lola (taylor’s version)

Dont be afraid of losing people. Be afraid of losing yourself trying to please everyone around you

I think growing up both not having any close friends during certain times and also having toxic friends at other times is a big reason why I'm so stuck in my head, and why I have trouble feeling fully connected to friends now. I've always been a daydreamer, and I daydreamed a lot when I didn't have friends as a child. I still daydream a lot. I feel closer with fictional characters than with other people, and I find solace within myself and my mind as its feels like the only one that fully understands me.

nothing new is so fucking relatable in such a sad way because girls are always treated as silly and emotional when they’re teenagers, yet are expected to grow up so fast until they’re nothing ‘interesting’ or ‘sparkling’ or ‘hopeful’ anymore in the eyes of society.

I just want to live in big oversized sweaters and read while drinking hot coffee and look out at the rain from the comfort of my tiny cozy little home.