i can't believe red velvet r coming back, i thought they died for real

i need to stop lying period.

i think it's been building ever since i told my first big lie in college to explain to a friend why i might be a little socially awkward at times and that i am #unkissed but i couldn't explain to her that there wasn't any big reason for that but rather tiny moments and small occurrences that snowballed over time into one big mess. so i told a dramatized version of the past thinking that if it gets sad enough, then ppl would be more willing to forgive my "quirks". and not only did i debase myself in the process but this lie is also still hanging over me cause revealing the truth after all this time would be crazy

i think my brain is rewriting parts of my backstory making them way more tragic than they actually are and i need to keep myself in check so that i don't become completely fictional

this 5 hour long social interaction got me feeling like the worst person in the world

the fact that michael jackson suddenly became this season's jungkook and not janet whose music is objectively better and also everyone's ignoring the allegations #NotThrilled