just one more meronia girl idk

#does he ever actually see mello's face a single time after he leaves wammy's house? i dont think so #maybe he wants to keep his image of mello unmarred by the way things have changed since then #he wanted to still feel like he knows him. at least a little #and when he gets older and older and mello keeps seeming younger and younger in his memory (via @smallsinger5901)

socially and emotionally aware man who sometimes just doesn't care enough to act in a way because he's not feeling it fits L better than socially and emotionally unaware man who somehow is still good at detective work which requires an ungodly amount of emotional and social intelligence

death note au where everything is the same except that even Near has his own food obsession and it's popping candy and it drives Light nuts

what if Near and Light talk only one on one initially and Light is so paranoid that can't tell it's popping candy and thinks it's instead a clue about his location and over analyses the sound for the longest time ever, until he finally lets the task force in on the conversation and Matsuda is like, "why is he eating popping candy"

meronia is really really great because if i was a guy with low functioning autism and zero love in my life i would also want my higher functioning onesided childhood rival who hates me so much that he thinks of me more than anything else to blow my back out

forever biting things about near btw. What if you were 13 and got told the man whose identity you had to replace was already dead. what if that man didn’t even reach twice your age. What if you hated every second of it but there’s nothing else for you to do anyway. what if you have to do it alone. What if you have people surrounding you, people who you trust, who you never ever show that trust to because you don’t understand your emotions and you don’t want them anyway. What if the only other person who went through the exact same thing as you dies. what if he was only a year and a half older than you. what if you cant tell if it was a necessary sacrifice or if he just really wanted to die. What if you won despite and because of him. What if you didnt win, anything, at all, in any way. What if you were 27. What if you were wondering when it was your turn. What if you kept living.