Complaints Filed Here

do i deserve better?

only thing stopping me from relapsing is my gf is coming over tmr and the thought of her finding it

please someone pick for me do i keep vaping or start sh again

being mean to see how far it takes them to snap at me and regretting it immediately

im tweaking out i want to be normal and love normally I want advice and help so I dont drive him away

ugh im getting so obsessive over one person like I need to know whats up w him all the time. found out he cried w someone else today when ive bawled my eyes out in front of him recieved almost nothing emotion wise in response.I hate it how do I stop feeling like this

haha guys wouldn't it be so great if he wanted and needed me as much as I want and need him that would be so cool too bad hes leaving me for studying abroad so basically he hates my guts and hopes I pass on

my best friend is leaving me to go to university in a different area. I currently see him abt 1-3 times a week and im super duper attached. We're codependent. He leaves in september. when he told me I cried for like 3 hours at him while he just looked at me. its like talking to a brick wall. yes vagueposting is bad but sometimes I vent in servers that hes in hoping he'll pick up on it and he just seems so fucking oblivious. I just want ro get sm worse so that he might notice my struggle. ive been clean for over a year now but this is seriously making me reconsider. pmo please what do I do im so lost