“Stop thinking about BHMs on the clock…

"I know it hurts to sit up straight right now. Just lean back and let the fat pool. You don't need to try so hard when you're this heavy."

"Did you really think I wouldn't notice how hard you were breathing just tying your shoes? It's okay. You're not supposed to be that athletic anymore. You're supposed to be dense."

"Aww, look at you trying to hold that stomach in. Stop pretending. Let it drop onto your lap where it belongs. Show me how much you’ve actually surrendered."

"You said you were too full three bites ago. But look at how easily your jaw keeps moving when you don't have to think about it. The Pig always finds room for more junk, doesn't it?"

"I know your stretchmarks are stinging itchy today. But you asked for this expansion, didn't you? Every red line is just proof that you belong to the Inertia now."

"You look so genuinely helpless when you try to roll over. Don't fight the gravity, baby. Just stay stuck. It’s so much more authentic than trying to be something you will never be ever again".

"Oh, did that chair crack a little? Good. It means the human furniture is starting to reject you. Soon, the bed will be the only place you fit. And the next piece you'll destroy with your obese weight".

And here is a video explaining what’s going on in more detail than I provided.

With everything else going on in the world, it can be hard to keep up with stuff going on at home, but ICE is still out here terrorizing innocent people. We must keep our eyes on them, and keep fighting.

uh anyways if anyone has any good resources for chubby n fat reference photos uh drop it pls

Figurosity has a variety of body shapes in their library!

Fat Photo Ref is password protected to keep out fetishists (which ... Okay time to password project libraries of thin people pose references to keep out the skinny fetishists. Whatever. Just be respectful ig) but you can request access

Morpho of course, which is a print book you have to buy, but I bet you can find pages from it online

Pinterest is good for references. I searched "fat Photo reference" and found 12+ fat people in beautiful poses. There's a lot of ads and AI on there but still. I searched for boards but couldn't find any so maybe someone can put together a fat Pinterest board with many different sizes and shapes, or share if you already have one?

This site has some good examples (NUDE FIGURE PHOTO REFERENCE AHEAD) specifically for female references.

Here's one for sale from a model's kofi for $5 (I accidentally reposted this while trying to share. Pray for me)

Also have you considered using one of the many beautiful fat people on Tumblr that post pictures? Many fat tgirls specifically. @feedeekate and @softwheeliegirl come to mind first. If you DM them asking if it's okay to draw them I'm sure they'd be delighted

At first, the weight isn’t much of issue. He’s always been chubby and one dress size up won’t deter him from the grades he wants. He doesn’t exercise by parking himself in a desk chair and barely moving for the day, poring over texts, so some weight is inevitable. Right?

He doesn’t cook for himself often, because it takes too much time from his studies. His mom sends things to his dorm like new underwear and socks and baked goods and if his weight changes drastically enough to render most of his closet moot he asks her for a size up.

When he revises, he snacks through nearly a whole day’s worth of calories, surely. When he has an upcoming exam or finds something in his notes he’s a bit muddy on, he panics and stuffs his face with takeout. A ton of burgers and fries, a large soda maybe, and some ice cream or something from the bakery down the road to wean him out of his feeding frenzy.

His later classes are always a pain because he ends up waddling there on a stuffed belly after gorging throughout the day as he’s studied.

There’s whispers from his classmates as his ass spreads in his seat, trapping his hips under the arms. Lately he’s had to make a habit of lifting an arm between two seats so he can sit on both, but occasionally he forgets, resulting in an end of lecture struggle.

During lectures he nervously grazes on a bag full of chips and candy bars to help him focus.

He decides to cut back, but when he’s studying the next day and uncovers a section he doesn’t know that well, he panics. He ends up in the closest fast food place shoveling food into his mouth until he can focus on the subject.

When he graduates, he’s over twice the size of what he was when he enrolled. And with a brain like his, he’s bound for a desk job - IT, maybe - where he can eat as much as he wants at his desk and blush when he can’t quite get out of his chair.

If anyone in the office wants him to put them on the top of his priority list, they know to take him food. Otherwise he’ll just insist he can’t work/think on an empty stomach and head straight to the cafeteria.

I won’t be treating it as such going forward, this is more of a meta element, but this could make great slob material. The nerd that keeps growing and has his whole workspace and car covered in evidence of him stuffing his face? Ooh.

The colleagues his age in the office space are kinder than his peers in school, but whether they’re doing so because they need something or are genuinely being nice is always a mixed bag. The older generation isn’t so much, mostly just tolerating him. After all, shouldn’t a boy his age be embarrassed to be that size?

He always goes home for the holidays. Every Thanksgiving and Christmas, his mother dotes on him and keeps his plate well stacked. It distracts him from the stresses of work, as that habit hasn’t died, and as his father doesn’t do much to withhold his disapproval of his state, he eats through that too.

His mother assures him he can just sit back and relax and eat as much as he wants, though she does think that some company could do him some good. A nice girl his own age, maybe.

On the drive home, he’s still stuffed. His belly is very heavy in his lap after being constantly full for a week or two thanks to his mother’s terrific, love-filled cooking. But the stresses of work and his mother’s desire for him to find company creep in, and he detours to a drive thru. His order is so large, that after he’s done he’s convinced there surely should be a law against driving like this. But it won’t be his last meal of the day – it’s only 2pm, after all.

He’s never really thought about what he’s into to even start looking. Even as a teenager, his romance has always been with food, given his ‘condition’. At best, when he’s touching himself as he eats after work, he’ll think of being fed or having his belly rubbed to make more room, but his primary focus will always be on the food. It’s a need.

If there’s someone at work that brings in stuff they’ve made and tries to make sure he has extra and enjoys, then it definitely goes over his head at first. The soft touches have a similar effect, though they stand out only a little. This person is always asking him if he needs something to eat, too… it’s definitely something that makes him blush.

He’s in the habit of splitting seams and busting zippers while at work. Popping a button or two as well. It’s a good thing his mother taught him to sew when he would hang off her constantly as a kid, but it’s still a big inconvenience.

Moody boy when his belly rumbles. He struggles to focus and can snap until he gets his fix. Maybe he tries rushing or even putting off tasks until he can plot himself down in the cafeteria and eat his fill before waddling back to his desk with a happy sigh.

The IT department (maybe it’s just him, maybe it’s him and another or two) has its own little section divided from the rest of the office. He can lock the door if needed although it’s heavily recommended by his supervisor he doesn’t. Anyway: perfect opportunity to unbutton and rub his full belly to make room for the cupcakes one of the newbies left on his desk. His mouth is watering just looking at them. How is he meant to focus when they’re right there?

I might add more to this. I might not. It’s mostly just a thought dump for now lol, basically me trying to break my writer’s block & general anhedonia.