yeah,,,I wanna come out as transmasc whose genderfluid and whose gender slides around depending on how I feel,,,Im mostly a guy though. I wanna still go by he/him but I'm not a binary guy who follows gender rules,,,, I'ma boy with boobs who can be both masc and fem,,, this feels cathartic.

Your au Jax can't speak or show much emotion right? So are there any sort of traits, from post abstraction, she still has?

the amazing digital circus is a show about empathy and what it does to you if you go too long without a support system so the show starts with sympathizing with Pomni (the most empathetic person, easy), ep2 is empathizing with an NPC in a game (no flaws), ep3 is empathizing with a man who has dementia, ep4 is empathizing with someone who annoys you when they're unmasking, ep5 is asking you to empathize with a rich white woman and so on....

I watched that try guys video on voodoo and I quite literally almost broke down in tears. how a religion derived from our ancestors has been heavily demonized to hell and back by the media, and because of western imperialism.it made me want to connect to my own spirituality. I'm a black person with heavy ancestry from the Yoruba people too. it made me reflect how colonialism quite literally forcefully stomped out a lot of traditions from both the African and indigenous people here. yet, we still preserve heavy aspects of our culture that was almost erased.

If you ever hear the phrase "fascism is aesthetics as politics," that's what this post is talking about.