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Hi new here, looking for thinspo and wl motivation. The back handed shit works better with me bcuz I’m a tad sensitive so if you’re flat out mean asf might cry and just delete the app. I just turned 20, 5’0 120 lbs. Was engaged, left him, lost damn near 30 lbs in 2 weeks somehow without even trying and then shot back up to 120 I just need to get back skinny. Even those 30 lbs wasn’t enough. I hate looking in the mirror everyday. But I stress eat and idk how to stop please help!! Any tips tricks or motivation anyways has is greatly appreciated.

Bro my roommates cooking salmon and rice and he’s gonna be so upset if he cooked and I don’t eat but I’m so close to 36 hours. I’m at 31 rn. I wanna wake up skinny. How do I get out of this? Plz help

Update I did all the dishes and cleaned the house and showered! Thinking I can last the rest of today if my roommate gets off my ass and stops trying to make me eat. He’s skinnier than me and it pisses me off so bad and makes me so insecure. I hate ts. Maybe tmrw too, just wanna see how far I can go. Yk what they say, “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” maybe if I stop being such a fat fuck somebody will actually love me and I won’t get cheated on again. Maybe if im skinny I’ll hate myself less. Ughh I just wanna be skinny bro