Welcome To Madness

So there’s this guy who told me he likes me. Well, not out of the blue. We bonded over random things like Hamilton and drawing. And when I mean random, I just mentioned it out of the blue and BAM! He fucking knows about it and talks to me about it. 

This dude, who didn’t pressure me to do anything. He let me lead the convos, although sometimes it drives me insane because sometimes I don’t know what to say. But he’s fine with it. Fine with me staying silent while scribbling or maybe typing. This guy stayed up late with me, on-call, when I was studying for my exams but keep on getting distracted. This guy, who sang me to sleep when my thoughts were too loud. This guy who was okay with me not telling him, explicitly, what I feel. Who is fine with me sending him poetry I find on Pinterest to explain what I actually feel. Who answers my random ass math questions I found on the internet. Who accepted my flaws and told me he likes (more than like) anyway. Who reminds me of sunsets.

“Shore”

Painted on PS [2021.02] round brush + 6B pencil