BLACK LIVES MATTER

taking a benzo with coffee:

christmas wish list:

my brain fabricating the most gruesome thoughts possible instead of producing seratonin

my brain when i try to explain to it that the compulses are irrational and unnecessary:

psychiatrists when you say anything besides exactly what they asked about:

not depressed enough to produce bangers, not healthy enough to live a normal life

when my psychiatrist asks me how im doing but i dont want to get my medication dosage increased:

now if you excuse me im going to go decompose in my bed for 14h

the singular molecule of seratonin in my brain getting jumped by all of my brain nerve cells

my braincells awaiting their daily dosage of medication

oh oh, it appears that my routine did a Winx transformation into a ritual