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You had a daughter. I had a daughter.

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Claudia/Louis and Lestat/Gabriella parallels
one thing I've noticed as I am personally trying to re-wire my brain: I will take responsibility for things that are NOT mine when I'm trying to save an imbalanced (abusive) relationship.
In season one: Claudia sees Louis talking to his sister, Grace. and Claudia goes (paraphrasing): Oh! I was never meant to be a daughter. I was MADE to be a sister for Louis.
why would she do this? because if she's Louis' SISTER: he's not a bad FATHER. (and I don't write this to solely blame Louis. Louis has his own experiences of taking on too much, his mother's parentification/scapegoating). Claudia & Louis work better as brother and sister (maybe because of Louis' depression), but that is horrifyingly, terrifyingly unfair to Claudia.
Claudia should get to have parents. She shouldn't have to "rewrite" her relationship to her father to make it "work."
We see a similar, if not more abusive dynamic with Lestat/Gabriella. He keeps trying to frame her as his mother: and she keeps pushing back (with her outrageously loud sex) that she is NOT. that she is instead his lover. and if only, only Lestat will accept his role of "lover" (our Lelio) and not "son" then, and only then can his relationship with Gabriella "work."
each time the child in the relationship sacrifices their own personhood to be what their PARENT needs
I feel for everyone who isnāt having the time of their fucking lives with The Vampire Lestat. Every week I clap and cheer for the antics of the worldās saddest buzzword-laden bisexual crash-out diva and his crew of the least healed men to ever grace the small screen. The songs are cringe delightfully camp, the wigs are a nightmare, Iām living my best life, Iām loving every second. Why the fuck would you have a blood shower in your tour bus. The onscreen mother-son incest is only like the third wildest thing happening in any given episode. Itās insane. I never want it to end
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SHEILA ATIM as AKASHA INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | Season 3, Episode 5, "New York"

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Daniel calling Armand friendless and a shitty dad who abandons his kid
Iām sure someone has said this but itās feeling very The Creation of Adam, 1512 (Akasha is God and Lestat is Adam here)
Posting my lestat edit here since T1kT0k is going to mute it
Posting my lestat edit here since T1kT0k is going to mute it

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Personally I like the incest, i think vampire media is supposed to challenge you, to repulse you even, and just gore doesn't do it as efficiently as an intimate account of incest does. In a time when billionaires are bleeding us dry and destroying the planet, I want my vampires to be repulsive and unpalatable, not cool, not aspirational. Rotted on the inside
I don't know how to express this without sounding like a wanker, but IMO this show's biggest tragedy is that much of the audience it ended up attracting wasn't meant for it. This season in particular feels so experimental, arthouse, and more gothic horror and mindfuck-y than ever before while also creatively genre-bending, but it's being wasted on fans who came here for a conventional MLM vampire romance period drama.
I think the funniest thing Iāve seen so far is people complaining that the show has too many ācampyā moments when the show runners literally confirmed that the campy moments are completely intentional, especially when it comes to Lestat and Armand. Their struggle to create something artful ends up falling flat because of their detachment from humanity.
Lestat is canonically a terrible musician and songwriter. Why do you think he doesnāt have billions lusting after him? Heās an underground artist at best. Heās nowhere near Tay Tayās level. And Armandās theatre? Pure unadulterated garbage. He has no passion for it yet he does it anyways.
Gothic fiction and romance does need a certain type of lens and understanding to enjoy it. You donāt have to be uber intelligent to understand it, but it isnāt for everyone.
And Anne Riceās Vampire Chronicles is one of the most bizarro versions of modern gothic romance. Itās why sheās a pioneer and fucking genius even from beyond the grave.
said this on twitter but putting it here too! one thing about this seasonās structure that i really like is how the flashbacks feel the way actual memories feel - not entirely accurate, focusing on very specific moments in your relationships, ones that may seem inconsequential but completely shaped who you are.
in the books, one of the vampiric powers is the ability to recall memories in extreme detail, and even though louisā memories in the show are not objective either, they still have the astonishing and inhuman detail of the books. i do like that lestatās are more akin to feelings: the oppressive feeling of the childhood dinner table, blacking out for the actual wolf attack due to PTSD but remembering his motherās molestation afterwards, hearing nickiās music for the first time, magnus holding him down. these memories are so visceral in their singularity
Louis: googling whether it's weird to pay someone to be your daughter and to make out with said daughter's girlfriend Lestat: considering becoming a mother to triplets Armand: -covered in smears of viscera- I've decided to become an attentive father :D
the writers did so fucking well at portraying and deconstructing the over abundant amount that lestat in the text romanticizes his abusers. he calls it the "seduction of magnus" multiple times throughout the vampire chronicles instead of admitting he was preyed upon. when you read the books you have to look between the lines of his flowery prose and avoidance but the show took a corny over the top music video style approach and then slammed it next to a full blown ptsd flashback to make sure the audience did not have a chance to misinterpret or mock anything and i respect them for that
Op, the tags deserve to be here too!

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#and thinking about the pattern with how the show is bringing up Lestat and blow jobs this seasonā¦
What does this make you think?
And Lestat making himself burn while he sings about the laws that burned Claudia and only Armand deciding who lives and who dies and trying to get Nicki out of his head.... I love this show
I think they're riffing on this idea of Lestat effectively being gagged, and how that intermingles both with his explicit sexualisation, but also his inability to both express himself truthfully, or be heard when he tries to.
The first time it comes up is when TC's reading the book and, in the moment, starts to relate what she's reading to the songs Lestat's writing. Louis' story (which again, I do think he had a right to tell!) as recorded by Daniel speaks for, and over Lestat (and Claudia, of course, but that's a whole other post), which alters TC's understanding of Lestat's songs. Music is about expression, it's about artistry, not necessarily truth or story, but the context of the book forces dialogue, it forces narrative, which Lestat partially embraces by touring as The Vampire Lestat (interesting in a season where Louis removes himself from the narrative by living publicly as Thomas Pitt), that he can handle so long as it's all pretend. The Fang Gang attack and the band finding out makes the public performance and personal narrative collide, and the reality of that is that Lestat's truth has ultimately been chewed up and spat out by Louis' truth.
(This got cap heavy, so I'll put it behind a cut!)
no iām fine itās just that lestat can recognize claudia by the the way that she walks and the sound of her heart :(