Nini | they/he | 20s | occasional nsfw, minors dni
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I do not support AI usage in any capacity, and especially not in fandom. I have never used AI in any step of my writing or drawing process. If you use AI or support it my blog is not for you. Do not under any circumstances feed my art or fics to AI.
I also do NOT support JK Rowling. She has explicitly shown how she uses her money to actively take away trans people’s rights. Do not give her money. This means absolutely do not visit the parks or studio tours, buy official merch, buy or stream the books or movies, stream the new TV series OR promote it/discuss it publicly even if you watch it illegally, etc. If you do any of these things you are directly and personally funding transphobia and I do not want you here.
masterlist of my fics below the cut!
Wolfstar(bucks)
WIPs
Different is(n’t) Bad (2/3) - The sweater...isn't oversized anymore. Not really. It's certainly not tight or anything, but it looks different.
Love on the Fly **ON HIATUS** - Remus can’t believe he fell asleep on the hot stranger sitting next to him on this plane. He immediately regrets every single minute of his life that’s led him here.
Completed Chaptered Fics
From the Very Core of Him - “Welcome to Lupin’s Luxury Wands! I’m Remus. How may I help you today?” the man asks, and…oh. If Sirius found him attractive before…well, there’s no word for what he thinks now.
“Hello, I…erm. I need a new wand.” Way to state the obvious, he berates himself.
a thousand words are left unsaid - Remus has selective mutism. Sirius…gets him flustered. A lot.
Remus Lupin and the Magical Powers of Frosting - Single dad Remus takes a cake decorating class. It does not go well. Featuring clumsy mishaps, friendship, cute babies, and maybe a little romance.
Becoming Remus this Christmas - Christmas is drawing near and Sirius wants to do something special for his boyfriend. Remus had come out as trans a few weeks ago, and he’s excited to show his boyfriend how much he loves him just the way he is.
Oneshots
My Cat is a Thief - He eventually realised that the items that had been randomly popping up in his garden and yard, occasionally even littered across the porch or walkway, were the fruits of a sneaky crime spree undertaken by his cat.
as euphoric as this (E) - Remus is trans and self-conscious about his body. Sirius absolutely worships him.
the moon sinks her claws deep (M) - Remus has to go to St. Mungo’s after a full moon for the very first time.
Not a Crush - Sirius knows he’s gay. He does not know he’s in love with his two best friends. Or, a Wolfstarbucks pre-relationship oneshot (part 1 of 3)!
I’ll Tell You Someday, I Promise - Sirius is coming out to his boyfriend, Remus, as asexual tonight. He is very, very nervous about it.
Teach Me How to Love - Remus pathetically yearns for a man he’s gone on one date with. Unfortunately (or fortunately), the man himself finds out just how far gone Remus is.
Some Things You Just Can’t Speak About - Remus has missed a lot of things due to his disability, but somehow, it never gets easier.
begging for you to take my hand - Remus and Sirius are soulmates. Remus, being demiromantic, is not sure how he feels about that.
Hollanov
Impossible, Intimidating, Undeniable (E) - Shane has a very serious problem after his and Ilya’s visit to the gym. He handles it extremely calmly.
Canon compliant; part 1 of a series of HR missing scenes
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sirius knows minnie’s office window faces the quidditch pitch, and that’s partly why he was every bit the show-off james was during practice, he just kept pushing the limits to see which one of his tricks would finally send minnie bursting out onto the grass, screaming his full name in that sharp, frantic voice and ordering him off the broom right this instant. sirius loved minnie’s attention but he never knew how to ask for it without getting another detention. he still needed his “parental love” to be wrapped as the punishments because that’s the only way he has learnt to accept it
For whoever needs the reminder (including me, myself and I): You're allowed to make an easy plot twist in your fics. You're allowed to indulge yourself in a bit of drama, and "Oh. Oh!" moments, and characters being completely oblivious, and anything else you consider "cliché". Anything fun, basically. Don't lose the ancient texts 🫶
we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write gen fics. we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write character studies and stories with no focus on romance or sex. we have to get on our knees and thank the brave soldiers in fandom who write about minor characters and friendship and family with no focus on romance or sex. i know it’s hard to care about characters in a world that seems to only revolve around ships but i see you. and i love you
hiya! sticking to the same wip i have been talking about incessantly lately
2. share a snippet from either the fourth line, fourth paragraph, or fourth page of a wip
my fourth line and fourth paragraph are both sort of boring snips so i turned on page view in ellipsus just to find a snippet from page 4 😂
“Remus is simply not strong enough to resist the reappearance of Sirius Black in his vicinity. However much it hurts to be around him, Remus’s frantic, ongoing attempts to evict Sirius from his heart and move on with his life haven’t been successful, so it hurts at least as much to be so far away from him.”
7. describe a wip in five words or less
this was surprisingly hard! but i’m going with “wolfstar’s ill-advised summer fling.”
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the thing about ai witch hunt is that instead of spreading awareness about why and how ai can be harmful, people focus their energy on harassing other people instead. so instead of actually achieving something, fandom space and the internet as a whole just became twice as toxic because people have found a ✨noble way✨ to tell other people to off themselves and get praises for it. you’re not helping. you’re part of the problem
why don’t americans use the word wank!! it is…such a nice word ugh no other word captures the precise perfect vibe that wank has. like wtf else am i supposed to say, he jerked off? no. completely different vibe.
Writer confidence is not a thing you build and then have. It's a thing you have for about eleven minutes after writing something good and then it evaporates and you have to make more. There is no reservoir. There is no saving it up. You produce it fresh each time from scratch like some kind of emotional artisan bread and if you don't write for a few days you run out and have to start the whole process over again from flour.
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i don’t usually like giving specific timelines because the unpredictable nature of chronic illness means i often can’t keep to them buuut i’m planning/hoping to start posting my new fic on august 1! at the pace i’ve been writing i should be nearly if not entirely done writing by then, and it’ll just be editing left. i am…way too excited tbh, can’t wait to shove it in everyone’s faces!!
"Moony and I decided that if we're both still single at thirty, we're going to marry each other."
James choked on his pumpkin juice. Lily, who had been lazily playing with the ends of James’s hair, froze.
"You what?" James wheezed.
"It’s a pact," Sirius explained casually, reaching over to steal a piece of bacon off Remus’s plate. Remus didn't even look up from his book; he just automatically shifted his plate an inch closer to Sirius so it would be easier for him to reach. "If we hit thirty and neither of us has found a wife, we'll just tie the knot. For tax purposes. And because I can't cook."
Lily stared at them. She looked at Sirius, who was currently wearing one of Remus’s jumpers, and then at Remus, who was using Sirius’s knee as an armrest.
"Right," she snorted. "A pact."
"Yeah," Remus mumbled. "It’s practical. We already know we can tolerate each other."
"Tolerate," James repeated, incredulous. "Sirius, you literally threatened to hex a first-year yesterday because they bumped into Remus in the corridor."
"He was moving entirely too fast," Sirius defended, looking genuinely offended. "Moony has bad joints."
"And Remus," Lily continued. "You spent three hours last week mending a tear in Sirius's jacket by hand because he claimed the reparo charm makes the leather 'feel itchy.'"
"He has very sensitive skin, Lily," Remus defended. "You know he only sleeps on silk pillowcases."
James rubbed his face with both hands, looking like he was rapidly losing his grip on reality.
"You two have lived in each other’s pockets for six years. You pushed your beds together since fourth year, you sign your Christmas cards together, Sirius only lets you cut his hair and refuses to study unless his feet are resting in your lap. Yesterday, I watched Sirius eat a piece of toast directly out of Remus's hand."
"My nails were drying," Sirius argued. "I couldn't risk smudging the polish."
"You're already married!" James exclaimed, throwing his arms up. "You just haven't signed the paperwork! I feel like I'm third-wheeling a sixty-year marriage every time I sit in my own dormitory!"
Sirius scoffed, rolling his eyes at Remus. "We are not inviting him to the wedding.”
James put his head down on the table and refused to speak for the rest of breakfast.
Genuinely furious about what generative AI has done to creative spaces and I don't think it gets talked about enough in the right way.
Not the slop itself. The atmosphere. The fact that readers are now scared and defensive and running everything through a mental checklist of "does this seem AI." The fact that writers have to screenshot their drafts and document their process just to prove they're a real person who made a real thing. The fact that improving at your craft, getting more precise, more intentional, more layered, now registers as suspicious to some people because that's exactly what the generators are copyinf.
It has poisoned the default trust between creators and audiences and that trust was not theirs to take.
And the people paying for it are not the companies. It's the writers who almost didn't post. The artists who did post and got accused anyway. The people who spent years getting genuinely good at something and are now having that thrown back at them as evidence of wrongdoing. The people who are so tired of defending themselves that they're starting to wonder if it's even worth making anything at all.
That's the damage. That's what's actually been done here. And the people responsible for it don't care and will never care and that makes me so angry I don't quite have the words for it.
We didn't ask for this. We didn't deserve it. And we're allowed to be furious about it.
Wolfstar who, on their first date, realized that they couldn't get ready in the dorm because they share a dorm so they both snatch a bunch of clothes and accessories and in sirius' case makeup throughout the day and it leads into the Remus barging into the girl's dorm for help just to find Sirius half dressed with curlers in his hair and all the girls yelling at him to leave as if he's about to see the bride before the wedding
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i’m trying very hard to finish this fic, or at least get the majority of it written, before i begin posting because i ended up in a not great spot with Love on the Fly and i think not posting while something is brand-new and barely written will work better for me, but i’m up to 17.1k now and getting antsy to share it aaaaaaaahh how do people do this!!!
on the plus side my best guess is i’m a third of the way through? so that’s pretty good! maybe at two thirds i can revisit the idea of posting, idk
