Mental Thoughts I Can’t Seem To Shake!
Does anyone else ever feel like your mind is addicted to negative thoughts? Like, you try to stay positive and you strive to grow, but your mind just continues to knock you down? I’m a people pleaser who wishes to be more assertive, who wishes to set boundaries, who wishes to stop being afraid of failure as well as success! I know I’m a very sensitive person so it’s hard for me to ask for help, because I feel like I have to know it all or be perfect! I know I put too much pressure on myself and that makes it difficult to know if what I'm feeling is all in my head or if people really feel a certain way about me which makes me not able to trust anyone because I can’t even tell you the last time I ever heard someone say to me that they didn’t like me, or that they had an issue with me. I have little connection with my parents, even though I live with them and I am their only child, which I think is another cause of my relationship issues. I also feel like my issues are just immature issues. Even though I’m 28 years old, I have that “sheltered and spoiled” mentality that just makes me feel like I’m still a little kid or an spoiled teenager. It makes it hard for me to talk to other adults about my problems. While people I know discussing husbands, sex, housing, kids, careers, baby daddies’, politics, insurances, taxes etc., I’m over here concerned about my dog’s anxiety, my anxiety, my need to be accepted, my fear of people, my financial issues, my need to figure out my purpose, my lack of motivation, my laziness, my depression, my weight, my relationship with my ex, and other things that I feel with get the “Girl, get over it! You’ll be alright!” type of response.Â
