I forgive you

Yes you

Forgiveness is important

Hard to do it but it is better

If you are kind it means

You are strong enough

To not allow use your

She realized she deserves

Everything what she gives

Even more that is why she

Will not come back to them

You think you can not

Live without them but

You realize you can

Even you think about them

Even it makes you cry

Memories swim you try to

Sink it but it does not work

Not help you feel it let it go

You know you are better

Some people bring half of themselves

To the table then there are those who bring

Absolutelly nothing

Not even a chair for you

People who do not know how to work

That they meant a lot for her

But they did not mean the same

She realize no matter how hard

She tried she still lose them

Only you can show

Or stop what does not

Make you happy

You can choose

What is for you

Better for you

Sharp enough

Expensive but

You can not

Buy her

Not even win

You can not

Admire her

Because you

Do not appreciate

What is more?

We texted every day on beginning

Everything changes

Even i did not want what happened

I am always scared about it

Now it upsets me

When i could talk how i feel

What bothers me

Everything

Now it is not possible talk about it

So i feel heavy feeling in my chest

How csn i talk as i used

After no talking for months

Red flags are your intuition

Trying to tell you something

What you really do not want

She starts to realize

What she deserves, needs

Even she lose you

She lose them

How long does last to feel heartbreaking chest from destroyed internet tumblr friends?

How many days?

How many weeks?

There will be people for me

I do not need to force people for talking me

I do not need to change

I do not need to try hard about everything

It will just flow

It is really unbelievable to feel someone

Is like that so rare

I i am rare

Some do not see it in me

I except it from those

But no

Sometimes some really do not see

To feel you do not need to force

But it is still works unbelievable

After everything

After all of my trying

To feel that someone listen me

Understand me

When you do not care

But i do

When you do not talk first

I do same

But it is like game

I do not like playing games

So you will never hear a word from me

I just need to do

What is good only for me

Not only think if it will hurt or upset you

I am there too

If you do not know if you do not realize it

But i did not do what you wanted

I lose myself when i tried to keep you

So you lose interest about me

As everyone else

I am too much

She did not deserve it

But it should teach her

Something probably

Not talk

Not trust

She suffers sometimes

Cause of her mind

Without them

She thaught

She needed them

Not anymore

But she thinks about them

Crying heartbreaks are exhausting

Is it a bad thing?

She tries to be with herself

Cause when she had them

She was for them when they are gone

She has only herself

She will try to fall asleep

Listening rain

Falling drops

Falling her tears

Trying to relieve her pain