anti social

The moment I’m all alone and have nothing to distract me is when I fall apart and I give in to self destructive behavior

people would rather lose you than fix situations, this generation weird to me

texting used to be so fun when i was younger now it feels like a task

Can we normalize ignoring people until you're in a good mindset to reply? thanks

do you always feel like you’re a burden to others or are you normal?

The bpd urge to RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY

Wenn wir Nähe am meisten brauchen, distanzieren wir uns am meisten...

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

"Du würdest nicht einen Tag überleben wenn du meine Gedanken hören würdest"