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i feel like the loneliest person on the planet. no friends. no one close enough to me to care.at the end of the day when i come home i have no one to talk to. other than notifications for college assignments theres nothing other than emptiness. i don’t go out with college people because my mom wont let me at age 21 and if i say i want to go she will throw a tantrum. i constantly have to act like i dont care because when someone sees you hurt they will draw a tagger through your heart. when i’m upset i’ve no one there. not a soul. and at the moment when i have very little will to continue living, theres no one there to talk me out of it. i am so lonely. i will always be lonely. i do not want to live any more. not for one more second.