Gothic Alien Necromancer

hiii!! i’m opening death note commissions (and others!) until the end of January 🥹 EDIT: i’m extending it indefinitely! (as long as it’s within my capacity)

i’d love to draw for you guys!! id love to do ships, yumeships, OCs, or whatever!

prices are negotiable esp for multiple characters, as well as sketch or flat color 😁 feel free to send a DM if you’re interested so we can discuss your ideas 💜

its been a over a year since i left jayvik and arcane fandom for good, which was genuinely a damn shame bc i liked jayvik a lot (at that time anyway) and even wrote two fics and drew some fanarts. but i left mostly because i genuinely felt embarrassed to be a fan LMFAO for…all the reasons…i think theres no need to explain why the arcane fandom has such a bad rep (bc its full of annoying americans, im sorry guys)

BUT the main point of this post is my bad experience being in jayvik twt back in early 2025, specifically in the circles of the proship/darkship jayvik twt. long story short i ended up in a circle of people i despised because of their really bad behavior as fans

honestly it was pretty fun to be mutuals with them at first. they were funny and i related to some of their hcs and their rants. but thats the thing, their rants quickly became an annoying thing to see everyday. to be fully specific its about the dumbass top/bottom and dom/sub discourse xD and believe me I GET IT im specific on those stuff too

so what gives? basically the pin drop moment for me was when this big jayvik account and their close friends were trashing a really popular, genuinely good fic in their private accounts, which i wish i never followed because good GOD they were nasty. i am of the belief that hating something is normal and it is a fun activity to be a hater with your friends in private, but i also think that depends on the context and this scenario specifically is just in really bad taste.

first of all, the fic (it was Cup Rune Over btw, imagine trashing on THAT), again was really good and the only reason they hated it is because the fic didnt 100% align with their extremely specific headcanons for jayce and viktor. its so stupid. and to think they were reading EVERY CHAPTER just so they can trash on it instead of…you know…just saying “eh i dont like it” and just do something else, like reading a fic they actually like

and second of all, i just think its just in really bad faith to do all that over someone else’s fanwork that they spent so much effort on. its just so disrespectful. i’d like to believe that most people who have tried their hand at fanworks wouldn’t be so…mean? callous? of someone’s unpaid yet carefully prepared hard work for something they adore. so if theyre capable of doing all that then its either theyre extremely insecure or they have just never tried to be in the shoes of someone whos putting an effort to make something for their favorite character. i dunno. all im saying is theyre fucking nasty for that

anyway that was the main event that got me thinking i was in the wrong crowd lmaaoo. and then all the pieces just came together, like their close friend crashing out every time a popular jayvik fanartist drew jayce or viktor in a way that just didnt align with their hcs. or the way they just revolve their entire account into whining about what other fans like. one thing that really irked me about them is how they would whine about wanting to see jayvik in a particular scenario, except that exact scenario has already been written as a *popular fic. ig they just didnt know because they dont read xD (but they have the time to hate-read on Cup Rune Over lmfao) sigh…just entitled fanwork consumer behavior honestly.

all in all it was a never ending loop of whining and negativity and drama because they’re offended by someone else’s hcs. and i guess that just wasnt the experience i wanted to have every time i opened twt. im just too mentally and emotionally stable for that bullshit 😔 LMFAO. and yes i did pick a fight with them but ultimately i didnt spend too much energy to fight back cuz whatever, a loser is a loser even if they have many followers