soon as possible. SO with that said:

so unfortunately my last post lost traction before i could reach my goal (and thank u to everyone who helped w that post, either by reblogging, commissioning or just donating - you're the best!) & i really need to reach the goal soon bc my mom is pushing the deadline the electricity company gave us to fix our electricity clock that melted due to the fire last month & if we don't get it fixed before the deadline they're cutting off the rationed one they gave us and we're gonna be completely in the dark 🥹

THERE ARE MORE RADNAI MÁRK/MAGYAR PÉTER FICS ON AO3 THAN THE NUMBER OF SEATS f*desz HAS IN THE PARLIEMENT

I am very ashamed to do this again but I need help. I am 36, living at home with a toxic family. Diagnosed with many health and mental issues (chiari malformation type 1, adenomiosis ,ciclothimia, anemia and probably guts issus). I have a bachelor degree in languages but my last paying job was last November. I ran out of money. I need money to buy meds and painkiller and sanitary pads and groceries. I do private tutoring but once a week if it goes well. If you need help with English, italian or português feel free to contact me for translations or tutoring. I am more than happy to help. This is my PayPal. Any euro is welcomed. Job situation in italy is awful especially were I live. I cannot move from here (money) and I dont know how to do it. I am lucky to have a roof to sleep under but I am paying with my mental health and last week I felt very suicidal. My bank account is zero. I spent last 200 euros on gyno for being attended for ten minutes. Health system doesn't work and they wanted to do a surgery on me that wasnt needed. Luckily i trusted my guts. I also have hpv and i already had a leep.