summary: gwayne hightower had spent his life convinced that love was a privilege reserved for poets. that was until the very night when a mysterious masked stranger danced with him and carried away with her something that no dornish wine had ever made him lose: the sure knowledge of who he was.
author's note: this fanfic was TOTALLY!! inspired by the fourth bridgerton book, ‘an offer from a gentleman’, my beloved benophie and their story. i’m completely baffled by the way gwayne has managed to get into my head. even i have been surprised by the things i’ve written here, honestly. i hope you enjoy gwaynesse as much as i do. :)
warnings/genre: 16+ — NSFW content, sexual references, slow burn, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, deep yearnings, knight x bastard, self-blame, breaking with tradition, age gap (10 years), alternate universe (no dance of the dragons), aegon and rhaenyra are good siblings, damsel in disguise, benophie, gwaye hightower x female!oc, oc's, background story, smut with backstory, ormund hightower and female!oc, daeron hightower and female!oc.
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okay so law of assumption works. i've seen it, i've lived it, and TODAY the universe decided to send the confirmation in the form of a golden potato and honestly? most divine thing that's ever happened to me.
because think about it. what is this potato doing? it's just BEING golden. it's not stressing. it's not checking the 3D. it's not asking "but what if the good news doesn't come." it just EXISTS in its golden era fully and completely and the good news is already on the way. this potato is literally a neville goddard student and it doesn't even know it.
and now it's on your screen. that's not a coincidence. u attracted this potato. the potato is a sign. the potato is the universe winking at u going "yes dear it's working."
so we reblog. we assume. we receive. we thank the potato later.
i don't make the rules i just trust the process and apparently also the produce. 🥔✨
Hiii im wondering if you can write an Ormund fic where the mc comes to Oldtown with her family who wants to make a marriage proposal between her and Ormund’s son, but she falls for him instead.
Thank you 💜
hello love! it’ll come out before ouad (gwayne fic), i promise
you can feel free to request a bot on my ask page! i have a lot of free time lately and my mind is just blank bcs my fics are NOT coming to paper baahaah
⤷ The Helm Stays On! - Lyonel Baratheon x f!Reader
lyonel baratheon's pretty little wife can't get enough of her storm lord. when her need for him grows teeth in the middle of a highgarden celebration, she's wroth to leave it. but lyonel would give you anything you wanted, including stuffing you full beneath your skirts right there at the head table for all to see.
⤷ Delicate Indulgence [Lyonel Baratheon x Wife!F!Reader]
When the comfortable ease of your home is unexpectedly disrupted, you let your husband take his frustrations out on you.
☆━━━━━Ormund Hightower
⤷ high hopes [Ormund Hightower x fem!whore!Reader]
ormund prides himself on being a godly man. he does not whore, he does not indulge, and he fights off his sinful impulses. but one look at you changes things.
⤷ She's My Collar [Ormund Hightower x Rhaenyra's daughter!Reader]
Ormund Hightower has been the guiding hand pushing you forward all your life. Teaching, shaping, and disciplining whenever necessary. His affections are unconventional and at times even violent, yet you cannot help but want his teeth in your heart anyway.
⤷ ormund's very special handmaiden shaves his chest drabble
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The night air cut through Lynesse’s lungs like blades of ice, but she felt no cold. As she ran back toward the laundry, a smile tugging the corn of her lips, barefoot over the damp, dark stones of the service corridors, Lynesse felt no shame. She felt an abundant, absolute peace.
For the first time in her eighteen years of existence, she had not been the nameless bastard of a great house of the Reach, nor the girl of the bed linens that smelled of cheap soap and lye. She had been alive. A complete, desired, real woman. The navy blue silk fabric, coarse and tight against her thighs as she scrambled up the stone steps, felt like a second skin she refused to spoil with fear.
When she pushed through the heavy oak door of the laundry, the familiar smell of steam, ashes, and wet cloth hit her like a punch, dragging her right back to reality.
Shara was there, huddled near the log that was still crackling in the hearth. The moment she heard the thud of Lynesse’s bare feet on the floor, the girl jumped up, nearly knocking over the copper basin.
— By the Mother... — Shara whispered, her voice failing her as she rushed over. — You took so long, Lyn. I thought the guard... I thought they caught you.
Lynesse pressed her back against the rough wood of the door, sliding down until her knees hit the floorboards. She was not crying. There was no panic on her face, only a deep, warm flush that rose from her chest up to her cheeks.
— No one saw me — Lynesse said. Her voice came out raspy, almost unrecognizable to her own ears. Her lips felt swollen, numb, marked by the pressure of the kiss and by Gwayne’s stubble.
Shara knelt in front of her, eyes wide as her hands roamed Lynesse’s arms. That was when her fingers stopped at the unaligned bodice. The silk ribbon of the neckline was loose, the copper curls entirely free and wild over her shoulders, and Lynesse’s neck bore reddish marks that certainly didn't come from any corset.
— Lynesse... — Shara froze, the breath leaving her chest. — What did you do? Who were you with?
Lynesse looked down at her own hands. Her nails still held traces of the dark green velvet of his doublet. The smell of Gwayne, pine, cold steel, strong wine, and rain, was clinging to her skin, her hair, the curve of her collarbone.
— I danced, Shara — she answered, and a slow, almost imperceptible smile curved the corner of her swollen lips. — I danced with the very sky of the Hightower.
— You’ve lost your mind — Shara hissed, terrified, grabbing the silk dress to unfasten the knots at the back with trembling fingers. — If the mistress of servants finds out you wore this dress, if she finds out some nobleman touched you... they’ll throw you into the street before dawn! Or worse, accuse you of theft! They took a boy's hand last week for far less!
— Let them throw me out — Lynesse murmured, closing her eyes as the dress slithered down her shoulders, revealing the raw linen shift she wore underneath. — They can take my roof, Shara. They can whip me. But they cannot take what happened on that balcony from me.
Shara folded the blue silk with frantic haste, looking back and forth between the door and her friend. They hid the dress deep inside the oak chest, covered by layers upon layers of raw sheets and uncarded wool, right where no one would ever look. The cheap bead necklace went back around Lynesse’s neck; the lard soap returned to her hands.
When Lynesse finally went down into the cellar where the servant girls slept, the sun was still just a gray promise on the horizon over the Blackwater Bay. The air down there was heavy, sour with the sweat of a dozen exhausted women snoring on their straw pallets.
She lay down on her narrow bed, the mattress hard and prickly against her back. She pulled the scratchy wool blanket up to her chin and turned to face the cold stone wall. But inside, the fire refused to die out.
Every time she closed her eyes, she felt Gwayne’s heavy hand sliding up her thigh. She felt the exact pressure of his body against hers, the raw weight of a knight who knew precisely the power he held over a woman, and yet touched her as if she were made of Pentoshi blown glass. The memory of his hip pressed hard against her belly sent a hot, deep ache coiling in the bottom of her womb.
She brought her hand to her own lips, pressing her fingers where his had been. My father and my mother's, my lord. The memory of her own audacity made her chest swell. She had mocked a Hightower. She had made the most coveted man at the feast lose his breath and his control.
Lynesse fell asleep to the sound of the sea crashing against the cliffs of the Red Keep, holding her own chest, knowing that even if tomorrow brought the usual misery, that night belonged to her. And not even a king could take that away.
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Morning in the Red Keep did not come gently. It came with the screech of seagulls and the salty stench of the harbor mixed with the smoke of the kitchens.
In the chambers of the Tower of the Hand, sunlight cut through the green velvet drapes, hitting Ser Gwayne Hightower directly in the face.
He snapped awake all at once. Not with the usual laziness of a man who spent the night drinking Dorne’s finest vintage, but with his heart thumping in his chest like a war drum.
Gwayne sat up in bed, the fine linen sheets pooling around his waist. His head didn't throb from the wine; it throbbed from something far worse.
From the memory.
Her image was burned onto the back of his eyelids. That blue dress, the color of the Reach’s waves. The copper hair, thick and wild like the fire of the Whispering Sound, pinned up only by hairpins he had been tempted to tear out with his teeth. The golden-brown eyes that had stared back at him without fear, even as her body trembled like a green reed beneath his hands.
He dragged a hand down his face, cursing softly. His mouth still held the taste of her. Sweet, warm, terribly pure. He remembered the feel of her thighs beneath the silk, the smothered whimper she let slip when he pinned her against the stone pillar, the way she arched her body into his... and how, in the blink of an eye, she had vanished like a ghost.
My father and my mother's, my lord.
— Wench… — Gwayne growled to the empty room, a mix of rage and absolute fascination burning in his throat.
He threw himself out of bed with a dangerous energy. He didn't call for his squires to help him dress. He put on his own doublet, buttoning the cuffs with irritated haste, and threw his cloak over his shoulders. He needed answers, and in the Red Keep, there was only one person who knew every face, every lineage, and every noble family that had crossed the gates for Aegon’s feast.
Gwayne strode out of his chambers, crossing the inner keep all the way to the queen consort’s quarters. The House Hightower guards posted at the door didn't even dare stop him when they saw the look on Alicent’s brother's face.
Alicent Hightower sat near the window, a cup of herbal tea in her hands and a black veil covering her hair. She looked exhausted from the previous night's festivities, but her brother's sudden arrival made her brow furrow severely.
— Gwayne? — Alicent asked, setting her teacup down on the oak table. — What happened? You look as though you spent the night on a… well…
— I need something. — Gwayne said without preamble, stopping right before her table. His voice was low, yet laced with an urgency Alicent rarely saw in her younger brother.
She arched an eyebrow, searching his face.
— You smell of wine, Gwayne. What could you possibly want at this hour of the morning?
— A list — he demanded, leaning both hands flat on the wood of her table, angling himself toward her. — A list of every lady who attended the ball last night. Every single one of them. From the Stormlands, the Reach, the North, Dorne. I want the names of every daughter, niece, lady-in-waiting, and companion who wore a mask in the Great Hall.
Alicent blinked, caught off guard, before letting out a tired sigh.
— A list? Gwayne, there were hundreds of women in that hall! Why in the name of the Seven would you need something like that?
Gwayne drew himself up, adjusting his cloak over his chest with a cold, sharp resolve.
— Because one of them belongs to me — Gwayne replied coldly. — And I am going to find her.
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The return journey to Ryamport felt like a slow, agonizing march toward a grave.
The intoxicating scents of the Red Keep, roast boar, sweet Dornish vintage, and sea breeze mixed with tallow candles, faded with every league, replaced by the suffocating, familiar air of the Arbor. Here, the heavy salt of the harbor mingled with the sickeningly sweet rot of crushed grapes bleeding from the vineyard presses. For the highborn daughters of House Redwyne, the voyage to King’s Landing had been a triumphant display of youth, jewel-encrusted bodices, and marital ambition. For Lynesse, wedged into the back of the heavy supply wagons alongside iron-bound trunks and damp sacking, it had been three weeks of silent, watchful survival.
She rarely spoke during the long trek down the Roseroad. Mireen stayed close, but whenever the guards rode near, the two girls exchanged only guarded, terrified glances.
Whenever the wagon train halted to let the horses drink at a river crossing, Lynesse would slip away to the riverbank, dipping her trembling hands into the ice-cold water. She scrubbed violently at her neck, her jaw, her inner thighs, rubbing her pale skin until it burned crimson, trying to erase the ghost of Ser Gwayne Hightower’s mouth. She tried to wash away the phantom weight of his hand pressing into her flesh, the terrifying, velvet growl of his voice demanding her name beneath the shadow of the stone pillars.
It was useless. The memory was not on her skin, it had settled deep into her bones.
When the Redwyne household finally swept through the gates of Ryamport, the temporary illusion of that single, impossible night began to shatter.
Lady Betania Redwyne was not a woman who missed a single grain of wheat or an inch of lace within her domain. She governed the great stone keep of Ryamport with the merciless, razor-sharp precision of a ledger keeper counting coins. Every barrel of vintage, every silver spoon, and every yard of fine silk imported from across the Narrow Sea was meticulously recorded in her small, leather-bound books.
The storm broke on the third morning after their return.
It began with a shrill, piercing scream from the high solar that echoed down the winding spiral staircases, bouncing off the damp flagstones all the way to the vaults of the scullery.
Lynesse stood up to her elbows in a wooden tub of steaming, grey lye water, her shoulders aching as she scrubbed the heavy woolen riding cloaks of the house guards. The air in the washhouse was thick with hot steam and the harsh, biting smell of fat-soap.
Without warning, the heavy oak doors of the laundry were kicked wide open, slamming violently against the stone wall.
Four house guards in Redwyne livery stepped inside, their iron-shod boots loud against the wet floor. Behind them swept Lady Betania herself. She gathered the heavy folds of her dark green velvet skirts high in her hands to avoid the dirty suds pooling on the stone. Her sharp, pale face was twisted into an expression of pure, unadulterated venom. Beside the guards, Mireen was being dragged forcefully by her elbow, her face white as chalk, silent tears carving tracks through the soot on her cheeks.
— Where is it? — Lady Betania’s voice was not a roar; it was a low, lethal hiss that cut straight through the heavy, humid silence of the room.
The washerwomen froze instantly, dropping their wooden paddles into the tubs. Water splashed over the rims. Lynesse slowly lifted her soapy hands from the tub, her heart giving a violent, sickening thud against her ribs. She did not run. She did not lower her eyes. She simply stood straight, wiping her wet forearms against her canvas apron, her golden-brown gaze meeting the cold, dead eyes of the lady of the house.
— My lady? — the old head washerwoman stammered, dropping into a quick, trembling curtsy. — What has been lost? What trouble—
— A bolt of Pentoshi blue silk — Lady Betania spat, her dark eyes locking onto Lynesse with lethal focus. — Brought across the sea for my own daughter’s betrothal chest. It was missing from the iron trunk when the court gowns were unpacked this morning.
She took three deliberate, menacing steps forward, stopping directly before Lynesse’s washing tub. Without a word of warning, Lady Betania raised her leather-gloved hand and struck Lynesse brutally across the face.
The crack echoed like a whip off the stone walls.
The force of the blow snapped Lynesse’s head violently to the side, a searing pain blooming across her cheek. For a heartbeat, the world seemed to fall unnaturally still. She did not move. She did not breathe. Lady Betania had shouted, humiliated, and threatened her more times than Lynesse could count—but never this. Never her hands. Her fingers remained suspended above the washboard, trembling almost imperceptibly, as she stared blankly into the cloudy water, too stunned to understand what had just happened. Only when the metallic taste of blood settled on her tongue did she slowly raise the back of her damp wrist to the corner of her mouth, wiping away the thin crimson line without lifting her eyes.
— You think because you carry the red hair of my husband’s bloodline that you may touch what is mine? — Lady Betania hissed, her gloved fingers curling into tight, trembling fists. — Search the pallets! Search every inch of this miserable cellar!
Two guards shoved past the tub, heading straight for the dark storage corner where the servant girls slept on straw pallets. Lynesse closed her eyes, letting out a long, slow breath through her nose. She knew it was over. There was no defense, no lie, no miracle that could save her now.
It took less than a minute.
A guard re-emerged from the dark corner holding the coarse burlap bundle. With a cruel grin, he tore the rough sacking open right before his lady’s feet. One of the luminous, pale sea-blue silk spilled out onto the filthy, damp stone floor like water, shimmering beneath the dim torchlight.
A collective, terrified gasp rippled through the washerwomen.
Lady Betania stared down at the silk, her expression shifting from cold fury to absolute, incredulous disgust. She leaned down, pinching a fold of the luxurious fabric between two fingers. As she lifted it, her eyes narrowed. She spotted the faint, darkened creases near the waistline—the unmistakable marks of a man’s heavy, possessive grip—and the lingering, faint scent of pine, iron, and Dornish wine that no wash-tub could ever fully strip from the thread.
— You wore it — Lady Betania whispered, a terrifying, breathless realization settling into her tone. — You stole a gown meant for a highborn lady... and you wore it to the King’s hall.
— Lady Betania, please— Mireen sobbed from the doorway, falling to her knees.
— Silence! — the lady snapped, her voice ringing up the stone shafts. She stepped closer to Lynesse, her eyes burning with a hatred that had accumulated over seventeen years of looking at her husband’s bastard child walking through her corridors. — You disgraceful, lowborn leech. You walked among lords dressed in my house's silk? You gave yourself to some drunken knight in the shadows of the Red Keep like a common whore?
Lynesse held her head high, her chest heaving beneath her rough smock, though her hands trembled wildly against her apron. The sting on her cheek throbbed, but deep within her, that fierce, unyielding embers of pride refused to be quenched.
— I danced — Lynesse said softly, her voice steady, carrying a quiet, dangerous clarity that cut straight through the humid silence of the washhouse. She took a step closer to Lady Betania, ignoring the guards’ swords, her golden-brown eyes burning with an unyielding fire. — I danced in the light, my lady. I stood beneath the chandeliers of the Red Keep, draped in silk, and no lord or lady cared about my station. And do you know why?
Lady Betania’s pale lips thinned into a bloodless line, her knuckles white as she clutched her skirts.
— Because the same Redwyne blood that runs through your daughters’ veins runs through mine — Lynesse spat, throwing the truth directly into the woman’s face, her voice echoing off the damp stone vaults. — You can wash my hands in lye, you can dress me in dirty rags, and you can hide me in the dark of this cellar, but you cannot scrub away what my father gave me. I am as much a daughter of the Arbor as any child you bore him!
A collective, horrified gasp sucked the air out of the room. The washerwomen backed away in terror. No one—no one—had ever dared speak of Lord Redwyne’s stray seed in front of the lady of the house.
For a second, Lady Betania looked as though she had been struck by lightning. Then, her face twisted into a mask of hideous, murderous rage.
— You filthy, arrogant bastard — Lady Betania snarled, her voice trembling with a venom so pure it made the guards flinch. She turned to the captain of the guard, her finger shaking as she pointed at Lynesse. — Strip her apron! Throw her out of the gates this instant! If this wretched creature ever steps foot within ten leagues of Ryamport again, set the hounds on her and let them tear her to pieces!
The guards seized Lynesse roughly by the arms, dragging her away as Mireen wept in the corner.
The iron-studded gates of Ryamport slammed shut with a deafening, metallic crash that echoed off the sea cliffs.
Lynesse was shoved hard onto the dirt road outside the castle walls. She hit the ground with a dull thud, her knees scraping against the sharp stones of the path, tearing the thin fabric of her raw linen smock.
She had nothing. No boots to protect her bare feet, no copper coins in her pocket, no woolen cloak to shield her from the biting coastal wind sweeping off the harbor. Her copper hair hung loose and tangled around her bruised face, and her hands were still red and raw from the lye water.
High above on the battlements, the guards laughed, spitting down onto the dusty path below.
Lynesse sat in the dirt for a long, frozen moment, staring at the closed oak doors that had been her entire world since the day she was born. The tears she had fought so fiercely to hold back in front of Lady Betania finally broke, spilling down her freckled cheeks in hot, silent streams.
The icy harbor wind bit ruthlessly at her bare arms, but the cold inside her chest was far worse.
Slowly, agonizingly, Lynesse pushed herself up onto her bleeding feet. She wiped the tears and dirt from her face with the sleeve of her smock, lifted her chin, and began to walk.
She wandered down the winding, rocky path toward the lower docks of Ryamport. The harbor was a chaotic maze of wooden piers, screeching seagulls, and massive trading ships from across the Narrow Sea. Sailors shouted in foreign tongues, rolling heavy barrels of Arbor Gold over cobblestones that cut into the soles of Lynesse’s bare feet.
She walked like a ghost among the crowds. Men jostled past her, dockworkers laughed at her ragged clothes, and the cold salt spray from the sea washed over her shivering frame. She had nowhere to go. No family to claim her, no roof to shelter her, no food to sustain her.
Eventually, her trembling legs gave out near the main quay. Lynesse collapsed against a stack of damp timber barrels, pulling her bruised knees to her chest, her body shivering violently as she wrapped her bare arms around herself.
Just a few yards away, docked at the grandest pier in the harbor, lay the towering flagship of House Hightower—the Golden Light.
Lord Ormund Hightower stood on the high wooden platform, overseeing the loading of heavy oak casks destined for Oldtown. Draped in a magnificent heavy cloak of dark green velvet lined with grey fur, he moved with the rigid authority of the Lord of Torralta.
Beside him, two Hightower knights in gleaming steel breastplates stood at attention, watching the docks.
A sudden commotion near the lower quay drew Lord Ormund’s attention. A couple of rough Redwyne dockworkers were circling a girl huddled against the barrels, shouting crude jests and kicking dirt onto her lap.
Ormund frowned, his sharp grey eyes drifting toward the scene.
The girl didn't cower. She didn't beg. Even as she shivered in rags, even as her bare feet bled against the stone, she suddenly snapped her head up. She glared at the men with such blazing, lethal fury in her golden-brown eyes that the dockworkers actually hesitated, taken aback by the sheer steel in a wash-girl's gaze.
And then the afternoon sun hit her hair.
It caught the brilliant, undeniable copper fire tumbling over her shoulders—the unmistakable, ancient bloodline of the Reach.
Ormund froze. He took in the sharp, proud line of her jaw, the bruised checkbone, and the fierce, unbroken pride radiating from her fragile frame. He recognized that face. He knew the bastard features of Lord Redwyne’s blood when he saw them.
— Who is that girl? — Ormund asked, his deep voice cutting through the harbor noise.
The local harbor master scoffed, shrugging.
— Just Lord Redwyne’s stray bastard, my lord. Lady Betania had her thrown out of the keep an hour ago for stealing and insulting her ladyship. Just a filthy cellar maid.
Ormund didn't answer right away. He watched as one of the dockworkers reached out to grab Lynesse’s shoulder to shove her away. Lynesse slapped the man's hand away with a violent, spitting rage, standing her ground despite her trembling limbs.
A slow, calculating look washed over Lord Ormund Hightower’s face. He saw no thief. He saw a wildfire trapped in coarse linen. He saw a girl of highborn blood who carried more dignity in her rags than half the lords sitting at King Aegon’s court. And more than that, he saw an opportunity—a chance to show the Redwynes exactly who held true power in the Reach.
— Ser Harrold — Ormund commanded quietly.
— My lord? — the captain of his guard stepped forward.
— Go fetch the girl — Ormund said, his voice carrying the absolute, unshakeable weight of Oldtown. — Bring her to my ship. Wrap her in one of my fur cloaks and have the maester tend to her feet immediately.
Ser Harrold blinked in surprise.
— My lord... Lady Betania explicitly banished her. Taking her in might offend House Redwyne—
Ormund turned his sharp grey gaze onto his captain, a cold, arrogant smile touching his lips.
— Lady Betania rules this harbor — Ormund replied smoothly, adjusting his green velvet cloak over his shoulders. — But I rule the Reach. And if House Redwyne is foolish enough to toss gold into the mud, then House Hightower will claim it. From this day, she is my ward.
summary: gwayne hightower had spent his life convinced that love was a privilege reserved for poets. that was until the very night when a mysterious masked stranger danced with him and carried away with her something that no dornish wine had ever made him lose: the sure knowledge of who he was.
author's note: this fanfic was TOTALLY!! inspired by the fourth bridgerton book, ‘an offer from a gentleman’, my beloved benophie and their story. i’m completely baffled by the way gwayne has managed to get into my head. even i have been surprised by the things i’ve written here, honestly. i hope you enjoy gwaynesse as much as i do. :)
warnings/genre: 16+ — NSFW content, sexual references, slow burn, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, deep yearnings, knight x bastard, self-blame, breaking with tradition, alternate universe (no dance of the dragons), aegon and rhaenyra are good siblings, damsel in disguise, benophie, gwaye hightower x female!oc, oc's, background story, smut with backstory, ormund hightower and female!oc, daeron hightower and female!oc.
The journey from the laundry rooms to the grand archways of the Great Hall felt less like walking and more like stepping toward an executioner’s block. Beside Lynesse, Mireen walked with a quick, frantic pace, carrying a tray of empty goblets as a cover. She kept adjusting the sheer blue sleeves of Lynesse’s dress every three steps, her own breath coming in shallow gasps.
— Stop clutching your skirts so tightly — Mireen whispered under her breath, her eyes darting nervously down the stone corridor. — You will wrinkle the silk before we even cross the threshold.
— I cannot breathe, Mireen — Lynesse whispered back, her voice trembling so violently it barely carried. — My heart is in my throat. I cannot do this. I should go back.
— You are not going back — Mireen hissed gently, giving her arm a firm squeeze. — You spent years watching Lady Redwyne’s daughters practice their waltzes. You corrected their footwork when their septa turned her back! You know every single measure.
— Watching them from the shadow of a tapestry is not the same as walking into a room full of lords! — Lynesse felt cold sweat pricking her palms beneath the fine fabric.
She knew what she looked like. The vibrant, copper-red hair that cascaded in carefully pinned curls down her back was the unmistakable mark of House Redwyne. Even beneath the pale blue mask concealing the upper half of her face, any lord from the Reach would glance at her soft freckles and warm, golden-brown eyes and see Arbor blood. She was a Redwyne in every feature, yet without a single shred of the name.
— Just breathe — Mireen urged, stopping right at the edge of the grand stone archway. Beyond it lay a sea of light and music. — Stay near the shadows. Do not speak unless you are spoken to. And remember… tonight, under that mask, you belong here as much as they do.
With a final, reassuring squeeze, Mireen slipped away into the bustling crowd of servants, leaving Lynesse standing entirely alone.
Lynesse froze.
The Great Hall of the Red Keep was a blinding, intoxicating storm. Thousands of beeswax candles dripped from massive chandeliers, casting a golden radiance over hundreds of masked guests. The rich scent of roasted meats, sweet summer wines, and costly perfumes filled the warm air.
Lynesse held her breath, her eyes wide as she scanned the room. She knew these people. She did not know their names, but she knew their blood. She could spot a Tyrell by the graceful, arrogant slope of their shoulders and their emerald silks; she knew the darker, sharp-eyed posture of the Martells; she recognized the proud, stiff collars of the Florents. She had washed their linen, polished their brooches, and served their wine for years.
Her knees shook. Every time a guard shifted his weight, Lynesse flinched, expecting a harsh hand to grab her collar and drag her back to the scullery.
To keep from fainting, she backed away into the subtle shadows between two massive carved pillars. She held her breath, watching the couples glide effortlessly across the polished stone. She knew the steps, she had memorized every turn, every bow, every lift of the chin while dusting the mirrors in the Keep’s music room. But standing here, surrounded by real nobility, terror threatened to paralyze her.
— My lady?
The sudden, smooth voice made Lynesse jump out of her skin.
A young lord, wearing a silver-and-black mask and a doublet bearing the proud stag of House Baratheon, stepped into her space. He offered a polite, sweeping bow, a confident smile playing on his lips.
— You stand alone in the shadows while the music plays — the young lord said softly, extending a gloved hand toward her. — May I have the honour of this dance?
Panic surged through Lynesse like ice water. Her cheeks burned hot beneath her mask. Her hands clutched the folds of her pale blue dress until her knuckles turned white.
— I… I cannot, my lord — she stammered, her voice barely a whisper. She took a timid step backward, pressing her shoulders against the cold stone of the pillar. — I am… I am waiting for someone. Please, excuse me.
The lord raised an eyebrow, clearly unused to being refused, but Lynesse was already ducking her head, desperate to disappear.
She looked up — searching wildly for an escape, for a dark hallway, for a servant’s door — and that was when her eyes crossed the floor.
Standing near the high dais, surrounded by the gold and green banners of Oldtown, stood Ser Gwayne Hightower.
Lynesse recognized him instantly. No one carried themselves quite like a Hightower knight. He stood tall, his broad shoulders draped in a dark green doublet embroidered with gold thread, his posture carrying the quiet, imposing weight of Oldtown’s ancient pride. His mask was polished dark steel, sharp and unyielding, yet beneath it, his jaw was set with cool indifference.
He was watching Prince Aegon's grand hall as if he would rather be anywhere else in the Seven Kingdoms.
Until his gaze swept past the dancing couples, past the pillars, and landed squarely on her.
Ser Gwayne Hightower was not the type of man that got surprised with things.
He was a knight of Oldtown. He had been trained by the finest masters-at-arms in the Reach, raised amidst the rigid discipline of the Hightower, and exposed to the theatrical, scheming nature of the royal court since he was old enough to hold a sword. He knew how lords lied, he knew how ladies flirted behind painted silk fans, and he knew that grand celebrations like Prince Aegon’s banquet were nothing more than gilded arenas for ambition and vanity.
Nothing in King’s Landing ever caught him unaware.
Until the air in the Great Hall seemed to shift entirely.
Gwayne had been leaning against a marble column, barely listening to a Florent lord drone on about the lavishness of Prince Aegon’s feast, swirling the dornish wine in his goblet with sheer boredom. His eyes lazily roamed the room, completely unimpressed by the glittering jewels and the swirling silk dresses.
Then, his gaze caught a flash of light.
It was not gold. It was not crimson. It was a shade of pale, luminous blue—the color of sea-water caught under the morning sun.
Gwayne’s hand froze around his goblet.
Standing in the shadows of the gallery pillars was a girl.
She did not carry herself like the haughty ladies of the court. She stood frozen, her fingers clutching her skirts with an exquisite, endearing terror, her head turning nervously like a wild bird trapped in a cage of gold. Above her pale blue silk mask, a crown of rich, fiery copper hair burned under the light of a thousand candles.
She was breathtaking. She was glowing. And she was perfect.
It was not merely the elegance of her gown or the delicate curve of her neck. It was the sheer, raw purity of her presence. Amidst a hall filled with calculated smiles and practiced grace, she was completely, strikingly real.
Gwayne watched as a young Baratheon lord approached her, offering his hand for a dance. His jaw tightened, an instinctual, unbidden flicker of annoyance rising in his chest. But the girl retreated, backing away into the shadows, refusing the noble with a timid, breathless panic that made his heart do something entirely unfamiliar.
It stumbled.
And then, as if feeling the sheer intensity of his gaze, the girl turned her head.
Across the vast, crowded floor, across the sea of dancing nobles, glittering masks, and playing violins, her golden-brown eyes locked directly onto his. The world around Gwayne suddenly lost all its noise. The music faded into nothingness. The voices of the lords beside him dissolved into ambient wind. The grand, suffocating hall shrank until there was nothing left except the distance between them.
She gasped quietly, he could see the quick rise and fall of her chest, the flush of deep pink creeping up her neck and cheeks. She looked terrified, exposed, and utterly captivating.
Gwayne slowly lowered his goblet, placing it on a nearby tray without ever breaking eye contact. He did not blink. He did not smile. A deep, unknown urge of protection washed over him, as his eyes remained on her. Ser Gwayne Hightower had never believed in fairy tales, nor had he ever been a fool for romantic notions. Yet, as he took his first deliberate step toward the girl in the sea-blue dress, he knew, with terrifying certainty, that he would cross every inch of Prince Aegon’s hall just to hear her voice.
Lynesse felt her pulse hammering wildly in her ears, drowning out the gentle, sweeping melodies of the harps. Every instinct in her body begged her to turn, to bolt down the stone corridor, to shed the silk gown, and to bury herself beneath the dusty sanctuary of the laundry barrels.
She remained entirely rooted to the spot.
Gwayne moved through the crowded hall with an effortless, almost infuriating grace. He did not rush, nor did he awkwardly weave around the dancing lords and ladies; rather, the sea of glittering silks parted naturally around him. Draped in the rich emerald velvets and golden brocades of Oldtown, he carried himself with the absolute, untouchable certainty of a man who knew he was the most handsome knight in the room, and was thoroughly used to everyone else knowing it, too.
With every single step he took toward her, Lynesse’s chest rose and fell in shallow gasps. Her fingers clutched the fine, sheer fabric of her skirt so tightly that her knuckles turned white.
He knows, her panicked mind screamed. He sees right through me. He knows I am a bastard playing at being a lady.
Gwayne stopped a mere two paces from her. Up close, his physical presence was dizzying. The sheer breadth of his broad shoulders, the clean, arrogant line of his jaw beneath the dark steel mask, and the faint, wicked crook at the corner of his lips made her breath catch entirely. He smelled of pine, cold mountain air, polished steel, and the rich warmth of dornish vintage.
He tilted his head, his dark eyes sparkling with a mix of intense fascination and dangerous amusement as he took in her trembling form.
— You know, my lady — Gwayne began, his voice a low, smooth velvet that practically stroked her skin, — most women in this hall have spent the last hour inventing rather elaborate excuses just to walk past me.
Lynesse blinked, her golden-brown eyes widening behind her pale blue mask.
Gwayne took a half-step closer, leaning in just enough for his warm breath to brush the sensitive shell of her ear. A slow, devastating smirk spread across his lips.
— Yet you… look as though you are contemplating jumping out of the nearest window simply to avoid looking at me. I must admit, my pride is thoroughly wounded.
A breathless, choked sound escaped Lynesse’s throat—half a gasp, half an involuntary laugh. She flattened her back firmer against the cold carved pillar behind her, her cheeks flushing a deep, radiant pink.
— I am not trying to jump out of a window, my lord — she stammered, her voice shaking despite her best efforts to sound composed.
— Ah, good — Gwayne purred, leaning back just enough to look into her eyes, though his gaze lingered shamelessly on the dark blush spreading down her throat. — Because it is a terribly long drop, and I should hate to have to ruin my doublet diving after you.
Lynesse bit her lower lip to keep from smiling, though her heart was doing frantic, ridiculous gymnastics in her chest.
— You are remarkably full of yourself, Ser — she whispered, the words slipping out before she could filter them.
Gwayne let out a low, rich chuckle that vibrated right through her.
— I am a Hightower, my lady. It is practically a legal requirement — he replied, his eyes flashing with playful mischief.
He softened his stance, stepping into her space until the hem of his velvet doublet brushed against the light blue silk of her dress. The arrogance in his eyes tempered into something far deeper, far more intimate, as he looked down at her freckled nose and her vibrant, copper-red curls.
The musicians above began to play a slow, sweeping pavane, the traditional, romantic melody of the Reach rising gracefully over the murmurs of the crowd.
Gwayne held her gaze, his expression shifting from playful arrogance to a reverent, unhurried warmth. He extended his gloved hand toward her, palm turned upward in a silent, irresistible invitation.
— They are playing a song from our home — Gwayne murmured, his voice dropping an octave, becoming dangerously sweet. — Give me your hand, lady of the blue silk.
Panic flared in her chest again, bright and cold.
— I cannot — Lynesse whispered, her voice hitching as she looked at his large, elegant hand. — I… I am a terrible dancer, my lord. I shall step on your boots.
Gwayne merely tilted his head, his smirk returning, softer this time, infinitely more devastating.
— Then step on them — he whispered, his dark eyes locking onto hers with an intensity that made her knees feel entirely like water. — I have sturdy boots, my lady. And I assure you… I am far too smart to let a little misstep ruin my night.
Lynesse let out a soft, shuddering breath. Her heart was beating so hard she felt dizzy, her stomach fluttering with a thousand wild butterflies.
— You are impossible — she breathed.
— I have been told — Gwayne agreed softly, his gloved fingers twitching slightly in open invitation. — Now… are you going to keep hiding behind that stone, or are you going to let me show off a little?
Slowly, agonizingly, with her fingers trembling like autumn leaves, Lynesse lifted her small hand and laid her palm gently into his.
Gwayne’s fingers closed around hers instantly, firm, warm, and possessive. The smirk faded from his lips, replaced by a sudden, breathtaking look of pure triumph. Without breaking eye contact for even a fraction of a second, he brought her hand to his lips, pressing a slow, lingering kiss to the back of her gloved knuckles.
Lynesse forgot how to breathe entirely.
— Perfect — Gwayne murmured against her skin, his eyes burning into hers. — Now, hold on to me.
Gwayne led Lynesse onto the floor with the seamless precision of a knight who commanded every inch of that grand hall. Yet the moment their slippers met the golden light cast down by the chandeliers, the surrounding world dissolved into absolute static for him—and Lynesse’s suffocating terror evaporated, replaced by a pure, hypnotic trance.
He kept his hand firm, resting with a possessive, intoxicating warmth against the small of her back as he guided her through every measure. Lynesse did not even need to think. The steps she had spent years memorizing in secret slid from her body as if she had been born solely to move to this rhythm.
— You see? — Gwayne whispered, leaning his face down toward hers as they spun effortlessly among the dancing nobles. — And you swore to me you would step on my boots. You are a remarkably talented liar, my lady.
— I was not lying — Lynesse breathed, her voice trembling slightly from his proximity. — If I am managing at all, it is merely because my partner is dangerously persistent.
Gwayne let out a low, velvet laugh that made Lynesse’s stomach do a wild flip.
— Persistent? No. I should call myself… persistently blessed — he corrected smoothly, his dark gaze dropping for a fleeting second to her lips before snapping back to her eyes. — Look around you. Half the lords in this hall are currently trying to discern who the lady in blue is, the one who made Ser Gwayne Hightower forget his wine.
Lynesse felt a deep flush spread across her cheeks. The looming terror of being recognized almost dragged her back to reality, but Gwayne’s hand on her back tightened just a fraction, keeping her grounded in his arms.
When the final note of the violins faded, neither of them moved. His hand remained wrapped around her waist; her golden-brown eyes remained locked onto his.
— The air in here has grown insufferably thick, do you not think? — Gwayne murmured, his voice dropping into a low, dangerously intimate rasp. He slid his fingers down from her waist to her palm, lacing his fingers through hers. — Come with me.
— Where? — she whispered.
— Far away from them.
Gwayne guided her off the floor, weaving through the glittering crowd with calculated ease. They slipped past heavy stone archways, leaving behind the roaring music of Prince Aegon’s feast. He led her down the quiet passages of the Red Keep until they pushed open a heavy oak door that opened onto the sweeping, moonlit terrace overlooking Blackwater Bay.
The night air was cool and crisp, laden with the sea breeze. A full moon bathed the stone balustrades in an ethereal silver glow.
Lynesse let out a long, shuddering breath, leaning against the stone railing.
Gwayne leaned his broad shoulder against the stone beside her, crossing his arms over his doublet, his dark eyes fixed entirely on her profile. The silver moonlight transformed her sea-blue gown into something ethereal, making her copper curls gleam like spun flame against the dark sky.
— Who are you? — Gwayne broke the quiet, his voice soft, almost a dangerous temptation as he tilted his head toward her. — Which house claims a treasure like you? Whose daughter are you?
Lynesse flinched slightly as reality dealt a sharp blow to her chest. She looked up at him through her mask, offering a small, enigmatic smile to hide the nervous flutter in her pulse.
— My father and my mother’s, my lord — she replied softly, her tone carrying a teasing lightness. — As for my house... mysteries suit a masquerade far better than bloodlines, don't you think?
Gwayne let out a low, breathless laugh, taking a slow, deliberate step toward her. Then another. He stopped so close that his chest nearly brushed against her shoulder.
— An evasive creature, aren't you? — he said softly, all lingering playfulness vanishing from his face, replaced by a raw intensity that made Lynesse’s pulse race madly. — I do not care for grand titles anyway. I care about the fact that you have not taken a proper breath since you stepped onto that floor.
He lifted his hand with excruciating slowness. The knuckles of his gloved fingers lightly brushed the soft curve of her cheek, tracing down along her jawline. Lynesse closed her eyes, a soft gasp escaping her lips at his touch.
— You are the most extraordinary creature to ever walk into this miserable fortress — he confessed, his voice turning raspy as he inclined his head until his lips brushed the shell of her ear. — And I am losing my mind trying to fathom what kind of spell you have cast over me.
— I have cast no spell, Ser — she whispered, opening her eyes to find his dark gaze mere inches from her own. — I am simply… someone who does not belong here.
— Then I must beg to differ — Gwayne murmured, his hand sliding up from her cheek to cup the back of her neck, his fingers tangling into her copper curls. He stepped closer, trapping her gently between his solid frame and the stone balustrade. — I think you are the only person in this entire place who truly belongs here.
He tilted his face down, the tip of his nose brushing her warm cheek, sliding down toward the corner of Lynesse’s lips.
— Gwayne… — his name escaped her lips as a breathless, wrecked whisper.
He froze a mere hairsbreadth from her mouth, his eyes burning with a dark, dangerous intensity beneath his steel mask.
— Say it again — he demanded, his voice sounding like torn velvet against her skin. — Come on. Say it again, my lady.
— Gwayne — she breathed.
That was all the permission the knight of Oldtown needed. Any lingering highborn restraint shattered into dust. Gwayne closed the microscopic distance between them, pressing his mouth against hers with a sudden, searing heat that knocked the breath right out of Lynesse’s lungs.
It was not a gentle kiss. It was possessive, and urgent, and thick with a desire he had been keeping tightly chained since he first laid eyes on her. Lynesse let out a soft gasp into his mouth, and Gwayne took ruthless advantage, deepening the kiss until her head spun. His tongue slid against hers, hot and demanding, tasting of sweet wine and pure, unadulterated hunger.
She had never been kissed, never known the terrifying weight of a man’s desire. But as Gwayne’s arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her flush against the hard line of his body, every sense in her flared to life.
Gwayne groaned, a low vibration in his throat. He backed her firmly against the cold stone pillar, pinning her between his broad chest and the rough wall. His hands were everywhere, one cupping the back of her head, his fingers tangled so tightly in her copper curls that it sent a sharp, intoxicating sting across her scalp, while his other hand slid down the curve of her waist, pressing into the small of her back to pull her hips directly into his.
Lynesse felt the thick, unmistakable ridge of his arousal pressing hard through the layers of his velvet doublet against her stomach. A sharp gasp hit her throat, but instead of pulling away, she instinctively arched into him, her fingers clutching frantically at the broad expanse of his shoulders.
— Gods, you are so fucking sweet — Gwayne growled against her lips, breaking the kiss for a fraction of a second only to trail his mouth down the sensitive line of her jawline. He bit gently at the soft flesh of her neck, right over her thrumming pulse, making her arch her back and whimper his name. — You have no idea what you are doing to me, do you?
— Gwayne… please — she whimpered, not even knowing what she was begging for, only that the heat between her thighs was aching, wet, and unbearable.
Gwayne slid his large, gloved hand from her waist, spreading his fingers wide over the pale blue silk covering her thigh. He hitched her skirt up an inch, his thumb pressing firmly against the sensitive skin above her knee, rubbing slow, deliberate circles on her through her stockings. Lynesse gasped, her toes curling inside her slippers, her hands sliding up to grip his neck, her thumbs catching in his dark hair.
He brought his mouth back to hers with a brutal, addictive devotion, consuming her, drinking her in as if he were a dying man and she were his only salvation. He kissed her until her lips felt swollen and raw, until her knees completely gave out beneath her and she was held upright entirely by the possessive grip of his hands on her waist and thighs.
His breath was ragged, his chest heaving hard against her breasts, his thumb sliding higher up her inner thigh, teasing the edge of her petticoats—
Clang.
The sharp, heavy clatter of a guard’s sword scabbard striking against the stone archway echoed through the courtyard, accompanied by the slurred, loud laughter of two noblemen approaching the terrace entrance.
The spell shattered like glass.
Gwayne’s body went rigid against hers. He instinctively shifted his broad frame to completely shield Lynesse from view, burying her face into his neck while his breathing came in harsh, heavy gasps.
Lynesse’s eyes snapped open, the haze of blind, intoxicating pleasure instantly evaporating into pure, icy terror. The sheer reality of what she was doing—a bastard girl, pinned against a pillar in the dark, her skirts hitched up by Ser Gwayne Hightower—hit her like a physical blow.
— Shh, stay still — Gwayne rasped into her hair, his hand pressing her head firmly against his shoulder, his thumb stroking her burning cheek as he tried to steady his own wild heart. — I have you. Just stay still.
— No… — she choked out, her voice trembling with ruined panic.
— Darling, wait—
Before he could tighten his grip, Lynesse wriggled out from between his body and the pillar with frantic, desperate agility. Her heart was beating so hard it threatened to crack her ribs. She smoothed down her crumpled skirts with shaking, terrified hands, refusing to meet his dark, blown-out eyes that were still dark with unspent passion and shock.
— Do not look for me — she whispered, her voice breaking on a sob as she took three quick steps backward toward the dark servant passage.
— Wait! — Gwayne swore under his breath, taking a large stride toward her, his hand reaching out to catch her before she vanished. — Tell me your name!
Lynesse didn't answer. She turned on her heel and ran into the shadows of the Red Keep, leaving Ser Gwayne Hightower standing alone in the cold night air, his lungs burning, his lips swollen from her kisses, and his hand grasping empty air where his mysterious lady in blue had been just seconds before.
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summary: gwayne hightower had spent his life convinced that love was a privilege reserved for poets. that was until the very night when a mysterious masked stranger danced with him and carried away with her something that no dornish wine had ever made him lose: the sure knowledge of who he was.
author's note: this fanfic was TOTALLY!! inspired by the fourth bridgerton book, ‘an offer from a gentleman’, my beloved benophie and their story. i’m completely baffled by the way gwayne has managed to get into my head. even i have been surprised by the things i’ve written here, honestly. i hope you enjoy gwaynesse as much as i do. :)
warnings/genre: 16+ — NSFW content, sexual references, slow burn, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, deep yearnings, knight x bastard, self-blame, breaking with tradition, alternate universe (no dance of the dragons), aegon and rhaenyra are good siblings, damsel in disguise, benophie, gwaye hightower x female!oc, oc's, background story, smut with backstory, ormund hightower and female!oc, daeron hightower and female!oc.
reminder: this is only the prologue and chapter one. i shall post more soon :)
chapter two here.
before.
Gwayne Hightower was no rake.
Of course, he had experienced the pleasures offered by brothels. There had been nights spent in the company of beautiful women, countless glasses of Dornish wine, and early mornings that ended before the sun had even risen. In his youth, he had indulged in excesses like so many other men of his name and standing.
It was curious, however, the way he viewed his own past. There was a certain hypocrisy in his thoughts. He told himself that he was merely a man, and that men had always been granted a freedom that would never belong to women; that was how he justified his own choices, even though, deep down, he knew just how convenient that line of reasoning was to him.
But Gwayne Hightower was no rake.
At least, that was what he told himself every time he passed his mirror before leaving his chambers.
prologue.
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Lynesse Flowers had always known she was not born to attend grand balls.
From her very first breath, her fate had been mapped out by a surname she had never chosen. Whilst the legitimate daughters of House Redwyne learnt to dance, embroider, and smile for the kingdom’s most influential lords and ladies, Lynesse learnt to wash the dresses they wore, polish the table silver, and quietly clear away everything they left behind.
Ryamport was her home, but it had never belonged to her. She might have grown up amongst the vineyards, gardens, and halls of House Redwyne, but she had never been one of them. She was a Flowers, after all. A bastard. And no bastard had ever been born to waltz amidst the glow of hundreds of candles. They were not even worthy of watching such a thing happen.
Not that Lady Redwyne would ever let her forget it.
She was well-mannered enough never to raise her voice or lift a hand against the girl. Such crude cruelties were beneath a lady of the Reach; hers were far more refined. They manifested in the seats at the table that were never offered to her, in the hand-me-down gowns she received after the legitimate daughters, in the doors that were shut in her face — for the most part, rather inconspicuously — and, above all, in the way she rarely uttered her name.
— The bastard — she would say whenever she required her services.
As if Lynesse were a privilege of which the girl was unworthy. Her father did little to remedy the situation. Lord Redwyne had never denied that she bore his blood, but neither could he find the courage to acknowledge her before the realm. It was enough to provide her with food, a roof over her head, and a place amongst the servants. In his mind, that was more than many bastards could hope for.
For many, that was already an act of mercy. For Lynesse, it was simply life. And yet, she had never allowed bitterness to take root in her heart. She greeted every servant in the corridors as if they were old friends, and helped the cooks knead dough even before they asked it of her. She carried buckets for the gardeners, kept the old maester company during the quietest afternoons of prayer, and always found a few minutes to listen to the exaggerated tales of the sailors returning to port.
Everyone in Ryamport knew Lynesse Flowers, and almost everyone loved her.
— The Seven shall reward all that kindness, child — murmured the old cook, Betha, pinching her cheeks as she had done ever since she was a little girl.
— Perhaps they already have. I have you all — she would reply. — I am quite content as I am.
— No, my girl. You were born for much more than scrubbing the flagstones of this house — Betha would object, shaking her head.
Lynesse never believed that. She had learnt, far too early, to expect little from life. And yet…
There were moments when she allowed herself to dream.
When the grand halls lay empty after the banquets, she would wait for everyone to fall asleep. Then, barefoot upon the cold stone floor, lit only by the moon, she would imagine that the music was still playing. She would twirl alone amongst the columns, gently holding her simple skirts, pretending that invisible hands — preferably those of a knight in shining armour — were leading her in a dance she would never be granted.
In those moments, she was not Lynesse Flowers. She was simply a young woman who, for a few brief moments, forgot the weight of her own surname.
That morning, however, Ryamport seemed different. The castle had been bustling since sunrise. Servants were rushing through the corridors carrying trunks, seamstresses were putting the finishing stitches to silk gowns, and horses were being saddled in the stables. Barrels of the finest wine from the Arbor were being carefully stowed in the carriages.
The Redwyne family were setting off for King’s Landing. Prince Aegon was to host a grand ball in honour of his namesake, and lords from across the realm had been invited. Lynesse watched all the hustle and bustle whilst folding freshly laundered sheets. She liked to imagine what a ball would be like. The hundreds of candles reflected on the stone, the dresses swirling to the sound of the musicians, the ladies wearing jewellery that almost rivalled the brilliance of the stars.
No, it was not envy. It was curiosity. After all, all she had to do was close her eyes to dream.
— Stop sighing over the sheets and come and help me — Betha’s voice made her laugh.
— I am on my way.
She left the fabrics upon the table and headed for the kitchens, never imagining that, before nightfall, she too would be in a carriage bound for the Red Keep. Hidden amongst trunks, cloaks, and barrels of wine, like someone who must never be seen.
i. enchanted.
The journey to King’s Landing endured for days upon end. Lynesse had long since lost count of how many times she had been forced to shift her posture among the wooden trunks, solely to keep the feeling from leaving her limbs. Hidden beneath the weight of heavy woollen cloaks and casks of Arbor Gold, she scarcely dared to draw breath whenever the carriage ground to a halt for a guard to inspect the House Redwyne entourage.
When at last they passed beneath the great iron portcullis of the capital, she carefully parted a seam of the canvas covering the cargo.
King’s Landing.
It was grander and vastly more overwhelming than any tale ever spun by the sailors along the quays of Ryamport. The thoroughfares swarmed with common folk, merchants bellowed their wares into the humid air, children darted between iron-rimmed wheels, and anointed knights displayed the blazons of noble houses she had known only through the yellowed pages of the old maester’s books. Towering above the squalor stood the Red Keep, formidable atop Aegon’s Hill, as though it kept watch over every soul walking in its shadow.
Lynesse caught her breath. She had never imagined the realm could stretch so vast.
— We are nearly there — came Betha’s muffled voice from beyond the wooden panelling.
The old cook had been the singular soul to discover her hiding place before their departure from the Arbor. She had not betrayed her; she loved the girl far too deeply for such a deed. She had merely sighed, wrapped her more tightly in a woollen blanket, and slipped her a heel of bread, still warm from the hearth.
— The Seven move in ways beyond our knowing — the old woman had murmured then. — Who am I to deliver you to judgment?
The carriage finally shuddered to a halt. Lynesse waited a minute. Then another. She caught the sound of heavy boots, raised voices, the sharp orders of house stewards, and the groaning of iron axles as the heavy luggage was unloaded. Only when the clamour faded into a quiet lull did she lift the edge of the canvas with deliberate care.
— Come, swiftly — whispered Betha, awaiting her.
The cook clasped her hand just as she had done since Lynesse was a child learning her first steps. Side by side, they hurried through the postern entrances of the Red Keep, merging seamlessly with the throngs of servants bearing crates of sweet fruit, bolts of fine silk, and casks of vintage destined for the grand feast that evening. Not a single noble eye lingered upon them. Servants, after all, were invisible.
For one fleeting moment, Lynesse was profoundly grateful to be unseen.
The remainder of the morning dissolved into a blur of ceaseless labor. The kitchens roared with the clatter of copper cauldrons, whole carcasses roasting above open hearths, and servants crossing the stone flags in every direction. The rich perfume of freshly baked bread mingled with fragrant herbs and exotic spices brought across the Narrow Sea from Essos. Lynesse did as she had always done: she rendered aid wherever work demanded it, peeled roots and fruit, and carried cool water to the bakers. She even mended the frayed sleeve of a younger scullery maid. And when she observed a young girl stumble and shatter an entire tray of crystal goblets, she knelt beside her upon the flagstones before any steward could render a blow.
— Do not weep, child — she whispered, offering a gentle, reassuring smile. — Accidents happen. The Keep surely possesses three hundred more goblets identical to these.
Together, they gathered the sharp shards in silence. Later that afternoon, one of the senior handmaidens discreetly pressed a honeyed cake into her palm, offering a knowing smile.
— For shielding the little girl from the steward’s wrath — the woman said, and before Lynesse could offer her gratitude, she held up a hand. — Do not thank me. Actions speak far louder than words within these walls.
— I merely did what any other would have done — Lynesse replied, dividing the confection into two equal halves.
— No, sweet child — the handmaiden chuckled softly. — You did what only you would think to do.
Had the afternoon moved with any greater speed, it would have swept Lynesse off her feet entirely. As the sun sank behind the battlements of King’s Landing, the Red Keep underwent a grand transformation before her very eyes. The corridors once domain to rushing servants began to fill with lords draped in heavy velvet, noble ladies adorned with river pearls, and knights whose silken cloaks swept across the stone floor behind them.
She observed the spectacle from the shadows, as she had done all her life. She harboured no bitterness — she never did. It was simply the natural wonder of a girl who had not been born for such grandeur.
She longed to know what it felt like to live without measuring every word that passed her lips. What it felt like to enter the Great Hall through the grand archways rather than the servant passages, without lowering one’s gaze when crossing paths with those of high birth.
— You are daydreaming once more — Betha remarked, appearing behind her with a woven basket of crusty bread.
— I was merely watching — Lynesse smiled, her eyes remaining fixed upon the procession.
— Watching too intently brings weariness to the heart, my girl.
Lynesse let out a soft, melodic laugh.
— When did you become so full of wisdom?
— Ever since I grew too old to chase after inquisitive young maidens.
Their laughter was light, an echo that seemed almost out of place amid the rigid solemnity of the Red Keep, where every step was measured. Just as Betha turned to take her leave, a harsh voice echoed down the stone passage.
— Betha! You are required in the kitchens! At once!
— May the Mother grant me patience — the old cook sighed softly. She turned her gaze back to Lynesse. — Keep yourself clear of trouble.
— I always do.
— That is precisely what causes me concern — Betha replied, arching a grey eyebrow.
Lynesse was completing the task of folding heavy linens when she caught the sound of hushed whispers emanating from a small chamber adjacent to the laundry.
— Is she still within? — Indeed she is. — Bring her inside.
Me?, she thought, her brows knitting together in confusion.
The wooden door swung inward, revealing four handmaidens — girls hailing from Ryamport — who regarded her with smiles that promised mischief. Wylla, Betha, Mireen, and Gaelle.
— Step inside — Betha bade her. — Quickly now.
Before she could query them, Lynesse crossed the threshold, and the iron lock clicked firmly into place behind her.
— Why have you locked the door?
— Because had we not, you would have fled down the corridor.
Lynesse crossed her arms over her chest, a sudden wave of anxiety tightening within her.
Wylla glided toward a massive chest of dark oak, slowly lifting its iron-bound lid. Resting within the velvet interior lay a gown of soft blue, of a shade so pale and clear it mirrored the pristine waters of the summer sea. Embroidered with intricate silver threads that caught the torchlight, it was almost dazzling to behold. Lynesse’s eyes widened in sheer astonishment.
— No…
— Yes.
— Do not even entertain the thought.
— We have entertained it for many weeks now.
— You have lost your senses. Entirely lost them.
— Indeed, we have.
Lynesse took a cautious step backward.
— Lady Redwyne shall notice immediately.
— She failed to notice when Lord Redwyne bedded a serving maid and begot you, did she not? — Wylla muttered, earning an immediate, sharp slap on the arm from Mireen. — What? I speak only the truth!
— Mind your manners!
— I cannot do this — Lynesse hissed, her voice trembling.
— Lyn, why ever not?
Because it is not my place. Because no bastard belongs in that hall. Because beautiful dreams inevitably crumble into ruin. None of those truths escaped her lips. She remained silent, yet the maidens understood the unspoken words all the same.
— You have truly lost your minds.
— Perhaps — Mireen replied with a careless shrug. — Yet it is in service of a noble cause.
Lynesse lowered her gaze to the garment once more. Delicate silver threads traced the pattern of tiny grapevines along the length of the skirt, and the sheer sleeves appeared light enough to drift upon a breeze. It was exquisite. No, it was perfection itself. Far too magnificent for her hands even to brush against.
— To whom did it belong? — Lynesse whispered.
— Your aunt — Wylla answered quietly. — Lady Olenne.
The younger sister of Lord Redwyne. She had perished years ago of a sudden fever, before ever having worn the precious gown. Lynesse retained only a faint, distant memory of her face.
— She was not my…
— Have done with belittling yourself, Lynesse — Betha’s voice interrupted firmly as she stepped into the room, her patience worn thin. — Yes, she was your aunt. You carry the blood of Lord Redwyne within your veins, child. It is time we accepted reality.
— The gown has laid forgotten at the bottom of a trunk since her passing — Gaelle added gently. — Not a soul shall miss it for a single evening.
Lynesse ran her fingertips across the fine weave, scarcely daring to press against it.
— I ought not to do this. Should they discover us… — she began.
— They shall have to punish us all — Wylla declared.
— Then it is settled — Lynesse said, raising her eyes to meet theirs. — I shall not go.
— You see? That is precisely why we turned the key in the lock — Gaelle laughed softly.
— I speak in earnest.
— As do we.
Betha stepped forward with slow, deliberate grace. Her calloused, wrinkled hands cupped Lynesse’s face with the same profound tenderness she had shown since the girl was an infant in swaddling clothes.
— Hear me well, child — she murmured, waiting until Lynesse met her gaze. — You have washed, pressed, and dried the gowns of noble ladies your entire life. You have braided their hair, polished their goblets, and sustained their smiles. Do you not believe you deserve a single night of your own?
Lynesse felt a tight knot constrict her throat.
— I…
— Answer me, girl.
She could not. In the depths of her heart, she did not know. She had never permitted herself to ponder what she deserved, only what was demanded of her. Betha offered a smile of profound warmth.
— Then permit us to choose for you on this night.
Before another protest could pass her lips, two of the maidens were already unravelling the heavy braid that bound her hair.
— Wait!
— Be still now.
The small stone chamber resonated with hushed laughter. While one brushed her long, flame-red tresses until they gleamed, another subtly adjusted the hem of the gown. A third retrieved ribbons of spun silk from a sewing basket, while Betha observed the transformation like a proud matriarch. For the first time in all her years, Lynesse felt no lingering shame of her bastardy. She felt only… cherished.
When their task was finished, Wylla placed a small mask of pale blue silk upon the table. It was unadorned with precious gems or gold leaf, yet delicately crafted with leaf motifs sweeping across its edges.
— Now, only this remains.
Lynesse lifted the mask into her hands. The polished mirror returned the image of a face she scarcely recognized. It was not merely the elegance of the gown, nor the hair pinned so exquisitely back, nor the ribbon woven through her soft curls. It was the radiant spark within her own eyes — a light that had been absent for far too long.
— You are breathtaking, Lynesse.
— Do not say such things.
— Wherefore not?
— Because when the sun rises tomorrow, everything returns to what it was.
— Perhaps — Betha replied before any other could utter a word. — Yet tomorrow has not yet arrived.
okay so law of assumption works. i've seen it, i've lived it, and TODAY the universe decided to send the confirmation in the form of a golden potato and honestly? most divine thing that's ever happened to me.
because think about it. what is this potato doing? it's just BEING golden. it's not stressing. it's not checking the 3D. it's not asking "but what if the good news doesn't come." it just EXISTS in its golden era fully and completely and the good news is already on the way. this potato is literally a neville goddard student and it doesn't even know it.
and now it's on your screen. that's not a coincidence. u attracted this potato. the potato is a sign. the potato is the universe winking at u going "yes dear it's working."
so we reblog. we assume. we receive. we thank the potato later.
i don't make the rules i just trust the process and apparently also the produce. 🥔✨
TIPS I WOULD GIVE TO PEOPLE WHO JUST DISCOVERED LAW OF ASSUMPTION
hello, my little grasshoppers! i hope you are all well, just like me. i have just started my year and taken charge of my revised life the moment the clock struck midnight on january 1st, and since then, many things have manifested themselves and come into my physical reality.
i decided to write this post for all those who are new to the law of assumption, or even those who are confused about what they know about the law, and i hope i can help you better understand how it works!
1. REALITY IS MALLEABLE
to say that reality is malleable or mouldable means that the physical world is not a rigid, independent structure, but rather a plastic reflection of your consciousness. the central idea is that the outside world is “you pushed out” (everyone is you pushed out). if reality is mouldable, it means that it reacts to your internal changes. if you change your self-image (your ‘assumption’), the physical world, being malleable, is forced to reorganise itself to reflect this new image.
example:
imagine you have a difficult boss who you believe is critical and unfair.
you try to change his behaviour by arguing or trying to please him (physical effort). nothing changes. you ignore his current behavior and begin to assume internally, ‘my boss recognises my value and treats me with respect,’ feeling, physically and mentally, that this is already real, already happening.
the result: since reality is malleable, his behaviour ‘softens.’ he may start praising you out of the blue, or he may be transferred and a new boss, who fits your new assumption, takes his place. needless to say, his behaviour changes; after all, internally, he has always treated you with respect and values you. the ‘moulding’ happens through a change in your mental attitude.
2. TIME DOES NOT EXIST.
saying that time does not exist does not mean that your watch is a lie, but rather that “now” is the only reality. in Neville's view, time is an illusion of our physical senses. everything exists simultaneously.
imagine reality as a film on a reel. although the projector shows one scene at a time (which gives us the sense of time), all the scenes — the beginning, middle, and end — already exist on the reel right now.
the version of you that is already successful, healthy, or married is not something that ‘will be created’ in the future. it already exists as a possibility in a state of consciousness right now. You don't create anything; you just tune your perception to a different scene in the film.
Neville said, ‘eternity exists now.’ if you can feel the relief of having what you want right now, you have eliminated the time gap. physical reality (which is malleable and a little slower) just ‘catches up’ to what you have already experienced internally.
if you feel that your desire is ‘far away’ or that ‘it will take time,’ you are creating time.
if you assume the feeling of desire fulfilled now, you ‘collapse’ time. time is only the delay between your internal change and external manifestation, but in consciousness (the only reality), the fact is already real.
3. BE ON THE STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED
assuming the state of fulfilled desire means making a change in identity, where you cease to be someone who “wants” something and become someone who already has that something. in the practice of the law of assumption, desire is seen as a sign that your current version is lacking; therefore, to manifest, you must abandon the posture of seeking. instead of asking for or waiting for something to happen in the future, you mentally occupy the position of someone who is already living the experience, adjusting your thoughts, internal conversations, and reactions as if your goal were a fait accompli in your biography.
this practice requires you to temporarily ignore the evidence of your physical senses, which may be screaming that the desire has not yet been fulfilled. living in the end means that if you desire wealth, you do not act mentally like someone who is “trying to get rich”, but rather like someone who already has financial security. this change alters your vibrational “tone” and your self-image; you stop looking at your desire and start looking from it. it is as if you are already at the top of the mountain, looking back at the path you have travelled, instead of looking up with fatigue and longing.
i am not becoming what i desire; i am now what my vision affirms me to be, and the world has no choice but to witness my conviction.
reminder: you don't need to believe to practice. you just need to feel.
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