I’m A Spark That Won’t Go Out

(1) A RAPPER'S MISTRESS BRINGS HIM BACK TO LIFE AFTER HE'S GUNNED DOWN

(2) A WOMAN DISCOVERS A BODY HIDDEN IN THE WHITEWASHED WALLS OF HER APARTMENT

(3) AFTER HER BOYFRIEND KILLS THEIR FOUR CHILDREN AND HIMSELF, A WOMAN ATTEMPTS TO HEAL THROUGH THE MAKING OF FACE JUGS

(4) AN ISOLATED YOUNG MAN IS INVITED TO AN UNUSUAL FAMILY REUNION

(5) A STOREFRONT PREACHER MEETS THE DEVIL

(6) A VIDEO VIXEN CAN'T BE TOUCHED, LEST IT DESTROYS HER ( A LA TOMIE)

(7 + 8) TWO APARTMENTS IN A HAUNTED AND BEDEVILED HOUSING PROJECT. WORKING TITLE, AS ABOVE SO BELOW

And instead of just outright saying "we don't wanna hear you talk about it at all because we don't care/we benefit" (because that wouldn't fit the Good Person Image) it's always treated as bad timing or bad expression.

So when is the time. When will be a good time to talk about the increasingly overt and growing presence of the antiblackness in the room. Or is the enforced policing of Black voices the preferred state of things here, to maintain nonblack comfort at all costs. Bc I wish y'all would just say that instead of all this other shenaniganery.

quoted from screenshot reddit post below:

I haven't seen the pictures but Manson has publicly idolized Hitler for pretty much all of his career and this was well known even before the allegations post Me Too.

"By 2005 the pair [Manson & Dita] were engaged and happily nested in a secluded mansion in the San Fernando Valley, where they lived surrounded by Manson's collections of Nazi uniforms, a foetus in a jar named Ludwig, and a stuffed baboon. 'I had all the faith in the world in our relationship for the seven years we were together. I loved him very much, and when I married him I completely believed it would be forever.'"

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"Marilyn Manson is being sued by a bandmate for using their earnings to buy Nazi paraphernalia, African masks made of human skin, the full skeleton of a 4-year-old Chinese girl – and ex Dita Von Teese’s $150,000 engagement ring.

According to the suit, band money also paid for Manson’s collection of Nazi artifacts, including 'SS typewriters, swastika wall tiles he had installed in his home library ceiling with custom rugs made to match and Nazi government coat hangers owned by Adolf Hitler.'

Manson is also accused of buying a handbag that once belonged to Hitler’s mistress, Eva Braun, which he later gave to his then-fiancée (and now estranged wife) Dita Von Teese."

there's a photoshoot of her in "a nazi uniform' from her dominatrix days prior to meeting manson and while it is obviously and clearly styled to evoke nazi uniform aesthetics, for the sake of absolute historicity i will say it does not appear to include any actual swastikas? based on my own collection of military surplus gear i use for protests or outdoors stuff, this appears to me to be a tailored, possibly dyed, East German uniform with added braiding. is it supposed to look like a nazi uniform in this context? imo, obviously, yes, thats a big thing in BDSM aesthetics traditionally. is this a literal nazi uniform? no, it's a costume piece that may have been a tailored conversion of an East German (not nazi) officer uniform set, east german uniforms and gear being incredibly cheap on the secondhand market.

however here's a photo of her apparently vol;untarily posing in Manson's actual (alleged) nazi officer hat for him during their marriage (from which the front decal has been removed? or edited out? this prevaricating about nazi memorabilia is so funny, like you KNOW it is a nazi hat, why obscure the swastika? simply a bridge too far? come on):

you dont get to meet and marry someone like that, accept those gifts, and live there for years amongst that sort of collection while shaking your head and frowning the whole time to keep your hands clean lol

she said that underwire bras aren't typically made with trans women's' ribcages in mind, but that if you have smaller boobs a soft bralette or sports bra is totally fine. it's also possible that bras made for drag will fit, but she wasn't sure how helpful that would be and neither was I, since we're not talking about a boob plate here. i was asking on behalf of some of my friends who have naturally big boobs after horomones though, and she told me that if your breast tissue feels unsupported or you're getting new back pain that you think is coming from there, your best bet is to get fitted at a small boutique, and that there are higher band sizes that you can try.

I told her some of the girls I know are scared to do this and she reccomended to have someone call the place for you and ask outright, being upfront that you're nervous about it, and then base your decision on how they react. but also that most independent bra stores are probably friendly because they're being run by hippies. At a chain like victoria's secret or something they're not going to carry higher band sizes at all, plus you're never gonna be able to tell who you'll get at a chain, so she recommends calling a smaller place where you can really get a read on the people there from talking on the phone.