Nini | they/he | 20s | occasional nsfw, minors dni
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masterlist of my fics below the cut!
Wolfstar(bucks)
WIPs
Different is(n’t) Bad (2/3) - The sweater...isn't oversized anymore. Not really. It's certainly not tight or anything, but it looks different.
Love on the Fly **ON HIATUS** - Remus can’t believe he fell asleep on the hot stranger sitting next to him on this plane. He immediately regrets every single minute of his life that’s led him here.
Completed Chaptered Fics
From the Very Core of Him - “Welcome to Lupin’s Luxury Wands! I’m Remus. How may I help you today?” the man asks, and…oh. If Sirius found him attractive before…well, there’s no word for what he thinks now.
“Hello, I…erm. I need a new wand.” Way to state the obvious, he berates himself.
a thousand words are left unsaid - Remus has selective mutism. Sirius…gets him flustered. A lot.
Remus Lupin and the Magical Powers of Frosting - Single dad Remus takes a cake decorating class. It does not go well. Featuring clumsy mishaps, friendship, cute babies, and maybe a little romance.
Becoming Remus this Christmas - Christmas is drawing near and Sirius wants to do something special for his boyfriend. Remus had come out as trans a few weeks ago, and he’s excited to show his boyfriend how much he loves him just the way he is.
Oneshots
My Cat is a Thief - He eventually realised that the items that had been randomly popping up in his garden and yard, occasionally even littered across the porch or walkway, were the fruits of a sneaky crime spree undertaken by his cat.
as euphoric as this (E) - Remus is trans and self-conscious about his body. Sirius absolutely worships him.
the moon sinks her claws deep (M) - Remus has to go to St. Mungo’s after a full moon for the very first time.
Not a Crush - Sirius knows he’s gay. He does not know he’s in love with his two best friends. Or, a Wolfstarbucks pre-relationship oneshot (part 1 of 3)!
I’ll Tell You Someday, I Promise - Sirius is coming out to his boyfriend, Remus, as asexual tonight. He is very, very nervous about it.
Teach Me How to Love - Remus pathetically yearns for a man he’s gone on one date with. Unfortunately (or fortunately), the man himself finds out just how far gone Remus is.
Some Things You Just Can’t Speak About - Remus has missed a lot of things due to his disability, but somehow, it never gets easier.
begging for you to take my hand - Remus and Sirius are soulmates. Remus, being demiromantic, is not sure how he feels about that.
Hollanov
Impossible, Intimidating, Undeniable (E) - Shane has a very serious problem after his and Ilya’s visit to the gym. He handles it extremely calmly.
Canon compliant; part 1 of a series of HR missing scenes
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always such a struggle when you get to the sex scene part of the fic you're writing and you're not horny at all. i don't know. their things were touching. without ANY underwear. the end.
When Ducky's ducklings hatched, Remus' eager face was the first they saw - sparkling brown eyes and mussed honey-colored curls sticking up at every angle, a bright grin (minus his two front teeth) aimed down at them. He spent so much time with them, in fact, that it became a common sight to see Remus toddling around the property with a trail of ducklings marching behind him, a stick in his hand held high like he was leading a marching band (he had songs for them, as well).
This was a particularly endearing sight to Hope on dark, drizzly days, when she would dress him up in his bright yellow rain boots, coat, and hat.
~ Rumspringa, chapter one, by @lifeisabitch-butimcute
okay sooo i finally started reading Rumspringa the other day and am absolutely obsessed! i have literally only read chapter 1 so far but i immediately knew i needed to draw this scene. i had fun playing around with a more cartoony style than my usual and also with accepting imperfection/trying not to get too obsessed with small details. i was able to finish this one in just about four hours! Luci, thank you so much for the beauty of Rumspringa and i cannot wait to read more 💛
can we get headcanons for remus w overstimulation kink?
sureeee
everything stays consensual, communicative, and wrapped in that bone-deep trust they have. sirius is a quick learner and absolutely obsessed with pushing remus apart
remus has always been the steady one, the one in control, but in bed he secretly craves the moments where he loses it completely
overstimulation hits that spot for him, because it brings the overwhelming pleasure that tips into too much, too good, until he’s shaking and babbling
he doesn’t ask for it right away. it takes months of sirius coaxing it out of him with patient teasing and careful observation. sirius notices how remus’ hips jerk and his breath hitches when touches linger just past the peak, how his voice goes wrecked and small
sirius starts experimenting gently. after remus comes the first time (from sirius’ mouth working him slow and thorough), sirius doesn’t pull off. he keeps sucking lightly, tongue swirling, hand stroking the oversensitive skin until remus’ thighs tremble and he’s gasping “baby—fuck—too much—” but his fingers are threaded tight in sirius’ hair, not pulling away
sirius looks up with those storm-grey eyes, checking in softly “okay, moony?” and when remus chokes out “yes—don’t stop”, sirius hums happily and doubles down
remus gets beautifully overwhelmed. his usual calm voice fractures into broken moans and whimpers, scars flushing pink across his chest and shoulders. sirius loves the contrast of this man who carries the world suddenly reduced to trembling, oversensitive nerves and desperate little sounds
he’ll edge remus close again with fingers and tongue, then keep going right through the second orgasm, pressing a hand down on his lower belly to feel the way his muscles spasm. remus’ legs kick weakly, heels digging into the mattress, but he always leans into it, trusting sirius to catch him
they develop rituals around it. sirius learns exactly how remus likes the intensity: firm pressure at first, then feather-light touches that make him sob with overstimulation
sometimes sirius rides him slow and deep, grinding down even after remus has come, clenching around him until remus is arching off the bed, tears slipping from the corners of his eyes from how good it hurts. sirius kisses them away, murmuring “you’re so fucking perfect like this, taking everything i give you. let me hear you, baby”.
remus gets shy about admitting how much he needs it, but sirius makes it safe. he spends hours working him over (multiple rounds with toys, his mouth, his hands), until remus is a sweaty, boneless mess
after everything sirius wraps him up in soft blankets, feeds him water and chocolate, strokes his hair and praises him endlessly
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12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?
hmm i know there are a lot but i’m struggling to think of too many. i’m definitely less anti-omegaverse than i used to be; i wouldn’t say i like it overall but there are specific scenarios/characterizations in which i enjoy it! also age gap—i’m still a bit conservative with it/don’t enjoy the really big ones but my tolerance has def gone up.
23. What's a trope, AU, or concept you've never written, but would like to?
ooh this is a fun one! i think i’d like to write childhood friends to lovers? i looove reading it but i’ve never written it properly. arguably Not a Crush is in fact childhood friends to lovers but it skips over the “childhood friends” part and goes straight to right before they get together. i’d also quite like to write wolfstar as parents together; i’ve had them as single parents/guardians to teddy or harry before but never them having a baby together. maybe marriage of convenience could be fun too…i could go on forever haha there’s so so many things i want to write!
questions for fic writers here; anyone’s welcome to send in asks still! :)
2. Go to your AO3 "Works" page, to the sidebar with all the filters, and click the drop-down arrow for "Additional Tags." What are your top 3-5 most used tags? Do you think they accurately represent your writing habits?
In order, they are alternate universe - modern setting (11), alternate universe - muggle (9), fluff (7), disabled remus lupin (7), chronically ill remus lupin (6). i’d say this is pretty accurate yes! it’s probably exactly how i’d describe my own writing,
10. How do you decide what to write?
this is pretty simple for me honestly, i just write whatever i want to write. i try my best not to hold myself to arbitrary rules like finishing a fic before starting a new one, not writing something because it’s similar to something i’ve written before or that someone else has, etc. if i have an idea i’m thinking about a lot and want to write it, i write it!
40. Do you tend to reread fics or are you a one-and-done kind of person?
okay SO. i am mostly a one-and-done kind of reader but not because i don’t like the idea of rereads. i think rereads sound really lovely. but my problem is i’m a pretty slow reader, and on top of that i have limited time/energy to read, so it just feels more practical i guess? to read new fics. i’d rather get to as many new fics as i can than spend time on things i’ve already read once. my tbr is too long for rereads 😂
Hiya! Would love to hear about 8, 26, and 41 for the ask game!! <3
hello! thanks for the ask! tagging @brandileigh2003 because she also asked about 26 :)
8. What song would make a great fic (to either write or read)?
so for some reason every time i hear The Magic by The Aces my immediate thought is it would make such an amazing sapphic wolfstar fic! i don’t really have any interest in writing sapphic wolfstar myself but i love reading them so this would def be one i’d want to read
26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?
well my wip is at 30k and only 9% dialogue so…i think no dialogue 😂 i really enjoy writing remus’s internal monologue and fun descriptions of things that don’t get spoken out loud.
41. Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”
i feel like i need to start keeping a list of these because there are so many but whenever i get asked i forget them all! but i definitely feel this way about the end of the world (as i know it) by @foxesandsharks! it’s about remus getting diagnosed with end-stage kidney failure in his twenties. the emotions are so raw and visceral, and the relationships between the characters feel so real and complex. the author also writes such beautiful metaphors, it’s all just…so so lovely. i’m a chapter or two behind on it and i definitely need to catch up soon!
questions for fic writers here if you’d like to ask!
hi since we all love platonic lilypad so much may i suggest. lily & sirius bonding over their estranged siblings.
checking in with each other after the holidays— "did he give you the silent treatment again?" "did she try to belittle you in front of her friends again?", sirius being there when lily sends her letters home and being there for her when she doesn't get a letter back, lily comforting sirius when he has another fight with reg.
they're the only ones who truly understand what it's like. none of the other marauders or valkyries know what it's like to have a sibling and for them to hate you and everything you are. sirius understands why lily hates it when her friends insult petunia. lily understands why sirius acts like he's fine whenever he's insulting reg.
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You do realize if you don't like something you can simply switch tabs & not publicly rant about it on the internet...right? No one is holding a gun to your head & forcing you to read a fanfic, something that someone (yes, a real person!) has taken the time to write & permitted you to read for free. This is why the fandom is losing so many incredible artists & writers.
and guess what? if you REALLY want to complain about a fic, you can simply dm a friend and complain privately instead of being an asshole. i complain to my friends about fics or tumblr headcanons i didn’t enjoy sometimes! no one’s saying you can’t dislike things or even that you can’t express those feelings. just find a way to do so that’s respectful to other human beings. complain in private dms, make a tumblr post and post it on private, make your own private discord server so you can scream into the void, literally whatever.
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sirius and remus having a portrait drawing date night, but remus can’t draw to save his life. sirius is sat opposite him with the most focused expression, his hands stained grey with pencil dust. he takes another hour before finally showing remus, who wells up in awe because sirius so perfectly captured his features, each scar and every freckle
