I post art and doodles but also game/media-related rambles and writing in-between.
The thing you'll see me talk about the most would likely be What In HELL Is Bad? (or WHB for short)—
I'm playing as the female MC
My favourites are Raphael and Lucifer ♡ Though, I like the angel faction in general (+ some nobles) 𖹭
—but sometimes you'll catch me post about my other interests as well!
→ Obey Me!, Wuthering Waves, Arknights Endfield, Honkai Star Rail (HSR), Zenless Zone Zero (ZZZ) + more
There's further information about this blog below the cut!
💬 English is not my first language, so I may make mistakes here and there!
🧷 This blog is a safe-space. I don't condone harassment of any marginalized groups.
German, English and Spanish are all okay for me. However, I sometimes need to use a translator for the last one.
🔞 Minors DNI. While I'll personally refrain from writing sexually explicit content I might end up reposting some. Please watch out for yourselves.
🛑 I may resolve to soft-blocking or blocking you if you engage in unnecessary shit-talking, excessive fear-mongering or too heavy of a fandom-discourse.
→ Other situations might also apply! // Please don't take it personal if I do.
🚫 Anti-AI. I do not allow my content to be fed into or altered by AI.
Also, if I should accidentally repost something that has been generated by AI kindly tell me, so the content can be removed 🙏
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I don't know why but every time I look at this item
I can't help but think "Are we actively collecting his piss??" and then I try to add the crystallisation part into the equation and it only gets worse from there on out 💀 Like, I'm so sorry— ifxjxjgxj
Summary: The stumps on Lucifer's wings have become full fledged wings once more. You were not aware that they just do that. And rather than just instantly ripping them out, Lucifer invites you to touch them.
(Ough been a while since my brain's been willing to write for anything. I feel rustyyyyyyy. Have this tender piece! Enjoy!)
“So they just… pop out? Completely recovered?”
“They do.”
“That…” you scratched the back of your neck, “that sucks.” No point in trying to put it delicately. That straight up sucks.
“I wanted this, so there’s no need for pity.”
“…of course you do.” You pinched the bridge of your nose because what were you expecting? Every angel you’ve ever seen, in and off the battlefield, have this weird… preference, almost, for self-punishment. Penance, as you’ve heard it called. Built into the very foundation of their worship. Hurting themselves because that’s what it means to be faithful, apparently.
Punish yourself enough and you’ll finally be on the right path. You’ll finally be rewarded. And you’ll finally be forgiven.
But you’re not thousands of years old. Nor are you nigh-impossible to kill. And you’ve been around Lucifer long enough to know that all of this comes with the package of befriending him. They’re not your wings, nor do you really know of the full scope of his baggage, so you can’t exactly ask him to stop.
Besides, it’s not really pity. You’re just baffled, at the extent of which angels, and all that grew up with them, are willing to hurt themselves. Is it just built into their being or was it encouraged?
Or… does it just not matter to them?
“Well, you’re gonna rip them out, right?” Because you’ve only ever seen your friend with those stumps bleeding. You kinda just assumed that they were eternally like that, and not that they regrow back spontaneously.
Lucifer made a noise that you knew to be confirmation.
His wings twitched and it made you aware of just how large those feathers of his are, wide and voluminous things that they were. Lucifer was barely waking up and it showed in the minute lag of his responses. In the lazy shuffling and light stretching of his limbs and wings.
It felt weird, witnessing just how at ease Lucifer is with moving his wings when he’s inevitably going to rip them out again. And again, until he finally decides to stop. Also doesn’t help that you’re just used to those bleeding stumps of his. As bad as that is, you have debated asking him if you can just… rip out that one curving bone that just sticks out of him. But you didn’t say anything, cause that’s not your bone.
You got up from your chair, place directly across from Lucifer in this protected greenhouse. “Alrighty, don’t let me stop you.” You’ll probably get Gamigin to get some towels or something. Or run a bath cause it’s going to get bloody. Unless Lucifer’s also the kind to let it all dry into a crusty mess like you’ve seen a lot of other devils do after a battle. Though in his case it would probably be out of a sheer lack of energy. Probably.
“You’re not curious?”
“Hmm? About what?” You were halfway into your jacket.
Lucifer was sitting up straighter, right on the edge of his seat, like he was going to get up to trail after you. He opened his wings wide, feathers barely missing the ground, nearly overtaking his side of this little greenhouse. “My wings.”
“Well, sure. What about it?” Is he…?
“You can feel them.” Not a single twitch to be found, in his voice or face. Said it with the same air he has when giving you his half of his overabundant breakfast. Well, more like pushed it towards you, but still. It applies.
Because his feathers were brushing against your forearms, exposed to the air after you rolled your sleeves up. Back and forth, back and forth, oh so gently. Almost as if he’s testing the waters.
“I… don’t think I’ll mind.” Lucifer’s eyes narrowed, aimed at your arms, your hands, and then you finally got it.
“Alrighty then. Why not? It’s not like I got anywhere to be.” You’re going to go along with it, naturally. Your friend’s trying to poke a hole in this bubble of his. Figure out where his comfort begins and ends, see if anything’s changed at all. And he’s trusting you enough to do that little experiment, even if he’s going about it in a roundabout way.
“Do as you please.” Settling his left wing on your arm, Lucifer tipped his head back and closed his eyes. Seemingly nonchalant, but you know that he’s keeping his senses open.
First thing you did was strum down his primary feathers, like you were walking through a street of wind chimes just waiting to be played with. They bent back, the vane parting in thin strips but blended back into place just as quickly with a subtle shiver. It was minute, but you caught the momentary pause in Lucifer’s breath. The slight lifting of his chest but nothing screamed danger.
And so you walked in a bit, let your fingers play around with the layer above his lowest feathers. Here, the warm of his body, of the shoulders of his wings was clear. Lucifer wasn’t a devil that ran hot. Body temperature was always a little on the cool side, probably on the account of all the blood he’s losing on a daily basis. Even with all the time he spends basking in the sun’s rays, he barely hotter than a tepid glass of water. You parted the layers, let your fingers tap on the quills just because you could, and hummed when Lucifer stretched his wing out some more. Not quite ramrod straight but getting there.
Your friend was still sitting perfectly still, face to the skies and soaking in the sunlight, like his wings were simply acting on their own.
Step by step, you walked down, palm feeling over the muscles twitching beneath all the soft plumage, barely putting any weight into it. You keep a careful eye on Lucifer’s neck, shoulders and hands. Waiting for any kind of change, for any tension that’s liable to snap and make Lucifer want to crawl inwards into his skin.
The tightness was there, but only in ripples. Slight jumps, but the closer you get, the more spaced out they were. Lucifer hasn’t fully relaxed, not with that ghost of a frown, but he’s not about to jump out of his seat to get away.
Finally, you were in front of him. Between his legs and completely covering his sun. Lucifer opened his eyes just as you laid your hands on his most intimate feathers. You tugged his after-feathers, just a light one, and you saw a hint of his teeth bite into his bottom lip.
You pulled back with a smile. “Reached your limit, huh?”
Lucifer took a deep breath in, and breathed out on your shirt. He hummed with a nod.
“Okay then.” You shrugged your shoulder and made to back off, but you spotted Lucifer lifting his hands. He placed them above your wrists, then caressed upwards, smoothing his palms over your skin. His fingers slid inside your rolled up sleeves and he gripped the back of your arms. “Hmm.”
Lucifer lingered on your face, the tight corners his lips finally relaxing. He pulled you in and embraced you with both his arms and wings.
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Sorry for not being active on here much despite the ongoing event and all. I really wanted to post about the other days as well but I'm buried beneath piles of exams, presentations, group works and studying. At the same time, my doctor has given me permission to stop taking my antidepressants. It was a rough night, that’s all I’m saying.
But hey did y'all see the new game pb is teasing?
They made official twitter accs for it now:
EN/ESP/CN ・ https://x.com/Devil_King_Meow
JP ・ https://x.com/Devil_King_Nya
Ah right, on that note, I did start using Twitter more often, specifically to interact with the JP side of the fandom. (I've been using Bluesky more often as well now that I think about it...)
At first I wanted to post both in EN and JP but it turned all JP really quickly, so now it's also kind of my language practice/study account ww
SPOILERS (❗) for Day 6 of the "The Sweetest Test in the World"-event.
This might turn into two parts if I feel like it. Just in case, you have been warned.
Wow, wow, wow—
(Seraphim and angel lovers, we're being fed today as well)
MC NO, IT'S A TRAP (Please say yes)
He wants that cookie so badly (and I honestly don't blame him)
Welp, there we go pykskw
Wha—?
Oh okay, bye demons 👋🏻
The way no-one stopped us or even just questioned why we're hanging with a bunch of unfamiliar students 😭 (Y'all think Lucifer watched this whole thing play out from the school's rooftop? No way he didn't hear about MC roaming around with his brothers.)
Oh yeah, what a total coincidence. Now where do I sign?
Bonus:
That's our new school. (Too bad we ain't staying)
But to say it in MC's words: "Whoa..."
They let us go in the end, telling us to make our final decision after the school festival. Too bad this story will (likely) be over after our final Lucifer encounter (aka they'll never get their answer).
// Tumblr didn't save my original draft and I forgot most of the stuff I wrote previously 🥲💔
SPOILERS (❗) for Day 5 (kinda Day 2 as well) of the "The Sweetest Test in the World"-event.
"[...] where you had become an overpowered being capable of doing everything perfectly" — from Day 2
So basically a God?
When they dropped this on the second day I already anticipated that we'd run into the Seraphim at some point. AND I WAS NOT DISAPPOINTED!! 👀
I also can't believe they covered up Michael's biddies and took away Gabriel's chains, excuse me?? Anyway—
Kind Gabriel isn't real he can't hurt you u_u
The event:
Stop that @/Gabriel
So, is that a good thing orrr...?
Now that's what I'd like to know as well. How, uh, "fictional" are the Seraphim in this universe?
Are we sure "admiration" is the right term to use here?
STRANGER DANGER
Let go, nuh-uh.
First of all, Rara I love you but don't say shit like this while wearing that kind of expression on your face.
Secondly, I genuinely expected them to visit in order to check up on Lucifer and not us. (Maybe he was acting weird at home. Then again, no idea how pb is handling the living situations in this event.)
Either way, PB, LET US HAVE A TRIPLE BOOMBAYAH SESSION WITH THE ANGELS AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!! 🙏
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(This, uh, might've been sitting in my drafts for a while now. Oopsie 👉👈)
↓ Jophi-cat headcanons 🤎🪽
Very quiet, rarely makes a noise, well-behaved
With the exception that he'll chew on/eat your cigarettes (if you smoke)
Then again, you only see him at home once in a while, as he's outside most of the time
When outside, you occasionally spot him with another brown cat (Beleth)
Attempts at having his (assumed) friend visit your home have failed due to your other three troublemakers (the Seraphim trio).
Interactions w/ the Seraphim trio (cat ver.)
He gets very vocal when play-fighting (aka fighting for his survival) with Raphael. But don't worry, the fights always break up by themselves (whenever Raphael has heard enough of Jophiel)
He's also scared of Gabriel (even more than he's of Raphael). You will catch them having minute long stare-downs from time to time. (Sometimes Gabriel goes as far as to hiss at him, that's when you should consider pulling them apart — Just make sure to put on some oven mittens or anything else to protect your hands first.)
Talking about stare-downs, Michael will often observe Jophiel from a safe distance. (Jophiel doesn't seem to notice that he's being watched.) You won't see them interact much besides that.
Comparing this one to the Seraphim's version (Link here) of the cat thingy... I quite like some of the stylistic changes I made, experimenting with SAI's features etc. (And yet, back then I somehow found myself dissatisfied with the end result; only Viny got to see this until now.)
The least you can do when reposting another artist's work (despite their bio already prohibiting unauthorized reposts) is linking back to the original and crediting them, just saying 😊
Never assume people automatically know who the artist is, even if they are a popular one!
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Hello?? They really be dropping those beautiful men on us like it's nothing 👀
"It seems the emotion that bound him to Usiel was something even stronger than mere loyalty."
Could it be love...? Hopefully they'll show us in the event. (Either way Imma eat that doomed-by-the-narrative shit up. Thanks for the meal, pb 😌🙏)
↓ more thoughts below the cut + getting into actual angel stuff
On another note:
Why 'Usiel' and not 'Uriel' (especially since Uriel has been mentioned multiple times before)?
So, from a quick search, it appears that the names Uriel and Usiel (alternatively Uziel/Uzziel) have been used to refer to the same angel as well as to different angels. Though overall they seem to identify the same individual (?). [// Don't quote me on that.]
Interestingly enough, Uriel is associated with truth, knowledge and wisdom but also repentance and salvation (it varies between texts) besides being considered one of the seven archangels/the fourth archangel. He is also mentioned to be the angel "who is over the world and over Tartarus"/presider over Tartarus. [// Mammon I've got some questions for you.]
Different texts also assign him to different choirs, in some he's a Seraph, in others a Cherub. Despite this, pb made him an Ophranim (Throne) — same rank as Jophiel btw. — which is neither of the prior but still part of the first Triad (Seraphim — Cherubim — Ophranim).
Usiel/Uziel, meanwhile, is supposed to mean "Strength of God" or "God is my strength" and appears in Jewish mythical literature — Book of Enoch and the kabbalistic grimoire Sefer Raziel HaMalakh. A benevolent angel, still associated with wisdom/knowledge, and one of the seven that stands before the throne of God.
Some traditions also depict him as a fallen angel, one that consorted with humans and taught forbidden knowledge (which, in some contexts, is considered good).
A few sites also mention that he fell alongside Lucifer when revolting against God. (Though I don't know if that would apply to WHB since Lucifer's fall was handled differently in the game.)
Finally getting to Lemiel:
As far as I can tell, the name 'Lemiel' itself is never used in actual texts; instead, it gets redirected to 'Ramiel', which gets conflated with 'Remiel', which again gets conflated with 'Jeremiel'. (Do whatever you want to with that information 🫠) They all appear in the Book of Enoch.
Ramiel ('God has thundered') is also considered a fallen angel, a fallen Watcher angel to be precise. They fell due to mating with humans, creating Nephilim offspring, and teaching forbidden knowledge.
[// Sounds kinda familiar, doesn't it?]
Now Remiel ('God shall have mercy') is mentioned to be the archangel of hope and has two distinct tasks: He is responsible for divine visions and leads believers' souls to Heaven.
As written at the beginning of this section, he is supposedly ( ! ) called 'Jeremiel' in various translations as well, but also 'Uriel', apparently (?).
[// Again, don't quote me on that. Still, I think that's why pb decided on this name and his relation to Uriel specifically.]
Lastly, 'Dominion' is the highest rank assigned to the second Triad. I guess you can consider them Heaven's managers, as they regulate the lower angels' duties and maintain order while also serving as a bridge to the higher choirs (the first Triad).
Wow, that's a lot of text... I didn't expect a quick research to lead me down this rabbit hole of names. Thanks for coming to my TED talk, guys.
As you might be able to tell from all of this, nothing is really set in stone here and different translations as well as different interpretations cause lots of confusion in-between everything.
All in all, I really like our two new additions to the angels (even if one of them is already deceased 🥲) and am looking forward to the rest of the event, as we might finally get some answers to some open questions.