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STRANGER THINGS (byler) The Goldfinch (Boreo) IT (2017)
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1: 17 yrs
2: ART. I love that shit
3: aroace, agender
4: Australian
5: I swear SO FUCKING MUCH. Beware my darlings!!
6: this is a SAFE place for any lgbtqia+ members, furries, etc
7: I play clarinet, and sing OoO
8: I love me some Will Wood, Ado, and Conan Gray.
Some favs: Suburbia Overture, Mr Capgras, Odo, Gira Gira, Eye Of The Night, Lonely Dancers.
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FANDOMS:
Genshin impact, THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES (obsessed bro), heaven's official blessing, Riordan verse, pikmin, stranger things, heathers the musical, PROJECT SEKAI/COLOURFUL STAGE.
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I devour webtoons like no tomorrow: Omniscient Reader, Osora, Haze Shift, GayX, sorry, I mean DayX. And more PLEASE please listen to my rants about my copious amounts of gay OCs.
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Nabil Di'letim- 18- traumatised little trans boy who loves men. Specifi
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omg yall i have such a good haikaveh fic idea (courtesy of gc with friends) i just have no idea how to start it
based on the idea of slowly forgetting someone’s face as you see them less, kaveh moves to post revolution france (fontaine for genshin purposes) to be with his mother after a nasty break up with al haitham. in a fit of rage kaveh left or more extremely burnt all his existing paintings of al haitham, but he yearns for him in fontaine (he’s his muse omg) and tries to paint him again only to realize he’s slowly starting to forget al haitham’s face and all his little nuances. for example: his furrowed brow when concentrated, the mirth in his eyes when ragebaiting, the purse in his lips when he used to pick up kaveh from the bar… but the paintings no longer capture his beauty as time goes on with no contact and kaveh memory gets worse. then it all culminates in an angsty ending where kaveh is on his deathbed from stress or smth and dies just as the first cameras are being invented. years pass and al haitham finally ventures to fontaine on a retirement trip to enjoy the language or smth and stumbles upon a museum exhibit it about and artist yearning for a lost love through the lens of his desperate attempts to perfect my recall his lovers face over decades
this is literally so bars to cause historically it matches up. like for example kaveh and faranak both end up in fontaine bc post revolutionary france had a need for an architectural refresh reestablish the government. his father would be archeologist adjacent (ish for our purposes) anyways, and this was a time where classical ruins were being explored more as seen in neoclassical architecture (the main form of architecture in post revolutionary france actually 👀). you could also probably tie in orientalism in western countries too…
i’m just not sure the details and logistics like how old are they? what modes of transportation? how do they and why do they manage to never contact each other again? iirc al haitham and kaveh (sumeru in general) is middle eastern inspired. i will need to study the history more but its a topic im lacking in, where would they be from and how would they have met in the set time period or 18th-19th century?
anyways i just thought it would be so fire but i genuinely just don’t know where to start even just the intro 🤷♀️🤷♀️
Kaveh going to find alhaitham at the end of the day when preparations are complete means a lot to me, like wdym he's nervous so he goes and seeks alhaitham, someone who he just said he would never sort out his issues with?? even worse that he wants to check in on alhaitham and make sure that alhaitham isn't nervous too
The very telling silence as alhaitham clocks that kaveh is exhausted and kaveh correctly interprets that, this time around in comparison to the gag in previous events, alhaitham not answering him is valid since his question was arbitrary
The care and reciprocity of this interaction speaks volumes as to where they stand in their relationship, even though kaveh asserts that there is no way for them to resolve their issues, and they haven’t come close to doing so like what tighnari believed, the back and forth of alhaitham noting kaveh’s exhaustion and offering kaveh support, that once you clock out, there’s no looking back since you can’t do anything more, and your worries should be left behind, and then kaveh offering alhaitham water and proposing to cook for them, even as means of a distraction, is still so telling
When kaveh is stressed, he goes and seeks out alhaitham – the complete opposite of in alhaitham’s story quest where kaveh left multiple times during a conversation because he couldn’t take talking to alhaitham anymore. So you HAVEN’T sorted anything out kaveh?? really??
Alhaitham identifying that kaveh is nervous and kaveh confiding that, yes, he is, but alhaitham doesn’t seem to be. we go back to alhaitham’s perspective, that there’s nothing more they can do, any worrying further will only cause unnecessary trouble for yourself – directly addressing kaveh’s current concerns, giving kaveh the comfort he needs to hear
(Also ‘I don’t worry about things I cannot influence’ okay, I’m looking at you a parade of providence alhaitham, running around looking into Sachin to give kaveh some kind of closure)
them talking about the first archon quest amicably for once, and kaveh's conclusion that they're stronger!! and then immediately pivoting to how alhaitham asked him where he was the last time, like, we get it, you're stronger TOGETHER
The second time this specific line has been mentioned since earlier in the quest. The arc has fulfilled itself because this time kaveh IS here, we’ve come full circle, and now a new path opens (thank you king of invokations) <3
Also !??!?! this acknowledgement of the discrepancies in their communication is crazy because alhaitham points out rightfully that kaveh initiates their arguments, arguments which kaveh takes to heart! but then kaveh pointing out that he didn’t intend on causing an argument and that he came for a conversation emphasises that their perceptions of their interactions negatively impact their communication – kaveh believes alhaitham to have interrogated him, causing the argument, but alhaitham holds that it was kaveh who came to him looking to start an argument
Man I just think this acknowledgement is really important in contextualising their current relationship, would this have been able to happen earlier when they were constantly at odds and kaveh was more lenient in taking everything alhaitham said as a slight? I don’t think so personally
‘it’s good having me around to help out, huh?’ oh my god I love him, I love how his self-doubt has been completely eradicated, like earlier he was doubting his ability to be able to pull such a colossal feat off, but all alhaitham had to do was say ‘at least you’re here now (so you don’t have to nag me for details)’ and kaveh’s doubt disappeared LIKE MAGIC (IM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS BTW!!!)
And kaveh wanting alhaitham’s opinion on his contributions, and alhaitham OFCCC saying that they're the better off for it! jeez i wonder if that's why he was 'interrogating' you the last time,,,, also alhaitham taking the objective lens ‘as a citizen of sumeru’ to give a sincere compliment, lmao it’s so in character for him, it reminds me of how kaveh tries to compliment alhaitham but can only do it passive-aggressively
Them having a conversation at the end of the world surrounded by a sky of stars just the two of them, what in the apocalypse au is this??? I can’t believe this is real
Also I love how kaveh speaks so freely around alhaitham; like after using king deshret’s ipad, he expressed his thoughts about it to alhaitham, how it was blurring the lines between reality and a dream, to which alhaitham agreed, saying it was a novel experience, and kaveh goes ‘what is my spirit leaves my body’ and alhaitham grounds him by going ‘that won’t happen’ – I’m reminded of how kaveh was freaking out about mehrak gaining sentience and leaving him in nahida’s bday quest, and how alhaitham just went along with it. these small, earnest exchanges now really are a testimony to how their relationship has evolved over time!
When I tell you I GASPED!!! It’s been YEARS (or however long in canon idk anymore) and kaveh is still thinking about the note alhaitham wrote him in a parade of providence, “lofty ideals may provide no defense at all against nihilism, but perhaps little decisions can. By their own choice, the idealist seeks to bring happiness to all, while denying themselves the same. Thus they shall never reach even the borders of truth until they wipe away the ignorance that blinds them." And now he finally connected the dots..??? AND THE SUN STARTS TO RISE AS HE DOES SO??? SHUT
Alhaitham saying that awful things are a part of life and that sometimes they can't be stopped and other times they can, and that he and kaveh have done the best they can without detriment to themselves correlates to kaveh's self-sacrificial thinking and how he feels he has to invest himself into every situation regardless of how it plays out for him should something worse happen down the line, so kaveh linking this to alhaitham's note conveying that self-sacrificing ideals may not actually be feasible when it’s at the bane of the person holding them; instead of risking your life, doing your part can be enough to impede disaster, is like kaveh recognising the merit of this, a logic he once thought disturbing?
Also the concluding line referring to sacrificing yourself to achieve happiness for others is contradictory to this principal in the happiness for all, like um, yes kaveh please make the connection that happiness is what alhaitham wants for you!!!
Kaveh not wanting to talk about it now is and then changing the topic to the prospect of there being a future is !!! the sky lightening into morning can be indicative of there being a future in which they can discuss these things further NOOOOOO
kaveh admitting that alhaitham acts more like an upperclassman than him?? idk if this would’ve been possible for kaveh to admit in a parade of providence, it’s another kind of honest admission that might’ve been stifled by his pride, and then alhaitham’s retort about the difference in their temparement, he’s not wrong lmaoooo
I love this light-hearted exchange at the end when we transition into morning, some things never change, and honestly that’s fine, isn’t it? their dynamic is bickering over their respective differences but learning to accept and respect them regardless
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What people think why i became a bookbinder: Oh she wants to explore her artistic horizon with those pretty leather bound books of hers. She even gives them out as gifts to her friends. It most likely helps her with anxiety or maybe she just wanted a more special costume made notebook.
Why I actually became a bookbinder: I just illegally downloaded and printed out several of my favourite fanfics and books and started binding them into books cuz I love reading them but looking at screens for too long gives me headaches.
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