Yearning for what you can never have is beginner level. Real yearners know the good shit is what you could freely have if you allowed yourself to, but never will.

to no one's surprise woman who loves Pacific "the power of human connection and hope can save the world" Rim absolutely adored Project "connection and ingenuity and being brave for other people can save the universe" Hail Mary

james ortiz is the only person who will see the light of heaven

every day I give thanks for the fact that the performer getting interview and podcast spots to talk about rocky hailmary is a latino gay person who a) has heard of gender and b) knows how to analyze a fucking script. imagine what kind of world we could be living in if they'd recast rocky's voice with an average hollywood A-lister and we were hearing their takes instead. we could be in actual biblical hell right now.

pining is 100000% the most important aspect of pre-relationship fic for me. good-natured whole-hearted pining filled with lovelorn gazing and chest aching and fluttering touches, that’s my top priority. i was put on this earth to watch characters suffer over the profundity of their love for another person. unrequited love is why god made me. characters finding out that their feelings are reciprocated after long months/years of suffering is why the universe was assembled from nothingness. amen.

Back in the 70s and 80s with the original zines, was it Kirk or Spock getting mpregged more often?

Oh to be on the set of DIGGER (2026) watching Tom Cruise teach Emma D’Arcy about film production and skydiving and Emma D’Arcy teach Tom Cruise about they/them pronouns and that it’s okay to be bisexual now for real this time it’s okay

listen to me. this is my final message to you. when you are at your lowest a fictional guy will come to you and when that happens you must start putting them in situations. this is the meaning of life.