Yearning, waiting

“Though I have to wake up from the dream and leave

— I hope the wind would send my yearning to thee”

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¤ Pine / 20+ / Writer (taking a break edition)

¤ genshin x reader sfw blog (sometimes suggestive, check tag link to block the tag)

¤ somehow became an illuga writing blog along the way(?)

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Yeah...

So Lohen's adventurer fit..I need his story quest to have a flashback, a scene a panel or SOMETHING with him in it! I just *shrugs* idk man. How bad is it gonna be with the trailer? Pine, I'm SCARED (I WILL NOT be normal)

Half the time I want to kiss him silly, the other half I want to throttle him. Worst part is he'd love either reaction!

Think about that stupid sexy man and how he takes pleasure in seeing your face scrunch up as you struggle to bite back the urge to jump on him and either kiss or furiously bite him. (I hate him) He laughs in your face! (I hate him x2!)

If you ask him, he wants you to bite him, slap him, take out the aggression part of your cuteness aggression on him. (what's actually wrong with this guy) Then you can move on to the kissy huggy lovey part. That part's nice to him too but it's slightly less fun to him than the "you beat him up part"

Wait wait WAIT! Stay with me for a moment

What if when you get frustrated with other people and situations and all that, week after week, he offers to be your punching bag? He'd love for you to punch him up, claw at him. Hell, he might even encourage you to smash a vase on his head. (with an absolute manic smile while blood drips down his forehead and shards litter his hair) Lohen's the worst enabler because when you're riled up you're more willing to beat him with a metal pipe than normally and he loves that, he finds it really hot.

*looks left and right* (He strikes me as the kind to tell you to sit on his face and if he suffocates, he suffocates. Wants you to put "he died a happy man" on his gravestone")

😭😭😭 Lune, my dearest Lune 😭😭😭 I want to kiss and hug you soooo badly because your ideas always HITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Yes he ABSOLUTELY takes pleasure in seeing you struggle with cuteness aggression towards him. Not only does he get to revel in both kinds of your physical affection (yes hit him and then kiss him afterwards, he'll melt under you), he also gets to be the center of your attention for an indefinite amount of time. So go ahead. Bite him, slap him, scratch him, he can take it alllllllllllllll— as long as you don't take it out on anyone else but him, he's yours to keep 🫶🫶

Personally, I think that when Lohen sees that you're frustrated at anything or anyone, he'll purposefully egg you on so that you'll throw harder punches his way. He'll encourage you to do your absolute worst at him and then go find whoever has been the cause of your frustrations lately so that you'll stop paying attention to them and focus on him instead 👁👁 Based on how hard you throw yourself at him and how frustrated you are, he'll either act mercilessly towards your source of frustration because he's committed to erasing everything that bothers you or let them slightly off the hook because it's only because of them did he get to experience such a wonderful beating from you 🙄🙄🙄 What a freak am I right/pos

WAAHHHH THANK YOUUUU 😭😭😭 I'm actually so proud of how this picture turned out,,, it looks like he's patiently waiting for you to walk over to him, his smile growing ever so slightly when your steps begin to quicken as the distance between the two of you shrinks with every passing minute,,,, And then, once you're standing in front of him, he'll gingerly put his coat over you before pulling you into his embrace, thanking you for coming home to him again while the sun begins to set behind him, marking another day where you returned to his side 😭😭😭😭😭 CAPTAINNNNNN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕

Everyone do all your endgame content, find all your treasure chests, swipe your cards if you're doing it, but GET! THAT! LOHEN! *explodes*

I myself have just a little over 100 for him and his weapon, with a guarantee in the bank. Plus there's the other events and stuff!

I want all anons and non anons saying they got him! No Lohenling left behind!

In doing my part, here are some pull spots you and everyone else might like, Pine. The Thousand Winds Temple, Knights of Favonius headquarters, Andrius's arena, Dornman Port, Favonius Keep. And for sillies you could pull for him mid battle with the Wild Hunt anywhere, he'd probably like it.

I'm sure there'll also be some more places once we see his story quest and lore.

Good luck Pine! Good luck everyone!

🤔🤔 Interesting interesting. Personally, I can see Lohen with both a son and a daughter. However, I am leaning more towards his first child being a son simply because I've read a lot of fics where reader gets pregnant with Lohen's child, runs away, only to return back to Mondstadt years later with their son who is the splitting image of Lohen when he was younger www

However, I do think that even if the two of you have a daughter, his daughter would also resemble him more than you (at least in terms of appearances) because Lohen's genes are as competitive as the man himself and will therefore Refuse(tm) to let your genes win the first “race” www. It's like that meme where the person complains that they carried this baby for 9 months and making themselves suffer, only for the baby to look like their stupid DAD WWWWW Yup, that's Lohen's child alright

also i fear the anon tag hasnt been needed for a while JKHFDJHF so I wont bother with it anymore </3

🍊 (not so) anon

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Greetings Rinnie (*｀▽´*) Don't worry about the anon tag, I'm just so happy that I have the chance to slowly start learning all the names of the anons behind these creative asks 🥹🥹 Getting to know y'all (on and off anon) has become my greatest joy in all of 2026 so far 🫶

(;´∀｀) Funnily enough, “Captain do you hate me” is the only “completed” wip in my wip file. The start of the story basically goes：reader gets drunk -> reader starts crying in illuga's arms thinking he hates them cause he's been avoiding them lately -> illuga being flustered because a) he's not avoiding reader, he's just busy b) this is happening in the great mead hall so ALL of lightkeepers are watching their youngest captain losing his mind while his light cries on his lap

(SUGGESTIVE. Also, established relationship and reader is implied to be part of the Knights)

For a better reference of what Lohen's wearing here, click here (post) or here (trailer where it appears).

You swear you didn't mean to look so hard.

When you swung open the front door to Lohen’s house and called out the vice captain’s name, you expected to see him in his normal knightly uniform (well, as normal as Lohen can be)— because what else would he be wearing on a day as important as orientation day for the new knight recruits?

However, instead of being greeted back with blues and whites, a verbal hello or even a knife to your face, the first thing your eyes land on is Lohen’s bare open chest.

😭😭😭😭😭 VICE CAPTAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

WIP tag game

rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. people send in an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it!

👁👁💦 file names you say 💦💦 o-okay 💦💦💦💦💦💦

Braiding flowers in illuga's hair (but smth happened and this is philosophical now) [Starshyna!Illuga x reader]

CAPTAIN DO YOU HATE MEEEEEEE [illuga x reader]

Patissier illuga ideas [Patissier!illuga x reader]

Illuga rambles again AHHH [illuga x reader]

Nod Krai maid cafe [Wanderer x reader] [Albedo x reader] [Varka x reader] [Illuga x reader] [Flins x reader] [Durin x reader] (seperately)

死别 xiao long fic idea [Xiao x reader]

Wedding dress prompt [???? x reader]

As for tags, I'm rather unfamiliar around these parts so I'll be tagging the people I know 👉👈 @orang3rinds @snonkerdoodlefizzy221b @triluneprophecy 🥺🥺 don't feel pressured to this if y'all don't want to

Hi... 💐

*Galumphs away*

(This was originally written as Lohen/My OC/Illuga where Lohen & OC were childhood friends, while OC is Illuga’s vice-captain (do lightkeeper squads even have vice-captains???? Well they do now LOLOL). Feel free to apply these onto the reader or completely disregard them! The only purpose they serve here is to give the captains a reason to be interested in the reader ^^; May write more ab being Illuga's vice-captain in the future tho 👀)

Reader: I’m gonna turn in early, my head kinda hurts. *holds hands out towards Illuga expectantly.*

Lohen: ??

Illuga: *Takes off his coat & hands it over to Reader.* Sleep well, my light. If you need anything, just let me know!

Reader: Will do, captain. Goodnight everyone! *Turns to leave for their barrack/tent.*

Lohen: (Seething with jealousy) Hey so what’s that about?

Illuga: (Clocks his jealousy immediately) Reader always complains about how cold it is in Nod Krai, especially at night. I lend them my coat every night to use as an extra layer of warmth. ^^✨

Lohen: Is that so? ^^💢

——The Next Day——

Illuga: It’s getting late, we should get some rest. *Gives his coat to Reader again.*

Reader: *Accepts it as per usual.* We have another long day ahead of us tomorrow, goodnight everyone!

Lohen: Here, take this as well! :D *Gives Reader his cape.*

Reader: (Extremely confused, but isn’t going to turn down another layer to sleep under.) I- thank you, vice-captain- 

Lohen: No need for formalities, my lady. You can just call me Lohen.

Reader: Thank you, Lohen…! *Obviously flustered as they leave.*

Illuga: Is there a reason you felt the need to do that? ^^💢

Lohen: I’m just making sure they can sleep warm & comfortably, you wouldn’t want your beloved light to catch a cold during the night, would you?  ^^✨

—BONUS—

Reader: Good morning Illuga! *Hands him back his coat while wearing Lohen’s cape over their coat.*

Illuga: (Nearly bursting a blood vessel out of jealousy) Nono, you keep it for today. I heard it’s going to be colder than usual today, my coat’s warmer and better than Lohen’s cape than yours so you should wear it for today!

Reader: But what about you???

Illuga: I have a few spare coats laying around, now please put the coat on, my light. AND TAKE OFF LOHEN’S CAPE

Oh to have the captains fighting over you ✨✨ And yes, reader wore Lohen’s cape to sleep LMAOOOOOO

P.S. Thank you so much Pine & anons for feeding me with all your amazing Illuga & Lohen fics!! They were lowkey the only things keeping me from going insane during finals week a while ago 😅 Y’all were also the reason why I decided to get back into writing again (and how we got this LMAO) 🥹 AHHHHHH I have more stuff I wanna write for Lohen, but I want to wait for his official release so I can write him as accurately as possible (and so I don’t write anything that contradicts his backstory lmfao). His banner can't come any slower istg 😭😭 Well, at least our favorite captain is still on the table 😏

🥺🥺 Jealous captains,,,,, JEALOUS CAPTAINS,,,,, 💕💕💕💕

I absolutely adore this setting as well as how the tables flip in the end 😭😭😭 Poor Illuga, Lohen never fights fair even when it comes to love,,,, So what if you're Illuga's vice-captain? Ranks can change alllllll the time, but nothing can ever change the fact that you are Lohen's childhood friend. He is the one who grew up with you, played with you, and thus knows more about you than anyone else in the whole of Teyvat— as seen by how you chose to sleep in his coat instead of Illuga's coat 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ (he's being delusional don't encourage). He's confident that you'll choose him in the end.

On the other hand, Illuga's not backing down without a fight too!!! Even though he feels a little guilty lying to you about having spare coats lying around (he only has one because he's sentimentally attached to it), he absolutely does not want you to wear Lohen's coat around, especially in front of other Lightkeepers. So what if Lohen's your childhood friend!! That's all in the past— what matters most is the present and the future. So, even though Illuga knows he's at a slight disadvantage, he'll definitely continue to pursue with full sincerity because he genuinely loves you, heart and soul.