love yourself

spin the wheel to be assigned a mysterious source of income - who will grant you 10k usd every month without fail!!

random but here is a recipe for cold peanut noodles that you can make during hot weather because i just ate this and had a fantastic time

i think this time the 1 week break to the next BL weekend is needed

Payback said we know what you want, freaks. You want a sad sopping wet man, crying as he gets fucked senseless into the sheets, and that’s exactly what they gave us. Emotional walls shattered.

relational trauma has to be healed relationally. the best way to practice having relatively "safe" interactions with ppl is joining a hobby group/club/whatever. I've recently joined like ten Fancy Leather Bag groups on fb out of deep curiosity and interest and the communities ppl will build around literally everything I swear to god. I've seen multiple ladies in these purse groups being like "thank you everyone in this hobby for getting me through my chemotherapy" like ... sometimes we dismiss the middle aged purse lady demographic but you know what they have got is a functional community where they support each other that just happens to be centered around purses. having now read many posts from these groups for several weeks I can see that the object being collected IS important, and is certainly the superifival draw into the space as well as something that provides an immediate shared interest, the actual benefit of localish hobby/collecting spaces is largely community and social support.

for a long time due to reasons i'd rather not get into, i had a severe aversion to elderly men. that was until i moved into the flat i'd end up spending my covid lockdown in.

You guys. Y'all. Everyone. Please listen.

This show is everything, and I am giggling and kicking my feet and screaming into my pillow every episode.