Just A Little Mess

*...What? It's not?

*...Who are you?

*You're someone who tries, right?

*If you weren't, you wouldn't be here.

*"so don't give up wherever you are, okay?"

*"If you got past ME, you can do ANYTHING."

*"Together [...] we became strong."

*...Did you forget?

*"You" is not linear nor stable.

*"You" is as fluid as shifting water.

@everything-you-feel-is-real I know by tumblr tradition that I'm to say "impossible, my posts never blow up like that," or "please don't do this to me."

anyway i wanted a memento of my first pride, you know, and this one vendor was selling keyrings, and i liked it, so i bought one. do you remember those italian charm bracelets that were all the rage like 10-15 years ago? it was a keychain like that, and it had a rainbow rooster, a rainbow cat, and then just a rainbow, and so I bought it.

i run into my mom a couple of vendors over and she goes oh you bought something? what’d you get? so i showed her, and i was like, “I’m not sure why it’s a rooster and a cat. Seems kind of random. But I liked the rainbows.”

and my mom, who was some form of minister’s wife for most of my childhood and teenagerhood, stares at me like she thinks i’m joking.

“What?” i say.

…relic…

“Cowbook! Like cowboy! No…Readcher? Like Rancher? No, fuck this is hard…”

At last, Lustrous Spirit's final update will be released in about a week from now. Stay tuned!