destruction is beauty

“Too afraid?” The Mayan considered this for a moment. It’s not that he couldn’t see it or understand where the sentiment came from, he just had never really considered it himself. Sure, Kairo had many scary sides, he was a dark god like himself. But, perhaps the fact that they were both dark gods had meant that Caça wasn’t afraid of him. Not that Camazotz was generally afraid of anything really… Most things he could build control around, and those he cou;dn’t he’d handle when they would come. That said, fear was not an emotion fully unfamiliar either. “Does it please you people find you scary?” He asked curiously.

“I wouldn’t say that it pleases me, so much as confuses me,” he responded honestly, speaking in a slow, velvety voice. He pushed Camazotz’ hair back, meeting the other God’s eyes, “Do you think I’m scary?” Sometimes Kairo wondered what people would actually consider scary - Was it his lethargic way of slithering through the night? Or the dark colour of his eyes? Or perhaps they were just afraid of the idea of his - but ironically, the God of Evil wasn’t necessarily Evil - not in his eyes anyway.

“It was your bright idea to use a spirit board, and now look what’s happening!”

A half-smile adored Camazotz his features at the comment as he let his eyes remain closed for now. He hadn’t initially meant to let the sound slip out of course, but he was comfortable and Kairo was seriously quite remarkable at this. He hadn’t necessarily expected it from the other god but he was happily surprised. And he didn’t feel embarassed about the sound of appreciation. “You’re good at it.” He said. He also had realized that the last time someone had washed his hair for him was long ago. People didn’t usually honor him with the favor. Not that the opportunity would come up that often anyways. “You must have given massages often?” Caça asked as he let his curiosity have free reign. 

“No, I don’t believe that I do,” he responded honestly, rather enjoying the way wet hair sat in uneven sections and general disarray, “And I’ve never had a cat either, I must add.” Because, indeed, washing Camazotz’ hair was very similar to bathing a feline. Perhaps it was time for him to get one: but he or she must enjoy the dark and quiet of course. “Do people often do it for you?” he questioned, “Aside from in salons. I find that people are usually too afraid touch me.”

“  crying is very punk,  trust me,  i do it all the time   &   i am a punk.  ” “  do i like him or is he just tall?  ” “  not to be dramatic but if i don’t get my life together i will die.  ” “  am i dramatic?  yes.  is it justified?  also yes.  ” “  everything that you feel is just a chemical reaction inside your head.  wow.  ” “  there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me.  it’s called the throne.  ” “  let’s get high!!   …   grades.  ” “  i think my gps secretly gets mad at me when i deliberately disobey its directions.  ” “  it’s a bird!  it’s a plane!  it’s   …   me, trying to outrun my feelings.  there i go.  ” “  i am here to say that i am a bisexual who loves mangoes.  ” “  why has no one fallen in love with me yet?  i’m so bored.  ” “  honestly,  i don’t even play an active role in my life.  shit just happens   &   i’m like  ‘  oh,  is this what we’re doing now?  okay.  ’  ” “  life hack  :  you don’t have to be a wolf to yell sad noises at the moon.  ” “  what the fuck do mirrors do when nobody is around?  ” “  it may look like i’m having deep thoughts,  but really,  i’m just thinking about what to eat next.  ” “  do i deserve back pain at this age?  ” “  i’m a simple person;  anything happens,  i cry.  ” “  i’ve mastered the skill of feeling guilty for asking for anything.  ” “  yes,  the rumors are true.  i’m a lovey-dovey dumbass.  ” “  i try not to sound like an asshole,  but it’s really hard because i am an asshole.  ” “  someone has to date me eventually,  right?  ” “  what circle of dante’s inferno did you crawl out of?  ” “  your inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this friendship apart.  ” “  there’s no way that  EVERYBODY  was kung-fu fighting.  ” “  saying my name is so intimate,  why would you do that to me?  ” “  don’t ask me about my sexuality.  you’re not gonna get a straight answer.  ” “  i would follow you to the ends of the earth with only mild complaining.  ” “  the first step to any murder is to have fun   &   be yourself.  ” “  i think i am subconsciously trying to ruin my own life.  ” “  i may seem like an angry person on the surface,  but deep down inside, i am actually angrier.  ” “  i push everyone away,  but in a way,  i am doing them a favor.  ” “  what do you mean a thesaurus isn’t a dinosaur?  ” “  i’m not even a hot mess.  i’m more like a lukewarm mess.  ” “  i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual.  ” “  can someone please explain to me how i’m supposed to sleep for eight hours straight when i’m not even straight?  ” “  you’re not allowed to be busy,  you’re my only friend.  ” “  becoming older than ten years old was the biggest mistake of my life.  ” “  is it cold in here,  or is that just my heart?  ” “  if i sigh loudly enough,  will all my problems go away?  ” “  hey,  sorry i’m late.  i didn’t want to come.  ”