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really love a corruption arc where the character is trying way too hard to make it work but they're in over their head and it's uncomfortable and embarrassing and they're swallowing their own puke every time they do something awful and damp with sweat and trembling but insistent that they can do this, they want it, they're not a child, but it's like they're playing dressup in clothes that are too big for them and trying to convince their own reflection in the mirror that they fit and it's just no fun to watch at all

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+ then they find inside them a capacity for cruelty far more upsettingly vicious than anyone could have imagined and decide that because they enjoy how unafraid it makes them feel for the first time in as long as they can remember it must have been their true nature all along instead of something that had to be starved in the dark until it grew desperate enough to claw its way out 🙂‍↕️

#that's right

through an incredible stroke of luck i discovered an L noodle stopper in a secondhand store recently and got it and ive been carrying it and its annoyed(?) expression around from room to room every day and my dad was like you really like that thing huh and i was like yeah sure

#journal factory #Father You Would Not Understand.#excited to actually use it for noodle stopping one day

L just has access to footage from all the surveillance cameras in aoyama in tape form. naturally.

#i don’t know enough about cctv where do the tapes get stored like did he buy that pile somehow #do the police have it?#near has way more vhs tapes but iirc they are all of kiyomi tv programs #yanderecore

realizing that them changing misa's verse in stalemate to address kira directly means they are maybe cutting the plotline of her trying to communicate to light through coded messages in songs? have they done that before?

#new musical news #second question asked because i know there have been script changes to the japanese version before as well #iirc light never picked up on those messages anyway so it makes sense #do you think they'll let her kill people. probably not.

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HEY LOTS OF BIG STUFF HAPPENING WITH THE MUSICAL! a media launch event means we get snippets of MUTIPLE songs (stalemate, Kira, when love comes, we all need a hero) with some NEW LYRICS??? Thought you might want to know! :)) (I’ve compiled everything in my pinned post)

omg i got so excited i forgot to actually answer this ask THANK YOU & SMALL SO MUCH FOR THE VIDEOS AND THE TRANSCRIPTS I AM LOSING MY MIND. everyone go check out arson's musical tag NOW

#asks #imarson404 #SCREAM!!!!!!!!

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KIRA! I’m so excited now, this song in particular is so good esp with the new lyrics and acting!! (once again transcribed under the cut with the help of @smallsinger5901 )

#''um… it's not a game >:/'' he's perfect #insane voicing choices with ryuk that's fucking awesome???????#new musical news #extremely funny how he is phrasing it like this beautiful generous gift he has given light. king you dropped one notebook. at random.

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OK I’m working on cleaning up and compiling all the new snippets but here’s the first (and longest), STALEMATE!!!

NEW LYRICS!!! OH MY GOD

(lyrics under cut, thanks to @smallsinger5901 for helping me transcribe!)

#beaming at 'you might say the odds are slim to none' yay percentages #new musical news #also the little yagamane interaction during misa's actress's bridge really cute…………………………………………

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LAST SONG CLIP AFAIK! WHEN LOVE COMESSS

this one is TOTALLY different, literally only the lines ‘when love comes’ stay the same, which I have mixed feelings on. It feels like they’ve changed this song from Rem expressing how she’s truly gonna die for misa to something more like an internal struggle song. It’s not as explicit as the original in rem saying ‘I know what love is now’, she seems to still want to deny it at this point.

Anyway, here’s the song (with once again lyrics transcribed under the cut by @smallsinger5901 )

#this made me start crying halfway through because i'm normal #REMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU #MY REM HASHTAG MYREM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#new musical news #rem #remisa #no this is awesome like some of these lyrics are kind of clunky #also missed opportunity to switch to 'if i just write his name to protect her when love comes' at the end in my humble opinion #rem should get to make that reveal she deserves it #but I LOVE THAT WE GET MORE OF HER DOUBT IN SONG FORM #WHO WILL DIE MISA OR ME #THATS FUCKING RIGHT

also shoutout to drama soichiro yagami, failfather of all time, one of the best and most suicidal to ever do it,

#i love him so much they made him Worse <3 Worse <33333 #drama 2015 #suicide cw #7/12 (alt)

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Body of Evidence

Gen, focusing on L and Souichirou 2k words Read on AO3 Contains: Canon character death, description of past physical child abuse In which Souichirou receives L's autopsy report.

Ryuuzaki’s clavicles are not fused. The medical examiner tells Souichirou this, conversationally, as she pulls files from the stack in the corner of her desk.

#fic rec #soichiro yagami #l lawliet #7/12 (alt)#wah.

ch3 “family” really does establish yagami family dynamics instantly and perfectly it’s such impressive implications-based storytelling.

#liiiight why’s your door locked <- it never used to be #he looks terrifyingly blank staring in shadow at soichiro and sachiko (separately)#and then he’s in an abandoned building trying not to have a panic attack about the possibility of killing them #it’s really great!

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i like when soichiro gets to be a detective… he’s the one who notices all of the yotsuba group’s killings are on fridays and he figures out that demegawa is hiding the real tapes from him. we make fun of him (lightheartedly) for always being desperate to know how much L really suspects light but i think it speaks to his natural inquisitiveness, considering he also is the first member of the task force to ask L further questions about his personal philosophy. in the manga especially i think soichiro genuinely has a good sense for assessing other people - he correctly predicts sayu’s guilt complex and pointedly does not say that light wouldn’t be kira - but paired with this inquisitiveness he is basically always revising his opinions and willing to hear other people out on theirs. it’s just sad that the kira case lands so close to home that all of these instincts, especially by the time the second arc kicks off with his daughter getting kidnapped, tend to get overruled by panic or adrenaline or guilt often enough that they fade into the background altogether.

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it’s especially fascinating when you consider how his first scene with his children is him asking how they are doing in school

#soichiro yagami #7/12 (alt)

i like when soichiro gets to be a detective… he’s the one who notices all of the yotsuba group’s killings are on fridays and he figures out that demegawa is hiding the real tapes from him. we make fun of him (lightheartedly) for always being desperate to know how much L really suspects light but i think it speaks to his natural inquisitiveness, considering he also is the first member of the task force to ask L further questions about his personal philosophy. in the manga especially i think soichiro genuinely has a good sense for assessing other people - he correctly predicts sayu’s guilt complex and pointedly does not say that light wouldn’t be kira - but paired with this inquisitiveness he is basically always revising his opinions and willing to hear other people out on theirs. it’s just sad that the kira case lands so close to home that all of these instincts, especially by the time the second arc kicks off with his daughter getting kidnapped, tend to get overruled by panic or adrenaline or guilt often enough that they fade into the background altogether.

#soichiro yagami #7/12 (alt)

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no comment needed. soichiro day is making me miserable

#:( so true #light yagami #soichiro yagami #undescribed #7/12 (alt)#‘I told you I’d get him the death penalty. I meant that’

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vote

soichiro yagami

dom

sub

switch

uninterested in dom/sub dynamic

Voting ended onJul 9

passionate arguments for your choice are encouraged!

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(Guy who thinks about this a lot voice) Hmm this is hard because I think you could make arguments for all of these but I guess “switch” encapsulates my thoughts on this the most. I don’t disagree with him being uninterested, I think the sex he has with Sachiko is probably very vanilla and even if they were interested in a dynamic like that I imagine they wouldn’t act on it on account of being too repressed (at least Soichiro is. I don’t have as good of a grasp on Sachiko’s character so idk but even if she was willing to entertain it I think she’s too... nice?? to push it with him any further than an offhand suggestion). I mean technically speaking this is probably the correct answer. However ☝️ like ninety percent of my thoughts on Soichiro and sex come from my thoughts on soichello and like. That’s a dynamic that sort of requires sub Soichiro?? In the beginning at least. Like for anything to happen Mello needs to actively persue and coerce Soichiro into it in a way that forces him into a submissive role by default. And putting aside everything that makes this fucked up I think this works for him in a way?? Like he’s usually good at following orders even if he’s hesitant and I think that sort of lack of agency and control (or at least perceived lack of it) albeit humiliating I feel like alleviates some of his responsibility and I guess makes him feel ever so slightly less like a deranged evil pervert than being dominant would (because it would give him more (perceived) control and therefore make him (feel) more responsible for acting on it) (he’d still feel terrible about it though obviously lol). (1/3)

HOWEVER ☝️ (x2 combo) dom Soichiro also just makes a lot of sense to me. Like I think if you could manage to convince him to try it he’d be good at it... adhsfhghdj would it be messed up to use the mock execution as evidence for this. I just think that if he could pretend he was going to kill his son and then himself that convincingly then he’d be awesome to roleplay with if you could get him to commit to it somehow. He’d be even more hesitant here but maybe you could speed it up if you’re a skilled enough ragebaiter?? He tends to sort of lash out and exert force when upset/angry (pulling a gun on Demegawa and threatening him when he wouldn’t comply in chapter twenty four, rushing over and gripping Light’s shoulders in chapter thirty four + doing the same to John McEnroe in chapter sixty, there are probably more or better examples but this is just off the top of my head) but that is a very spur of the moment thing so I guess you’d have to push his buttons very strategically. Also he’d feel even more terrible about it THOUGH I could see it being kind of satisfying in the moment (which would also make him feel even worse and so the cycle repeats) (honestly this is maybe my favourite. It is always morally correct to give Soichiro more to feel guilty over). (2/3)

So I guess basically: not something he actively considers normally (could stop here but that’s boring) —> dynamic brought into play by someone very persistent, ends up taking on a more submissive role, hates it a little less than he feels he should (could also stop here) —> sort of gets used to the dynamic, doesn’t necessarily feel CONFIDENT in taking the reins but absolutely can pretend to be if the other person, again, is really persistent about it. Also maybe hates it less than he should. And so I suppose all of this adds up to switch for me buttttt idk I think it just depends on the other person which I guess you could take in the other direction and vote uninterested but I do think it’s fun if he is actually into it... he would maybe actually kill himself for real over it but that’s okay. It’s fun. (3/3) Oh my god okay I’ll shut up now I did not mean to write this much 😭😭 hit the character limit twice for this I had to move this to my drafts to type out the whole thing

@theoldworldsrunnerup i am dragging this true and real and beautiful argument out of the reply section for belated soichiro birthday purposes

#YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i also voted switch despite my belief that he is not that interested and you put into words why!!!!!! His wonderful multifaceted repression #i love all the responses i got on this post… soichiro deserves an array of dynamic headcanons. it’s diverse #switch soichiro 4ever personally though. high fives you.#soichiro yagami #soichello #long post #nsft #7/12 (alt)

ok phone and i both on brink of unconsciousness goodnight. rotate kiyomi in the microwave for me

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