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all panels are edited by me (keehlophiliac/mellophiliac). not a professional. i try my best to match the original art style. vibes based updates. i believe in the collective ownership of the means of production in umsr (united mello socialist republics). the love of mello shall not be contained in the hands of few. so the images can be downloaded by fellow melloist comrades for personal use and the greater good of melloism. i go by keehlophiliac/mellophiliac on other platforms as well. i started this project after being unable to find the raw death note manga. currently intending to slowly go through all mello panels in the manga, but you can dm me to request that i priorotize specific manga panels. here are some of the black-and-white ones i edited thus far. i don't really know how to use tumblr, so i may not be that active.

first page of the small comic i’m making about crush by @morphinejunkie

“Matt was smoking, down two Premium Malts and counting.

He couldn’t go back to sleep.

Since the overdose, his dreams had been rough. H never did much of anything — just fade-out blackness, then coming to hours later. But methadone was a bitch to his circadian rhythm, forcing him up at odd hours of the night.

Jet lag, his ass.”

-Crush by etorphine on AO3

The Last Kiss

"Anything" - a Mellodramattic animation/animatic (trailer)

posting the trailer here for my upcoming mellodramattic animatic! I'm not very active on tumblr so for updates and more frequent posts please check out my tiktok or my patreon (no paid tiers currently so it's open to all!).

Also if you are seeing this again yes I did accidentally delete the first instance of this post because i am old and do not know how to use this godforsaken website anymore after twelve years away from it somebody shoot me but also please forgive me.

hi everybody,

i'm still alive, but i use tumblr very sparingly and don't really look at my inbox. i'm sorry to miss your asks.

i get a lot of questions about these few things though so i'll clear things up now:

will there be more audio dramas?

yes, two more scenes were recorded, and @jeevasphere and i are editing and finishing them.

they will be held until i have more release plans for crush or evidence, however, so if you do see them being uploaded - it means more's coming!

will there be an audio book in the future?

the first chapter was recorded with narration from david robert moore, mello's va, and this was done for a proof of concept but has stalled because i've run into issues with casting, financing, and all that jazz.

a whole audiobook (678 pages! 41 chapters!) would be an extremely hefty time + financial commitment that i won't be able to reach for another hundred years, even with your gracious help.

i'm not exactly sure what can be possible with this - if i start a kickstarter or something, would people donate? - the stretch goal is pretty high (in the tens of thousands at least), so i'm not very optimistic. BUT, i'm open to hearing your responses and i can see what can be done.

please reply below and let me know!

when is evidence being updated?

this is becoming more pressing to me over the years because there are a lot of loose ends i want to tie up here. i'm planning on writing it in the next few years. IT'S COMING. i'm slow, but it's coming.

i'll be writing a lot of side stories and other scenes in order to prepare myself to get into it, as well as some other ideas i've had in the past (unrelated to crush!verse) - so you can expect that to happen.

where can i buy crush / the gold room?

physically, crush is available at your local amazon or lulu. i am no longer selling copies on my bigcartel store.

due to its sexual content and running into printing issues, the gold room is out of print right now as well, but you can still purchase an e-book copy. please email me at etorphine[.]commissions[at]gmail[.]com and i can direct you to payment options.

please note that this book is NOT suitable for audiences under 18 and i may ask for age verification if i believe that you are underage.

can i still purchase extra scenes / backstories / nsfw goodies?

sure! email me at etorphine[.]commissions[at]gmail[.]com and i can get you some.

here's the menu of things that are purchaseable: https://etorphine.drr.ac/#ficlist

how can i contact you?

if you'd like to reach out to me about crush or audio related things, please feel free to email me at etorphine[.]commissions[at]gmail[.]com, i try to reply as i can!

thank you for all your support, and i'll answer any other questions you might have in the replies just for ease of access.

Feb - June, Since reading morph’s Crush. :)

may i haunt your narrative