in tears thinking about chimney han right now. chimney who was the heart of the 118 before it became the 118. chimney who's first support system was the original core four of bobby, hen, and buck. chimney who was FURIOUS at bobby for not letting them help him when he got sick. chimney who was left to not only be the heart but also the protector of this family that bobby built. chimney who was so hurt that hen chose to hide her illness after everything that happened with bobby. that she didn't let him help her through those first initial months. chimney who saw buck struggling and asking for punishment and probably thought Thank God. he came to me first. and he looked at buck and said you came to me for help so that's what we're gonna get you. chimney who's only ever wanted to be allowed to help his family and was finally given the chance to.

the way they made eddie and CHRIS a focal point of this arc. like they're all his family but THATS HIS FAMILY

that moment in the montage when everything around him starts going faster as buck stays zoned out in the middle except for a good chunk of that portion eddie is also still because he's just been sitting next to buck comforting him with his presence while everyone else does the work around the house. Yeah. Yeah.

eddie dragged his broken and beaten body all around an unfamiliar state, jumped out a window, borrowed a horse, stole a car, held a woman at gunpoint, used that same woman as a shield to hold her ex-husband at gunpoint, ran toward buck and away from cops holding HIM at gunpoint, and then when it was all said and done drove them ten hours back to the safety of LA with that same broken and beaten body. no one can EVER say he doesn't love buck exactly as much as buck loves him