to bring you my love

me and dee seated for a glee rewatch<3

so i was told tonight at the end of service that today is going to be the last day my resturant is open, meaning i don't get paid for 2 weeks and i currently have $140, with at least $200 in bills due this week. i am disabled and was working full time as a server until earlier tonight and was barely making by, and i just graduated college. i am going to file for unemployment and try and go to a temp agency to find an office job, but that still leaves me in a bad situation financially right now.

this post was getting a little too long so

so, just called unemployment and it does turn out i'm basically fucked and will be getting only $66 weekly because they don't consider the income you made in this quarter till october. i'm applying to jobs and stuff but even if i do get employed asap, i still will have a load of bills to pay off (especially as i am currently trying to pay off *this months* bills with this round of donations, so getting $400 would basically just put me at square one instead of extremely fucked in terms of bills for july)

things got pretty bad here idk what prompted this my partner is trying to turn it around and calm down his dad but right now my trans kids and me aren't safe here

This one is still going around, id like people to know we're back home, not exactly safe, grandpa is still aggressive, we have to avoid leaving the kids alone with him, I also avoid being alone with him, it is specially difficult when we have so much to do like taking care of grandma, our kids, cleaning, looking for jobs, dealing with our chronic pain and chronic illnesses and not dying

I LOST MY HEALTHCARE 😭