if you happen to be reading this, i just wanted to say some things coming from someone who knows what itās like to fall asleep in tears.
you are not a burden or a mistake or a problem. you are a person with feelings and talents and potential. you deserve happiness even when you feel you donāt, and you deserve a future even when youāre stuck in your past.
life isnāt all about finding the one or succeeding perfectly. life is about finding your happiness and wellbeing in a world that gives you chaos. in that chaos you might cry yourself to sleep, might stay in bed for a day only getting up to use the bathroom, might mean shutting out the world out of frustration, might mean saying āfine. bye.ā when you really just want them to stay. but you have tomorrow. and i hope tomorrow brings you at least one, real, beautiful smile.
youāve got this. youāve got a good heart. donāt forget that. even when all you can hear is reasons to give up on yourself, donāt. you have got this.