loser :c

(febuary 2nd, 2026)

I wish I could summon love by force

Spent years trying to unveil it‘s source

Want to shoot a well-aimed shot at someone‘s heart

Try to master this strange, pathetic art

Why do I sing the wrong one‘s name?

Where do I find the one to blame?

When something rises from a simple touch,

Should stopping it really take too much?

Love, I want nothing more than to hate it

But somehow keep finding ways to create it

You shot your shot, your aim so wrong,

I drop my gun, my love long gone

some of my pieces will be translated by me, for they are written in my first language - thus, i guess some of them might suck or not make as much sense ;( - i‘m trying my best though!!!

(written on august 8th, 2025)

i wish loving you was as easy as loving nature

funny enough, i much prefer the sight of you than any star in the sky

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i love the melodrama in this one c:

I'm so in love with this song!!!!!! I wanna grow three extra pairs of ears just so I can listen to it even more :c

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