loudly going "YOU'RE GOOD YOU'RE GOOD" to myself to ward off the memory of every embarrassing thing i've ever done

i died like 5 years ago my body just kept going

you could go back but there is nothing and no one waiting for you there. LOL

sometimes i think "well maybe i'm not actually depressed" and then i catch myself going about daily life feeling 85% certain that human existence is probably some sort of purgatorial punishment for sins committed by the soul in some vaster cosmic past life

honestly the only reason im not an old man is that i happen to have been born somewhat recently. other than that 

they should invent a way to disappear without anyone even knowing you existed in the first place

ill never win an idgaf war love disarms me completely and im bleeding out

who up experiencing emotions they can talk to no one about

anger is such a funny emotion because ill be sitting down eating lunch and suddenly i understand why orcas kill for fun