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Travis: Yeah. It well--but it's seventeen feet tall divided by twenty-four months means that every month he crafted point seven--so like about three-quarters of a foot. Right? So, nine inches. So yes, I could say that just statistically speaking, there was a wiener month.

Griffin: Okay. "So how was your September, Michelangelo?" "It was, it was intense."

it's hard to put into words how much the past decade has meant to me — working at DE is a gift i'll never take for granted. i'm truly blessed to work with such an incredible team and such an incredible community every day 🥰

when I started, The Second Dream had just launched, so I got to witness the excitement of our first cinematic quest (with no idea what was happening haha)

Warframe was a completely different game back then (void keys, old star chart, fusion cores) and it's mind-blowing to think of how it's changed

my role at DE has changed a lot too over the years — from social media, to tennogen, to creator program, and now managing live ops (aka hotfixes).

the care you see with making our game is the same care extended interally. i couldn't be surrounded by a better group of people. ❤️😭

Is Archeops gping to land on her arm like a hawk? If so, how heavy is it. Can't be too-

I don't mean you can't get good at things through repeated practice. You can do that, I have done that, but I don't trust it.

I was driving this morning and thinking about how I have never developed the blasé contempt for it most people seem to despite never having caused an accident in 20 years because my sense of time is such that I might as well have been driving for a week. I'm a good, safe driver, but I do not have a heap of confidence in my driving despite having regularly done it for two decades because my sense of time is such that those two decades may as well not have happened.

I finished editing a novel today. When I publish it, it will be the 64th novel I have published in the last 10 years, not counting ghostwritten work. You'd think after a decade and 63 novels I'd be confident that I was capable of writing, editing, and publishing a novel—even be confident about the timeline for this—but no. No, I feel like I'm doing it for the first time, every time, and I was surprised to have finished the editing at all, let alone on time. Because those other 63 novels were published in a past I have a vague at best concept of. I have a record that says it happened but I do not feel it.

I cannot trust my future behaviour because for me there is functionally no past. I know it occurred, I have records, but I don't feel it the way people without this kind of memory issue do. I feel inexperienced at everything I've ever done and I cannot accurately estimate my skill level at anything, particularly not on the fly.

weird feeling

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