commissions open !!^

Miley thank you little queen, I always knew we could count on you.

This is why Marcus and us will always fw you sweetie, you're always keeping it real

THIS CONVERSATION WITH HIS DAD WAS SO NEEDED!!! THEY BOTH LOVED EACH OTHER BUT BOTH OF THEM LIVED WITH GUILT AND FEAR AND DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO MEET IN THE MIDDLE UNTIL IT WAS ALMOST TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!

........Lawrence you can't just fucking say that like that

HE SAW HIS MOM ONE LAST TIME!!!!

HE KEPT LISTENING TO HIS VOICEMAIL JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK I ACTUALLY MANIFESTED HIM CRYING AS WELL!!!!!! CURSE ME!!!! FREAKING CURSE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO NO NO STOP!!!!! STOP STOP PLEASE I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!!! WAKE UP PRESTON PLEASE!!!!! PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!

I fucking manifested hallucination Preston too much!!!! This is my fucking fault!!!!! Fuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!

Preston's letter was 14 pages...... 14 GODDAMN PAGES! I can't do this anymore....

I can't really bring myself to post what Preston wrote about his assault because it made me sick to my stomach to read, but him clinging to his dad to not take him back to his mom's house and him describing how he started dissassociating during the times he was taken advantage, the things that monster would say to him to manipulate Preston.... god I haven't felt this sick since I read the scene where Niko saw the video of Brandon's assult in GoF.....

IT WAS NEVER JUST PHYSICAL FOR NEITHER OF THEM!!! THREY HAVE ALWAY, FREAKING ALWAYS LOVED EACH OTHER!!!!

I had a feeling about the therapist BUT EVEN LENIN WASN'T REAL!?!?!? I HAVE BEEN WISHING DEATH UPON A HALLUCINATION!?!?! FML!!!!

NOOOOOOO!!!!! NOT THE FUCKING SAFEWORD!!!!!!!!!!! PRESTON NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE COULDN'T EVEN TALK TO MILEY!!!!! HE COULDN'T EVEN TALK TO HER BECAUSE IT HURT TOO MUCH TO LOOK AT HER AND HE WOULD LIE TO BOTH MILEY AND HIMSELF!!!!! RINA WHY ARE YOU EVIL!!!!!

I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!

HE WAS SHOT ON HIS FUCKING BIRTHDAY!?!?!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!!?!?!?!

I knew that prologue was a bad premonition I FREAKING GODDAMN KNEW IT!!!!!

NO NO NO NO STOP THIS MADNESS!!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!

I'M SORRY I LOVED YOU!?!?!? WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING SAY THAT OH MY GOD NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

ABSOLUTELY THE FUCK NO YOU AIN'T!!!!! NUH UH!!!!!! STAY PUT RIGHT FCKING THERE!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!! NO I SAID!!!!!!!

FUUUUUUUUCK HIS DAD KNOWS ABOUT THOSE TWO NOW!!!!!! WHO ARE THEY!!!!!!!!!!!