⟡ ݁₊ ⊹love is a kaleidoscope⊹₊ ݁ ⟡

i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

please don’t spend your life convincing yourself that love or joy is reserved for the idealized version of you that only exists in the future

[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

idgaf if my parents are disappointed in me I'm not impressed by them either

when i grow up i want to be myself

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

I'm a real weak kid, I can't handle my shit

is anyone gonna match my wasted youth